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🤍 Ellie (she/her) ⚠️ 18+ user & content ⚠️ 🤍 author of, “sic infit,” on AO3

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> SIC INFIT <

> pairing: Illumi Zoldyck x OFC

> ft. past hisoillu and chrollo x ofc

*warning* dead dove: do not eat: this is not your average yandere!illumi x naive, shy, kidnapped girl fic (no shade). do not read this if you have an issue with strong, violent, morally corrupted women who do not soften themselves for the comfort of the audience. this is about two fucking psychos falling for each other and making it everyone else’s problem.

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SUMMARY UNDER THE CUT!

- ❤️‍🔥 Post-Hunter’s Exam, Illumi Zoldyck makes the most impulsive decision of his life, arriving at his home with a mysterious, money-motivated woman in tow— a partner, a colleague, and, if his mother had it her way— a fiancée.

Fellow contract-killer and Meteor City royalty Lira Vesuvian is charismatic, beautiful, and flirtatious— almost unnervingly so— possessing a dangerous vice, obsessive nature, and troubling background of her own.

Deceptive, disingenuous, and volatile, with her own family after her head, one might wonder what originally drew the typically asocial Illumi to her in the first place… As Illumi struggles to come to terms with and rationalize the strange feelings plaguing him, the two assassins contract with the Phantom Troupe— a job that stirs up past connections for the both of them.

Meanwhile, after meeting Illumi, Lira begins finding out more and more of her own family’s dark, twisted secrets— one of which being an unspeakable and brutal cover-up, that upon discovery, quickly ensures her and Illumi’s danger— with not only the corrupt Underground of Meteor City, a society fueled by crime, drugs, sex, and blood money, but also, a righteous avenger hungry for retribution.

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10 people you’d like to know better - tagged by @rebellionmoon

omg i’m so happy u tagged me, Rebel! i’ve never done a tagged post on this account or anything like that, so idk what i’m doing BUT i’m really excited to do this!! i saw you’re interested in watching Frieren. 10/10 recommend! i just finished the recent season & it was incredible. if you’re taking recommendations, i’ve really been enjoying Gachiakuta!

1. Last song: Homebody (remix) x Rob49 ft. Moneybagg Yo, BossMan Dlow, & Skilla Baby (i’ve been watching Euphoria……. and i have no idea wtf is going on this season).

2. Favorite color: pink, duh. 💖🌸🎀🐷💕 bonus points if it’s pink glitter. i also enjoy black & a rich viridian/hunter’s green as well.

3. Currently watching: Avatar: The Last Airbender (rewatch), Game of Thrones (rewatch), Oshi no Ko, Witch Hat Atilier, Haikyuu!, Euphoria, 90 Day Fiancé.

4. Currently reading: i also start, stop, and start again quite a bit of things, because i too am scatterbrained!! we looove ADHD in this house. i'm currently working on Gachiakuta, Fire & Blood, and rereading Sunrise on the Reaping in anticipation for the movie.

5. Current obsession: also HXH as this blog is almost entirely dedicated to my Illumi x OFC fic, in addition to my new rescue kitten, doing my own gel-x nails, and hair tinsel!

6. Currently working on: somatic healing, working on a licensing exam, trying to get my life together & the next chapter of sic infit out 😭

7. Last google search: mochi cake strain 🫡

8. Current desktop/phone background: mahito nation rise up.

i don’t have lots of mutuals, so i’m tagging: @words-from-j @khlostar @lilsebnem @nymphrly @koretholics & literally any of my other followers who see & want to do this 🥲

[writingdose]

things I won’t let ai take away from human writers

em dash

“not x, not y, but z”

short sentence stacking as a stylistic choice

none of these belong to ai. these are all what human writers have been writing since day one, way before ai was invented. ai was trained to mimic how human writers write — so em dash, not x not y but z and short sentence stacking would never have been used by ai at all if ai hadn’t learned and mimicked them from human writers.

no, you are not “fighting against ai” by accusing every work that has em dash, not x not y but z or short sentence stacking in it as ai-generated, you are helping ai harm the writing community by engaging in witch hunt and scaring human writers away from creating/sharing their works for fear of being wrongly accused of using ai.

speculations, accusations and ai witch hunt harm the writing community as much as ai does, if not more.

[raindropsonglasss]

[writingdose]

“oh. oh” in writing is a treasure. I will never stop using it and cherishing it.

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✨ NOT ME YAPPING ABT MY FIC AGAIN WITHOUT HAVING UPDATED IN MONTHS… ✨

fuckass yapping, character analysis & accidental faceclaim under the cut. y’all will get a chapter soon, i promise 🩷 adhd really b the motivation killer lmao.

