wasted

Just whatever really

[prettiestpear]

[nicnacsnonsense]

I hate when people ask me how long it took me to crochet something I’ve made. Frankly, that’s none of my business. I put the yarn on the hook and worked on it whenever the spirit happened to take me to and then one day it was done. How long that process took is between the yarn and god; I want no part of it.

[chronictranssexuality]

"you don't owe anyone anything" You are a tar pit. Speak for yourself. I personally owe the cafe employees my dishes put away and my friends a listening ear and small scared insects a cup and a gentle trip outside. Hyperindividualism is a rancid infection borne of capitalism and willfully misinterpreted therapyspeak and I will defy it by continuing to be kind regardless of whether or not it benefits me personally

[puppygirlirl]

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

[de-wanderer-art]

chat are you ok you reblogged you aren’t insane you just live with your parents for the 12th time

[waste-face]

Younger me needed this

[mcrbois]

OH MY GOD

[thewordworrier]

Not leaving @fallingthruspace ‘s words in the tags

BECAUSE THEY’RE RIGHT

I’m gonna go and be emotional now.

[bigdickwizard]

things from the seattle show i haven't seen mentioned yet:

1. gerard rambling so much while rolling around on the floor that the band cut him off and went into bury me in black without him

2. gerard being confused about the live captions. "those lyrics aren't for us. we have our own lyrics here. those are from the internet. wait no. it's transcribing everything i say. that's really cool!"

3. gerard telling us to put up lights for ghost of you and then asking "when you put your shit up, why is it sometimes blue? is that the new thing? can my phone do that?"

4. gerard chugging water then visibly and audibly gagging between words. i do think he did spit up on himself a little because of course he did.

[dollcoil]

me when i have a bone to pick Lol idk.. im not really sure which one to choose

[mousegirlheart]

if your disability makes it difficult for you to leave bed to brush your teeth, Colgate makes a product called Wisps that are single use, no-rinse toothbrushes you can use while in bed. They have a bead on the brush that dissolves and acts as toothpaste and can be swallowed. The other end has a toothpick.

[thatchronicfeeling]

[Image Description: Toothbrush that has a blue gel bead at the centre of the brush part. End ID.] Reblogging in case this is helpful for anyone. Also sharing a post I made a while ago about dental hygiene when you're chronically fatigued. (including some awesome tips from @energysavingselfcare) I wrote that post when I used to brush teeth sitting down; I've now been brushing my teeth in bed for several years. I can only brush my teeth once a day (using an electric toothbrush) and use a higher fluoride toothpaste, prescribed by my dentist.

[anxietyfriend]

Happy Youtube Videos For Sad Days

Dog of wisdom

1 hour of the Wii theme song

Marnie the parrot

Literal solid snake

Ave Maria by otamatone

Cockatiel sings chocobo theme

Pikachu dances to Queen (slight volume warning)

Amazing dancing 3 year old boy

1,2,3,5

Rainbow sponge lady 

Captioned seal

10 hour mitchirineko march

Goofy sings Evanescence’s bring me to life

Bears dance to sweet dreams (flashing lights)

Tommy Wiseau’s The Room - hi doggie scene

My heart will go on - recorder version

Kazoo kid special friend song

Keyboard cat 10 hours

Cat on a keyboard in space

Maru the cat

Cat no banana (slight volume warning)

All star but it’s played on an old samsung phone

That’s all I can think of. Feel free to add to it! This was done for week 4 of mental health month.

[baltharino]

Welcome to the Black Parade - My Chemical Romance Released: September 12, 2006

[writing-prompt-s]

“Why are you giving my newborn baby a dagger?!” “Well they’re a choosen one, which means that I’m destined to be killed by them; but honestly I’ve been waiting centuries for them to be born and I just want to get it over with.”

[suicidememes]

This feels me coded

[autiebiographical]

As antagonistic as my brain can be towards me it can also be really helpful without my input. If I'm pushed to the breaking point my brain will do everything it can to help me.

Sometimes that means forcing me to hyperfixate on something so I can cope with a stressful situation. Sometimes it just shuts off my emotions entirely so I can face the issue head-on without dealing with emotional overload. Sometimes compartmentalizes my problems so that I can deal with them piece by piece instead of all at once.

I wish I had full control over this because sometimes my brain just goes on vacation when I really need it not to.

[waste-face]

Holy shit this

[chronicillnessfromateensmind]

LITERALLY

[waste-face]

Literally

[chronicallydragons]

Ah yes, my favorite chronic illness game: is this normal, is this new, or am I dying?

[chronicillnessfromateensmind]

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[spooniestrong]

[gleditsia-triacanthos]

i can’t believe i’m saying this, but it’s absolutely not wrong to want a cure for your chronic illness/pain???

i agree that disability on its own should be viewed as something neutral, but the fact is that nothing is that simple. not all, but a lot of of disabilities come with chronic pain, and pain, to the sufferer, is not something neutral. it is not a bad thing to want it to stop.

i have a genetic condition that causes the most of my issues. i know exactly where and what the defect is. i’ve come to terms with it over time, i’m at a place where i’m aware there’s no cure and i can live with it, but even in the case a cure is impossible, it’s okay to want one.

four years ago, when i began to have health complications and was subsequently diagnosed, i sure as hell wished there was a way to change my circumstances. i definitely have a better life now that i’ve accepted my condition, but that was something i came to in therapy. that kind of healing won’t come from lambasting the newly diagnosed for “internalized ableism,” it comes from a combination of personal effort and a compassionate community of others who are going through similar things.

not everyone has the same experience with disability as you do. not everyone has the same experience with disability as i do. please be kind to people who feel differently or might be at a different stage of acceptance.