i jump out of the closet and douse you in biodegradable sparkles
about me:
| name: aqua | pronouns: they/them |
| sexuality: bisexual | autistic n ADHD | adult |
in the process of creating a liminal urban fantasy graphic novel about an autistic kid finding out she has inherited some insane ancient power but first i actually have to improve my art yippe
i love characters who are ._. autistic and characters who are charismatic and overdramatic
multi fandom, but i am very likely to post mainly what my current hyperfixation is. cough cough i.e. this is basically just a death note blog now
i am normal about:
- death note
- hollow knight/silksong
- zzz (zenless zone zero)
- zelda
- mob psycho 100
currently playing: silksong, zzz, totk
i also like cosplaying and drawing :)
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this is a safe space for everyone, no matter your gender identity, sexuality, race, ethnicity, religion, physical ability, neurodiversity, or whatever other minority you may be a part of.
i am a firm believer that everyone should be who they are and believe what they wish without judgement, as long as that existence and those beliefs are not directly hurting others.
^ source: RG33 on youtube, from this video ^
^ source: this post ^
tag for my original posts (and relogs that i like, actually add things to): #thoughts n rambles
tag for my doodles/art: #my art
this blog is generally sfw, but i will reblog a few mildly nsfw things. i will tag anything with #nsfw mention, so you can block it if you like.
HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL I NEED HIM TO BE PLAYABLE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND I DON'T CARE IF HE'S AN A RANK WITH A BOTCHED KIT I NEED THIS PRETTY BOY ON MY ACCOUNT HOYO PLEASE I WILL SACRIFICE MY LIVER AND MY LEFT KIDNEY
erm aktually ☝️🤓 john hoyo told me that he's going to be playable ☝️🤓 and not die or turn into a boss ☝️🤓 source: i work at hoyoverse and i have Influence (i.e. trust me bro)
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i can never have enough morally dubious blonde men in suits, it seems
hi @sexy-people-contests-2026 i don't know if you accept propaganda but here is some just in case. i tried very hard to invoke the aesthetic of the original tumblr sexyman era
adding to this: he's autistic, and died for the sins of the few (him and his boyfriend) (very cunty and slay). jesus's neurodiversity status is unknown, and he died for the sins of the many (boring) (overused)
LAWLIGHT WEEK 2026 JULY 19TH - 25TH!!
Theme: The Game
Sunday, July 19th: REVIVE/RESTART
Monday, July 20th: SURVIVAL/CREATIVE
Tuesday, July 21st: CAT/MOUSE
Wednesday, July 22nd: COZY/COMPETITIVE
Thursday, July 23rd: ACE/LOVE
Friday, July 24th: POWER/PLAY
Saturday, July 25th: CHECKMATE/STALEMATE
AO3 Collection | Tag: lawlightweek2026
this is just au sorta so don't take anythin too serious
Matt is a college student student majoring in cyber security. He doesn't care much for the whole idea of "college," but for the chance at some decent money he'd rather tough it out. Though, he's slacking on his courses, playing video games until someone in the company complains about it. Matt only does things on "his own time, just let him finish one more game of Overwatch." Although, secretly Matt also uses his new profession to help Mello out with the "technology stuff" that he doesn't understand.
Mello works as a detective not in the typical way, more like a private investigator. Mello always tries his hardest to make sure that his line of work doesn't follow him back home, as he lives together with Matt. But Matt always finds a way to worm himself into it. In the same way that he's worming his way deeper into Mello's heart.
Matt prefers being alone due to his introverted nature, yet Mello seems to not care all too much about it. Intruding and dragging Matt around to do things out of the house, let alone out of his room. His complaints aside, deep down, Matt likes the attention. He knows Mello always belittles himself, and because of that he tries his best to be around him often.
Feelings started growing between the two, and they didn't really bring it up. Instead, it built up, until this "mental kettle" started screaming, crashing these souls into what most call a relationship. Matt and Mello view each other in a way that most would consider to be close friends, but deep down they both knew the truth of it all. The long glances, late night talks, dinner together, it all burns down to their mutual desire to stay by the other's side. They both act as if this fantasy is unattainable, but in reality, it's close enough for either of them to grab.
Matt starts to realize that deep down that these feelings are too personal and overwhelming. He wants to escape it but he doesn't want to lose Mello in the process. He progressively starts to push away, declining hangouts, eating dinner in his own room, not even leaving his room in general. Matt can’t help but dive even deeper into his addiction. Smoking pack after pack of cigarettes avoiding Mello the best he can. He doesn't want to be this blunt, but at the same time is hoping that maybe, just maybe this whole thing will blow over.
Mello, sitting in his room starts to think about how he could talk to Matt about this. Mello gets a chocolate bar, unwraps, and bites into it hoping for some sort of idea to come, then it hits him. One day, after work he decides to knock on Matt's door, hoping to be let in. "Come in.." Matt says reluctantly, after what feels like years. Mello can hear the unease in his voice but nonetheless goes through with it. "Matt, can we talk... Please..?" He continues after Matt nods his head slightly. "I, I just miss spending time with you Matt, hanging out, eating together..." After an awkward pause he continues, "I, I feel so confused, we do these things, and hang out so casually, the way I miss you feels, well, unbearable, and I feel like it's more than I should..." Matt looks into his eyes, confused, but not scared, "W-What do you mean?" "You're my best friend and I just, care for you more than I can even fathom, I don't know I could tell you.." Unsure, but with a little confidence, Mello moves in, pressing a rushed, kiss onto Matt's lips, stealing the breath from his lungs. Matt pushes away, but he looked deep into Mello's crazed, blue eyes and throws himself onto him in another kiss. Matt is determined to show Mello how he truly feels. After a while Matt pulls away to caress Mello’s scar on his face. Moving closer to place a kiss onto it.
Hours pass after being tangled up in each other’s arms. Matt woke up to see Mello passed out snoring softly and wrapped around him. Refusing to let Matt up to take a bit of a toke, eventually Matt reached over to his night stand. Flicking his lighter a few times after pressing the cigarette into his lips, breathing in deep, letting the smoke fill his lungs before letting out a long exhale. Matt thinks to himself maybe this change will bring forth something fruitful for the two.
