Genre: Oneshot, old disgusting writing, fluff i guess
Pairing: Seventeen S.Coups X Reader
summary: You knew of your boyfriends bad habits, you knew he was stressed and as always he seeked comfort in you as you did him.
 yes, i know he wouldnât do what he does in this but it is FICTION, its just a story i made out of a stupid dream i had like two years ago so pls donât kill me.
It's was Sunday which meant you had a full evening to visit Seungcheol in the dorms, You know with all the promotions they're doing right now the stress levels would be at their highest so you decided that to treat them. get their minds of it for a while.
You made your way over to the dorms struggling with the weight of the multiple bags so you couldnât help the grateful sigh that slipped out of your lips when you reached the dorm door. You kicked the door twice so you wouldnât have to put the bags down. The door opened and you were met with Joshua
" Y/N?" Joshua answered grabbing some of the bags
"Thank you" you smiled trying to catch your breath. You stumbled into the messy dorm and scowled at the sight, you mumble curses as you placed the warm bags down on the coffee table grabbing all of their attention
"Food?" Dino quirks an eyebrow and you nod your head but you couldnât fight of the smile when his eyes lit up, you wonder if these boys ever eat.
"Where Seungcheol?" You asked unpacking the first bag and handing the packages around the members, nobody answered at first so you looked up but they all avoided your eyes
"He's out on the balcony"Â
you knew what they mean meant by this.
He was smoking. He's not addicted to it, in fact it was very rare he'd ever even touch them but when he was stressed he used them as a release. which you didnât like.
He hates the fact he does it himself, you still remember that one time during the Mansae promotions Jun asked him for one but all he got was a lengthy lecture on how bad it was, even though he did it occasionally he was very against his members picking up his bad habits, he was pretty mad and kicked him back inside and locked the door so nobody could get to him. He didn't speak to Jun for the rest of the night no matter how hard Jun tried to get his attention.
You know yelling at him wouldn't do him any good since the reason he's doing it was because he felt stressed in the first place so fighting would only add fuel to the flame so you just made your way over to him, he noticed you as soon as you opened the door. He took a quick drag before placing it in the ash tray but not putting it out, he made sure he'd blown out the smoke before you'd fully reached him
"Hey" he smiled avoiding your eyes just like his members did a few moments ago, you didn't say anything but placed yourself with your back to the rail next to him and brought one of his hand in both of yours bringing it to your lips, you kept it there for a while before bringing it up to you cheek.
A small smile tugged at his cheeks, He took a few steps forward so he was directly in front of you putting both of his hands on the railing at your sides leaning down so his head was resting on your shoulder "I'm sorry" he mumbled into your neck.
"It's okay, but I'm always here, talk to me, yell at me, I don't care just get it off your chest, just because you're the leader doesn't mean you have to carry all the weight on your own, you have me and all of the other members" you say putting one of your hands on the nape of his neck and the other on his back tracing small patterns.
" I know" he placed a short kiss on your neck
"Well there's food inside so don't take to long, okay?"
He lifted his head and gave your lips a sweet kiss before returning to his original spot.
You head back in to see all the members slurping at their food while they were all occupied you tidy up random pieces of clothes left on the floor and cups! There were Cups left everywhere!
"(y/n)! Stop cleaning and come and eat while itâs warm." Joshua called
"One minute " you call running around the remainder of the dorm collecting all the dirty clothes and throwing them in the hamper before sitting on the coach next to Hansol who offers some food which you gladly accept.
Not long after Seungcheol came back in shutting the door behind him slipping a glare at Jun. He sat on the floor in front of you picking up the food you'd made everyone leave for him
"Thank you Y/N" he said tilting his head back to look at you
"Shush" you giggle pushing his head back down to eat but you decide to leave you hands on his head and fiddled with pieces of his hair.
While Seungcheol was eating the members one by one started to return to their bedrooms until it was just the two of you.
"Here" he said knocking you out if your day dream, he held a piece of meat on a spoon over his head to bring it to your mouth you hum as a thank you "I feel so stiff lately" he says rubbing his shoulders "they're really pushing us hard this time"
"But this is too much" you sigh beginning to massage his shoulders " your all so tired and it's not fair" you say rolling your eyes
" I know, I know but look at usâ he laughed âweâre basically famous. Now come on." He stands up and grabs your hand.
