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@victorshifts
Hey, I'm Victor (He/Him) and I just wanted a place to put my shifting thoughts when I have them.
A Bit About Me I Guess
Have I shifted? Not yet
How long have I been trying? Since 2020 *the sounds of my spine cracking*
Main DR? Changes, but right now it's the Muppet show 💀
Other DRs? MHA, Monster High, Security Breach, OUAT, and a few others
Feel free to ask anything you want!
The animatronics are mostly the same personality wise, but their construction is different. It's like their shells are 3D printed, then furred. So they are soft to the touch, and huggable. Except for the Daycare Attendant, his face and hands are more of a synthetic rubber, like how they make Beach Bear's mask from the Rock Afire Explosion.
Y'all I've had so many realizations about my Security Breach dr I need to babble about it or I think I will explode.
Most of it has to do with my actual job tbh I'm what's called a PAA/PA Primary Animatronic Attendant or just Primary Attendant. I'm basically the caretaker of whichever animatronic I get scheduled with that day (Mostly being the daycare attendant or Freddy). While in the daycare, I'm also helping manage the afternoon kids, cleaning and disinfecting, organizing crafts and activities, ect. While I'm with Freddy, I'm usually more of a chaperone unless there's a private party with him scheduled (which is a whole thing on its own. I work long hours, 10s and 12s, which is fine by me because the pay is really good.
There are generally 2 or 3 attendants on the schedule for each animatronic, however the third is considered the Secondary Attendant and works elsewhere in the Pizzaplex most of the time. They're more for in case the Primary Attendants both get sick, schedule days off, or something along those lines.
Pizzaplex employees get free meals, all you have to do is have the Staffbot scan your security badge. A lot of the Plex is just referred to by acronyms, such as "Taking Freddy down to PAS" being taking him down to Parts And Services. PAs aren't able to do everything though. We aren't allowed to repair or otherwise fix the animatronics at all. We're more so there to make sure the kids don't try to make all of them look like Mangle if you're picking up what I'm putting down.
Gonna be honest I hard disagree with the idea with the idea that Set has a different, more evil personality in the Osiris myth than he does when he's killing Apophis or in a dualistic relationship with Horus. I think he's the same dude the whole time and his personality just comes off better at some times than others.
Dualism with Horus: Horus and Set disagree with each other and fight (incredibly violently) for a long time before they finally reconcile with each other and work together. Horus is order, Set is chaos, and their reconciliation is the way those two concepts must be reconciled with each other in order to achieve balance. The Egyptians believed that this cycle repeats, and each new king must reconcile Horus and Set within himself to achieve balance.
Murder of Osiris: Set kills Osiris, attempts to prevent his proper burial, and must be defeated so Osiris can reach the afterlife. Set is a disturbing force who throws things out of order by killing Osiris. The Egyptians also saw this as a cycle that repeats, any time an old king (or anyone, really) dies, he is like Osiris and Set must be prevented from harming him. However, after his death a new order is created, with Horus as the king and Osiris as the lord of the dead in the underworld. An often overlooked detail is that Horus is said to force Set to carry Osiris to the underworld. Set disturbs order, but he’s also necessary to create new order.
Slaying Apophis: Ra meets Apophis in the underworld when he’s all old and stuff, and needs to be reborn to be young and strong again. But, in order to be reborn, he runs the risk of dying/being completely obliterated if Apophis swallows him. Set, using his loud, violent, destructive nature, protects Ra from Apophis. Order weakens over time and needs to be reborn (literally as Khepri, “the evolver”) in order to be strong again. Set, and his disorderly nature, allow this to happen.
Same dude! Same idea expressed in different ways over time!
Polytheist & Pagan Asks
🙏 - Which pantheon(s) do you actively worship?
🌞 - Which deity(ies) are you closest to/do you worship the most often?
✨ - Do you believe in patron deities? If so, do you have any that you know of?
🌍 - Which pantheons do you believe exist?
📜 - Have you ever made an oath, vow, or contract with a deity? If yes, how did it go (you don't have to share)?
📿 - What are three things you're grateful to your deity(ies) for?
🖋️ - If you could say anything to your deity(ies) right now, what would you most want to say?
💌 - What is your favorite form of deity communication?
🎭 - What is an emotionally impactful or a silly worship-related experience you've had?
❤️ - What's one memory of your practice that you reflect the most fondly on?
🥂 - What is your favorite devotional act or offering to give?
🎉 - Do you celebrate any festivals? If so, which ones?
🫂 - Do you syncretize any pantheons with one another? If so, which ones?
🔮 - Do you delve into topics like the occult or the mysteries? Do you do anything esoteric?
⭐ - What is something you wish people outside your practice knew more about?
📖 - Do you like the way your pantheon is most often portrayed in media? Why or why not?
🏛️ - Do you have a favorite statue or temple to your deity(ies)? If yes, what is it?
🔥 - Do you have a favorite myth or tale from your pantheon or others?
🧭 - What led you to your practice?
🧿 - Did you have any other spiritual beliefs before discovering your current practice?
🪽 - Do you believe in angels and/or demons? If yes, do you worship or work with any?
🪄 - Do you practice witchcraft? If yes, do you keep it separate from your deity worship?
🪦 - Do ancestors or human spirits play a big role in your practice?
🐾 - Do animal spirits play a big role in your practice?
