𝐈𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐀 𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐘. there were bad days and good days in the maxwell household, and this was a bad day. a real bad day. she had done the only thing she had thought of doing - running to her friends. that was how she had ended up with stanley, sitting in the clubhouse with no one else around. a rare occurrence that there would only be two people in here, but reggie didn’t mind one bit.
𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐓 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐎𝐂𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐈𝐄𝐃. she tries her best to be present, to pay attention to stanley as he was working so hard to cheer her up. but the yelling just kept coming back to her mind, and reggie can’t help but not quite focus in. she tries to find something to comment on ( there’s loads of material and no richie to steal the show ! ) but nothing really comes to mind. instead of engaging, she simply turns her head to look at an opposing wall, feeling like quite the bad companion.
𝐈𝐓 𝐈𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐋 𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑, and arm touches her shoulder, that reggie turns back. she finds herself moving with the pull, her arms wrapping around his middle to hug him fiercely. and it made her feel better - she felt secure and warm. stan had that effect on her. tears start to form in her eyes, and reggie can’t hold back the small sob that builds in her throat. she was letting go of her usual wall, and it was crashing in.
𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐓. she just cries and leans into the boy next to her. she’s not allowed to do this around her friends - she doesn’t let herself. if she did it at home, it would surely set her sister off in some way, shape, or form. part of her feels guilty, crying in front of stan like this, but part of her also feels like it was okay. after a few more minutes, she moves to wipe at her eyes. they’re red and puffy, with tear tracks covering her cheeks. reggie shifts slightly, an arm still around stan, and reaches for the birds of north america book. she sets it on his lap, her head moving to rest on his shoulder. she didn’t trust her voice to sound like her, so she stays silent in hopes it would come back.
the clubhouse is silent save for reggie’s soft sobs and the gentle chirp of a cricket outside.
stan produces a tissue from seemingly out of nowhere and offers the small piece of cloth to the sniffling redhead on his shoulder, before deciding it would likely be more efficient to offer her up the entire box - instead producing said item and placing it gently in reggie’s lap while the book now takes up space in his own. he waits for her to compose herself somewhat, knowing all too well how vulnerable one made themselves when crying in the presence of another. but stan doesn’t see it that way.
vulnerability didn't necessarily mean weakness.
the hand not currently cradling reggie gently moves to open the book, flipping open the cover slowly as empty gaze scans the pages, familiar once vibrant illustrations now weathered and paled in the sunlight.
a finger lands on blue plumage and stan can’t help the grin that plays at the edges of his lips. ‘ eddie and i spotted one of these last friday--- it was beautiful. ’ his gaze drifts to reggie for unknowing approval, the girl’s eyes not yet meeting his own, ‘ but he sneezed too loud and scared it off. ’ stan rolls his own eyes at the memory, vowing to take reggie as his companion the next time he plans to go birding.
hands move to turn additional pages, nervously awaiting reggie’s first words since their arrival in the clubhouse.