…but if y’all watched Shiboyugi this season….?

just know they featured Lira Vesuvian herself in the last few episodes 😭 (nah, but literally Kyara is EXACTLY what i had in mind while coming up with Lira, like oh my GOD it’s UNCANNY. like, literally just read my fic— from the caramel hair and the RACK to the absolutely deranged and cryptic personality??) oh that’s my girlllll. (i don’t own shiboyugi pls be serious) but like… they’d be BESTIES. (i mean, Lira would eventually kill Kyara in her sleep, bc while they’d have a lot of fun shopping, eating crab legs, bullying their students, and committing killing sprees together, Lira is a trained assassin who would ultimately find Kyara and her methods sloppy & wouldn’t trust her as far as she could throw her lmao). BUT STILL. GOD. PSYCHO GIRL DOMINATION.

…now I’m thinking about my HXH OC participating in death games 😭 dammit. anyway, when you read my fic… just picture her. ooh especially that top right pic— that’s peak, “I know something you don’t know, and I’m going to watch u squirm for my own pleasure as u try to figure it out before i FUCKING END YOU 💕” Lira energy. Ugh. Like, just imagine this angelic and almost ethereal looking woman with the most FOUL, DISGUSTING, and VILE aura pouring out of her the second that mask slips. Love a psycho girl. Love writing a psycho girl.

LOVED Shiboyugi btw. Yuki is an absolute icon and we BETTER get S2.

[bwfambi]

zuko having one child is insane i would’ve been pregnant every damn year

#KeepPounding

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oh, the fire nation would be OVERPOPULATED. future succession crisis incoming or something idk.

[soareleandluna]

The fact that Zuko and Katara barely have a few scenes sitting side by side, no interaction or words exchanged between them whatsoever, and the ship still got a lot of content and support despite that. I saw Kataang fans being upset that the movie didn't manage to make people jump ships the way they thought it would. This is so funny

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one lil thing bout me is i LOVE me some zutara 🔥💧

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i have writers block rn :(

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(“rue? when was this?” voice) y’all…

where the FUCK are the sakusa fics…..?? like the long form ones. the ones u can sink ur fucking teeth into…? WHERE?? there’s like barely 500 total on Ao3 MAYBE… & i think i read them all…… must i access WATTPAD??? or worse— write it MYSELF?? (i’m not doing that….. even though i have ✨ideas✨). but goddamn LOOOOKK!!! LOOK ATTT HIMMMMM.

just asking for a friend! (me) 😀

(didn’t see a DNR, found these on pinterest)

[poetmiu]

fuck ai you couldn’t pry the em dash out of my cold dead fucking hands.

[whatevermakesyoubreak]

rubbing my hands together and cackling to myself like an evil cricket rn bc the second male lead in my illumi x oc fic is NAWTTT who y’all probably think it’s gonna be 😌

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i hope my long ahh chapters make up for my sporadic and slow updates 💔 like i’m on chapter 8 out of 25, and this shit is already like 200k words… it’ll probably be 1M by the time i’m finished. anyway, if you’re reading it, ily and i promise an update is coming soon 😭

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“what’s ur favorite horror movie?” idk probably illumi & lira’s entire relationship…

like. the way illumi is subconsciously clinging so hard to lira because he sees her as the one person in his life that he doesn’t have to, “fix,” “train,” or, “break,” despite being fully aware of all her faults. yet refusing to even speak to her about the magnitude of how he actually feels for her, partly because he doesn’t know how to express it unless it’s through sex or straight up never leaving her side, and partly because he thinks that for once in his life he deserves to keep something or someone that he actually wants for himself & he knows the second something he does threatens her freedom, he’s never gonna see her again and he also doesn’t want to scare her off……. ohhhh… mein gott, he’s a secret lover boy, he’s a yearner, and he’s down atrociously. get her off of that pedestal, zoldyck.

anyway next chapter should be fun! ……. keyword: should. 🧍‍♀️

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“illumi has no emotions!” “illumi has no sense of humor!”

HAVE Y’ALL NOT SEEN THAT MAN’S SIDE EYE?????? his little, “huh?“-“huh??” with hisoka???? The Laugh????? tf u MEAN he has no emotions? he just doesn’t express them… expressionless =/= emotionless 💔

[stillinnav]

when i’m looking for gut-wrenching angst but all i can find is gut-wrenching smut (comment some good angstyyyy recs plzzz)

[milescrypt]

"holy shit this man is weird"

*immediately starts writing/looking for fics about him*