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[toxicmoondust]

hot take but "my boy only breaks his favorite toys" is rosekiller coded. specifically from evans point of veiw when everyone keeps asking why he keeps going back to barty. (my hc is that the very beginning of there relationship was toxic and then they had.... conversations)

[toxicmoondust]

you thought everything was better till all of sudden your back in the sweatpants and the cut shirt with a kids show on it and a jacket far too baggie with your hair off your neck and crying in public over this smallest inconvenience

[toxicmoondust]

i was 8 when i was told what my job was as a female, it was by my father

[toxicmoondust]

james knows everything about everyone else

and reggie knows everything about james and no one else

[toxicmoondust]

little sketch of the maraudersss.

[toxicmoondust]

petition for pandora lovegood to have been born in September 27 1960 witch is what pushed her into the next year

also making her a libra witch is a must. hehe

[toxicmoondust]

Barty showed Peter what it was like to feel invincible

Evan showed Peter it was okay to be human

Peter showed Barty what is was like to be kind

Evan showed Barty what it was like to be cruel

Barty showed Evan what it was liked to be seen

Peter showed Evan what it was like to be ignored

All the boys felt different around eachothers, they felt understood.

(this makes 10x more sense because of who these characters are to me if you wanna see them, tell me)

[myrows]

I saw this and I couldn’t handle my self

Sooo

[toxicmoondust]

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I FINISHED! it was gorgeous

[toxicmoondust]

What if Sirius wasnt able to see the moon in azkaban. What if he only every saw the constellation Orion.

Imagine:

Sirius kept all his memories of Remus buried deep down in fear of the Dementors taking them away. Bellatrix would sneer at him through the walls.

“Maybe you are Daddy’s son after all!”

“Daddy’s favorite little heir”

Sirius would look outside the first few months, hoping for the smallest glimpse of the moon. To remind him he was good. Instead he saw his father. Smiling at him,

“I knew you werent a discrace to the Noblest House of Black.”

“Im proud of you son.”

Soon, without the moon to remind him who he was, he began to belive his father. Bellatrix would laugh, and sneer. His father would praise him. His moon left him.

Sirius truly believed he was guilty, and didnt deserve his moon. His memories of the way the moon laughed and listened to movies. He stopped hiding them and rather pushed them to the forefront of his mind. The dementors took them. Drained his precious moon away.

What if after 12 years, Sirius forgot Remus. What if after 12 years, Remus found his little star became a supernova.

[toxicmoondust]

I got a scratch on my face and my friend told me I had. a Remus Lupin scar and it made my entire day. I love friends that refrence things close to your heart.

Also this is the puppy who scratched me. Meet Lizzy <3

[toxicmoondust]

TW: childhood neglect

Everyone talks about sirius not saving reg, or saying sirius should have just dragged him out screaming and crying, but reg wasnt there yet.

Regulus loved his mother. He wasnt ready to leave when Sirius was. I think there should be an understanding.

It doesnt make Reg a bad person. Or naive. Regulus was simply a little kid who wanted a family.

I strongly think that if sirius had forced reg out. Reg would have hated sirius.

He was conditioned into believing that was normal. Sirius had James, Remus and Pete to tell him that was wrong. Regulus had Evan who was his cousin and Barty whose father also neglected him.

[toxicmoondust]

Go check out my fanfic!

@toxic_moondust on both ao3 and wattpad!!

So James and Harry move from there home town* so that harry can be closer to lily** One of the nights Harry is a lilys, he goes to a local bar and meets regulus *** who turns out to be his sons teacher. they hit it off.

*where remus and sirius live with teddy.

**lily got an acting job and had to go there. its where they are shooting and her management building os there

***he knows sirius has a little brother, but knows him as Leo they never went to hogwarts together.

[toxicmoondust]

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[toxicmoondust]

remus + lyall lupin

they definitely have a rocky relationship and i think about it alot so ima throw a few ideas and will elaborate if anyone wants

lyall was alive until remus was about 9 or 10. It was never a friendly relationship, remus often felt like a burden. Hope was so worried about remus during full moons she had little to no energy around her family.

lyall avenged remus. he killed fenwick and worked tirelessly on helping remus in any way he could. remus was closest with his dad.

lyall killed himself shortly after remus was turned and remus found the body when he went to go hug his dad

lyall never killed himself. he had them constantly moving all over the place and practically ignored remus. the first time sirius came over, he yelled at lyall and since then they are making improvements

[toxicmoondust]

when remus cried in the dorms, he would cover his ears tightly and stop breathing until the tears stopped.

sirius would always crawl into his bed to comfort him and remus wondered how he knew all those years.

sirius would never tell him its because he listened to everyones breathing patterns for hours before falling asleep. he definitely never told remus he did this because his mom hurt regulus so bad his lung collapsed. He would never tell him thats she did this on multiple occasions. never never never.

[maraudersforfishsticks]

marauders pillow pets

of course the marauders era characters would have loved pillow pets and would sleep with them every night (or would hide the fact that they did), but the question is which pillow pet did they each bring to the sleepover

Sirius - dog

James - moose

Remus - monkey

Peter - bumble bee

Lily - frog

Mary - ladybug

Marlene - strawberry scented cow

or turtle

Dorcas - zebra

Regulus - giraffe

or Winnie the pooh

Barty - dolphin

Evan - penguin

Pandora - panda