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this is a sideblog for d20 and other misc dropout shows <3 follows come from @sugarglazed!

ao3 is also sugarglazed! I’ve got a couple d20 fics up so far but more are to come :)

currently watching: fhjy, aso, gladlands, ccod

** spoilers tagged as #dimension 20 spoilers

0biivionn

Every so often I go on dropout just to look at cloudward ho! like a former lover i haven't gotten over yet

watching a Zac Oyama compilation and holy shit I miss lapin like a motherfucker

#zac oyama #lapin cadbury #acoc #acoc spoilers

wisconsonptoad

so much of city council of darkness so far has been the spiritual successor to that one episode of neverafter where not a single one of the party's social interactions went even the tiniest bit okay and it's incredible

#pretty much yeah #dimension 20 #ccod #ccod spoilers

miss-holloways

SIOBHAN THOMPSON as ADAINE ABERNANT O'SHAUGHNESSEY gift to @remidyal for @d20exchange

samreich

WILD things happening as a part of the kickstarter campaign 🍬

zac-oyama

that look ?! siobhan thompson are you insane ?!?!?!

#I'm so fucking gay #dimension 20 #city council of darkness #ccod #siobhan thompson

badkidgorgug

(I know we are past that episode now but) I've been thinking about that Bat Child bestial failure and terror frenzy while she was on top of the car - the one where she panics because she can't breathe and rolls into the river. It's played for laughs because haha she doesn't even need to breathe but hear me out.

What if that's Vesper having a moment of crisis where she realises that she's not breathing without conscious effort (vampire) and it drives home that she's still present and experiencing life but her body is dead. And the reality of what's happened to her body since being bitten hits her a little too hard. Not saying she's never processed it at all, just that she hasn't really finished processing something that big (and maybe will not for decades or centuries). She's easily the newest of all the vampires and - I've said this again and again - she had no one guiding her through it after being turned and she still sees herself as not quite an Actual Vampire (which could be read as a fascinating form of denial). Of course she's maladjusted as hell it's only been like 20-odd years for her and from the way she describes her turning and subsequent "wayward tour" (however the turning actually may have happened) it does not sound like it was voluntary and it does not sound like she took it well.

Basically I think the freakout on the car roof wasn't her actually feeling suffocated, but the part of her that remembers being human rearing its head in a moment where the crushing panic of being an alive mind in a dead body is impossible to ignore send post

pbear

Dimension 20 is so hard to explain because it simultaneously has both extremely emotional moments you wouldn't believe as well as extremely batshit moments you wouldn't believe