As soon as he saw the bed he ran and jumped in the middle and rubbed his face on the bed sheet " get changed idiot" you say rolling him off the bed
It took a few seconds for him to remove his clothes and replace his outfit with a single baggy shirt. you turned to face the wall and put the blankets up to your chin to get comfy, you felt the blanket lift and then Seungcheol drape his arm around you and place a kiss at the back of your neck
"Are you going to tell me what's wrong now?" You say turning to face him "what?" He says lifting a single eye brow
"What's stressing you out? You know what would happen if the Carats found out right?"
He sighs and avoids eye contact looking at the wall behind you
"Hey look at me" you say grabbing rubbing his arm "spill it, whats wrong"
" it's nothing, you don't need to worry"
"If it was nothing you wouldn't be like this" he was silent for a moment
"It's hard. It's so hard....I feel like if I mess up it's the end for all of us... and Jihoon I see him spend hours and hours locked away in his studio to give us songs and I can't do anything to help him, i can see how stressed he gets and how he goes days without sleeping, and i cant help even when i try, i just make it worse, what kind of leader can't help their members... I feel unworthy of the position and that the band could still be fine without me, maybe even better...They're all working so hard and I feel as though I let them down. Today we had to do another hour on the choreography because of me, and I could see how tired everyone was but because of me we had to do another hour and I feel like shit because it's all my fault. I feel like I can't even tell the members how I feel because we're too close and if they see me brake it could effect all of them and I don't want to be anymore of a burden then I already have been." By the end of his venting a few tears had made there way down his cheek even though he tried to wipe them as soon as they fell, you knew it hurt him.
You grab his head and pull it into you chest and stroke the back of his head to sooth him which made him cry harder, you put one hand on his back and the other remained in his head and you rub circles again to try and console him while tears slowly made there way down your own cheeks " your not a burden Seungcheol, we all love you and you do all you possibly can, don't forget how important you are to the team! Ever" you say in a whisper,you continue to try to comfort him until he fell asleep.
You woke up with Seungcheol's head still in your chest, you smile at his peaceful face, it broke your heart to see him in this state he was last night, he's never gotten to this point before and you hope he never does again. Without thinking you begin to trace patterns across his face, admiring it.
Everything was peaceful until you hear a Bang from the kitchen. You don't think you've ever moved so fast especially in the morning, your mind was racing, one of them could of gotten hurt, what it if would affect how they perform! they have a come back coming up!
You skid through the bedroom door way to see Soonyoung and Seungkwan standing around three broken mugs with towels in there hand and Soonyoung had Seungkwan in a headlock but when they saw you they immediately released each other âSorry, we didnât mean to wake youâ you exhale putting you hands on your temples "what are you doing?" you say rubbing your temples
"Well he hit me with a towel" Seungkwan says pointing at Soonyoung
"It was you!" Seungkwan said rolling his eyes, they were too caught up arguing to see you walk up to them, you snatched the towel out of Soonyoungâs hand "GET OUT!" You say whipping them with the towel as they ran away.
You begin to clean up the mugs carefully not to cut yourself "idiots" you mumble, well at least. your fully awake now it was probably better to get a head start on breakfast anyway making 13 meals wasnât an easy task.
"Seungkwan go get every one up, please" you say finishing the last few eggs.
It wasn't long before you hear Seungkwan running around the door singing loudly, you turn to watch him but that wasn't a smart idea when your making some thing on a very hot pan, in short you burnt the side of your hand making you hiss in pain. Trying to ignore it you continue to make the eggs but someone soon came behind you and pulled you In front of the sink and turned on the cold water "Seungcheol! the eggs going to burn" you say trying to move back to the stove "stop being stubborn and keep it under the water, okay?" In your place Seungcheol puts the remanding eggs on the plate and picks them up to take to the boys " "I told you you don't need to cook for us"
"It's not like I'm cooking a lot and I know you'd go to practice and just get fast food if I didn't"
He shakes his head and puts the food on the table yelling the other members before returning to you.
"Thank you anyway" he says bear hugging you "Is your finger okay now?"
" yeah, don't worry" you chuckle hugging him back
" I love you" he says swaying with you
" I love you too" you smile
"EWWWWW" you hear Seungkwan scream covering Dino's eyes, Seungcheol just threw a place mat at him a resumed the hug.
You were so utterly in love.
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