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[this is literally a suicide note. Sorry to throw this on your dash but it seemed like the best place to put it. Scroll past quickly if this is not something you want to read. I scheduled this post so if you are reading this I’ve already peaced out]

Hey

Think it’s finally time for me to go. I’ve just been prolonging this for years and years. I’ve been almost consistently suicidal since I was 14. I’ve been hurting and felt like a broken person for that entire time. And I don’t want to get to 40 with a bunch of kids and then do this to them. So yeah it feels better to go now.

I’m truly sorry. To those of you I love and love me I’m so sorry. But please know I am in incredible and constant pain and now I am finally not. Is this note going to make coherent sense? I hope so.

Also it feels really appropriate to leave a suicide note on tumblr because this is where it all started for me. And by that I mean that both my sexuality and gender identity were first explored here. I wish both of those things had nothing to do with me wanting so badly to die, but we gotta be honest in the last thing I’ll ever shitpost or what’s the point.

Also this isn’t an excuse but I’ve been dealing with a lot of pain and discomfort in my ears that I didn’t love talking about and often underplayed. Also as I’m sure some of you know, waking up everyday to another innocent black person killed by racist police and more bills that are written to harass and endanger trans people is exhausting and I really can’t do it anymore. I have some hope that things will get better but not enough to stick around right now. Maybe you can take what little I have and do something with it once I’m gone.

I want all my family and friends to know that there was absolutely nothing you could have done to prevent this. Like I said before I’ve been feeling this way for years and I needed it to stop.

I’m gonna stop tinkering with this now. Its never gonna be perfect. Some things just have to be left unsaid.

Reid I love you and I’m sorry.

My family I love you and I’m sorry. It’s really better this way although I know nothing I say here is gonna make any shit better.

I love you all. Sorry again.

Charli Pierce

She/her

(Insert joke here)

PS They should’ve put Bill Murray in Space Jam 2 and they know it

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i think tumblr should start using the 4chan method if banning people and just publicly display what they were banned for i dont think it would be useful at all i just think it would be really funny to see a really dumb post on my dash and just see a giant label under it saying USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST

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left-reminders

Amazon is making sockpuppet twitter accounts as an attempt to stop unionizing. Why have corporeal scabs when you can get AI-generated scabs?

left-reminders

Yeah we're betting that they're either run by PR people or by employees told they'd get a bit extra $$ if they made the accounts and responded to people with prearranged stuff. That being said, the AI comment was because people have been pointing out that a number of these accounts use what appears to be AI-generated people for the pictures, and they could have been used from that linked website.