Giulia’s Serving

🌍Giulia The Explorer of her Soul

[whatsinjoolsmind]

When you’ll understand that life is not about the result, but the process…

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[whatsinjoolsmind]

June 18th, 2026

Today is June 18th that was my brother birthday. And until today I don’t know what to do but just rest my body to feel safe enough. But when will I be safe enough to honour him until my last breath. So I would act as I can do what he taught me in the past and what I was sure about to make as a kid that was confident in their gifts, meaning arts - create.

Bref c’est bien la première que j’en parle en public de cette manière là - et je n’ai plus besoin de me cacher. C’est okay d’avoir mal et d’en parler…

Je ne sais pas quoi dire d’autre juste que en ce moment je regarde zu plus profond de ce qui s’y passe dans mon cœur et son état m’indique que j’ai besoin de faire une purge. Ça ne va aboutir par magie. Il me suffira donc de passer à l’action - to do God’s work!

[whatsinjoolsmind]

When I don’t feel supported I remove myself and confront my shadow sides

I’ve just realised that people in my surroundings have always seen me as someone who can take care of themselves without the help of anyone but what they didn’t understand is that I had no choice to take care of myself because I had no one to do it for me properly and then so nowadays when I am asking for help and explanations, it looks like I am asking for too much and that my demands is delayed or bypassed as I am not important than other persons in the same situation because "I can get along with all the things that I am doing or encountering".

But this is when I am by myself trying to sit with myself that so many things are happening in my head and this is why I know community is important to me and in my choices because when I am surrounded by community that I feel supported with it’s something else, but when the community is not supportive this is when I remove myself and take care (for real) about myself because what is the purpose of serving someone if you cannot serve yourself , what’s the purpose of pouring water into others’ people cups when your cup is empty?

You’ll tell me.

[whatsinjoolsmind]

Now is the time to do it.

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“Solitude is dangerous. It’s very addictive. It becomes a habit after you realize how peaceful and calm it is. It’s like you don’t want to deal with people anymore because they drain your energy.”

— Jim Carrey

[whatsinjoolsmind]

Being more aware of my mental and physical health is my priority

[whatsinjoolsmind]

i am so proud of myself to try, do, be and have what i desired the most.

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i’ve learned that no matter what you do you’ll be judge so make sure to make your positive inner voices and the trust your put into you more louder than others' opinions

[whatsinjoolsmind]

It’s okay just try to relax your body with your mind. If you cannot focus on calming your mind try to reprogram your subconscious to have more ease to act on the next situation you want to detach from a negative situation or a false belief about yourself.

[whatsinjoolsmind]

Don’t force yourself to learn something wait until you feel the excitement. Especially if you are a manifesting generator you get to listen to your body.

[whatsinjoolsmind]

I’ve realised that i put so much of my energy on the wrong feeling in the end of the week so i forgave my old self to behave like this and i wanted to do it again but now i want to focus on the amount of positive energy and see better results.

[whatsinjoolsmind]

Now that I don’t care about you. Let me be me. And let me choose me over you. Because I have work to do!