🌱 - Does nature - plants, nature spirits, etc. - play a big role in your practice?
💀 - Do you believe in ghosts? If yes, have you ever had an experience with one?
☄️ - Do you believe in astral travel/the astral realm? If so, have you been there before?
Today's been a particularly awful day, but in a way I suppose it brought me a lot of closure.
One of my partners broke up with me. I think we all knew that it was coming for a while. We just were never a good match for each other and I had intended on getting a lot better than what I have mentally and I don't think that relationships are necessarily a great idea for me right now. And that's ok. I've made my peace with it. I know that I need more help than what I have been getting.
Which means that I'll be moving again. I'm going to move back in with my mom in August. This has also been a long time coming. Between needing more help and how unbelievably homesick I get I feel like the gods have been pushing me in this direction for a long time and now it's finally official.
I spent a long time at my altar today, just talking to Baphomet and Anubis for a while. Asking for guidance and reassurance as this arc of my life comes slowly to an end. A jumping spider came to visit me while I did so, so I take it as a sign that they were listening.
Everything feels like a mess, but somehow I don't feel lost. I just feel tired more than anything. I need a break from character development episodes for a while, I need a nice beach episode for real.
Today was big!! I was able to go and get my learners permit for my drivers license!! I was so nervous, but I felt like I had this calming presence cheering me on. I won't say who I think it is because it's a little personal, but I'll say that I'm greatful his spirit was with me today. 🖤🤍 To celebrate I got some things for my altar!
It's nothing big or fancy, but this is the first time I've been able to actually have one set up in years so I'm very happy about it. Excited to do some spellwork with those cute jars! I'd like to get statues of Baphomet and Anubis eventually, but I'll get there when I get there.
Oh man Oh man it really all comes full circle. It all just clicked for me. Let me lay out some lore rq so I can share this tea because I am DELIGHTED right now.
So, I've mentioned that I have a kid, my son is 3 years old and his sperm donor is this just abusive pos, I mean a real piece of work. He had a daughter before me and him got together with this girl who he claims up and down beat his ass and all this nonsense and whatever.
Now, when I'm in a relationship with someone, generally speaking, I am devoted to them. I love being a house partner, cooking, cleaning, taking care of the baby, I love domestic life. I love sewing my little projects while doing the laundry and making lunch. It's great. It's not for everyone and I respect that, but I love it. So when I say I was bending over backwards for this guy, that is the understatement of the year. And all he ever wanted to do was play his stupid Call of Duty and get high. The amount of time I've cried to him, begging for him to love me was just sad tbh. I deserve better, I can see that now that I'm not being kept high and submissive at all hours.
(PS I like smoking, but I don't like being high at all times. That's too much. I only like to smoke after my son's asleep to go to bed because I have really bad sleeping problems.)
So when I say that it is the absolute funniest of the gods work to me that I just found out that he lost out on someone who would love him forever if he just got his shit together to get back together with someone who he hates I mean it. I am absolutely cackling over it.
And it didn't click to me until I said out loud "Man, the gods are doing some work for me with this one." THAT LIZARD THING I TALKED ABOUT FEELING THE OTHER DAY. I think that was Sobek laying his head on my belly going "Oh you and this poor baby. I got you. Don't you worry about it."
So thank you Sobek because those two truly deserve each other for what awful human beings they are and for keeping them far far away from me and my boy.
I just remembered something weird happened last night while I was trying to get into the void state. My body got all tingling and I was supe4 focused and everything, but then I felt and visualized in my head this large black dragon/gator/giant lizard laying it's head across my chest and huffing which made me feel very anxious, but as soon as I processed that it was gone and I felt like Anubis was with me instead. So I have no idea what that's about.
make your dr self in the sims it’s so fun yall
Whenever i'm having a bad day, the universe always makes me feel better. I look outside at the flowers in my garden, and feel the sun on my face. And i remember that mother nature is part of us, and that everything she does is for us, and that she is this warm being who looks after us and nourishes our power. And it makes me feel like anything is possible.
I think I minishifted last night??? I had on CarlyShifts111 new subliminal and was getting really deep into it and then I think I fell asleep for a while. But as I was waking up I was in this weird state where I was thinking, but I couldn't feel my body or anything and the thing I was thinking about was eating raw fish??? Like holding a fish in my hands and biting into it like a cartoon bear??? It was such a strange thought that my whole brain when "wait a fuckin minute, the only acceptable raw fish is sushi" and I rocketed back into my body and sat up confused as all hell.
Today I suddenly remembered that when I was a kid (this is pre monster high being a thing btw) that every night when I went to bed I would lay down and visualize myself as a vampire going to a monster academy and my friends were all different kinds of monsters and I had a hot greaser vampire boyfriend and we ate burgers made out of tarantulas? I don't really know what that was about tbh but what if I brought it back as a dr lmao
Why is it so bad for me to long for being wanted? Being desired? Being missed when I'm not around? I want to be held and kissed not cast off into the basement like a nuisance. I want to be loved not kept around like some kind of decoration for when it suits your whim.
I just love being pagan
I have just completely given up on actually finding a decent man who loves me in this reality tbh the men here suck. Brb while I shift to a reality where men don't send you love confessions at 3 in the morning to try to manipulate you into sleeping with them.
“shifting is a form of witchcraft”
good to know that I’m a witch in every reality!
