I hate this stupid bitch ass fucking shitty world
If the fucking apocalypse happens, at this point it won’t even be surprised for me.
I am just so fucking angry and feed up with everyone and everything happening in this shitshow of a summer.
This whole world fucking has gone to shit, both in my world and the outside world. Everyone would much rather vote in a mad man that made a pandemic worse, started a riot, stole federal documents villainizes  immigrants and possibly even natives Americans (did we forget that pioneers were immigrants and native Americans were here first). Suddenly everyone just forgets about what he did and are coming to his aid, this is like when a school bully gets what he deserves and then they want to be his friend. Anyone and I mean anyone is better than him.
His stupid director blames Iran for the event, personally I hope they sue. Why am I siding with Iran because I wouldn’t be in this world if it weren’t for my dad, so it feels like a personal attack to me.
Facebook is over ran by idiots and it’s highlighted even more so with the stupid posts with AI generated images, they’re idea of helping others in missing pet posts is “sending thoughts and prayers”, “so cute” or even people who either don’t read the entire post or make a post with an address with vague details without a picture or picture without any helpful context.
My mom’s boyfriend would rather focus on stupid beer or going out to eat. He has the volume on his phone all the way up I can hear him 45ft away, he’s a lazy dog owner even though they meet at a hunting dog group(his dog is so touch starved she probably has an anxiety disorder), It’s no wonder why he and my mom lost my best friend on a fucking stupid bitch ass shitty surprise road trip. If they get married I will either object or straight up refuse to go attend and he will never earn the title “dad” in my eyes.
I still don’t have my best friend with me, I wanted him with me as my partner in crime in my adventures until he passes from old age.
I want to go back to 2019 when it was just the calm after a life changing event or at very least the start of this April so I can prevent my best friend from getting lost by people I once trusted with.
I swear everytime I have life figured out and I’m on track, life always throws me a curve ball.
Finishing high school your dad has cancer slowly withers away and dies in front of you and won’t see you graduating high school.
See someone about readying you for jobs, nope job resume is shit, bitch didn’t help at recommending and disappears off the face of the earth.
make friends outside ot high school experience the worst fucking episode depressed, self harm and mom doesn’t give a rats ass about your well-being.
Learning a career focusing in art and gaming, AI generator becoming more easy access for the wrong people.
Now finish you first year in college get fucked idiot your only best friend in the world is missing.
All of this with my usual yearly seasonal depression (summer SAD even though it’s not as common as winter SAD, it’s on the opposite scale of it) so I’m even more irritated, stressed and restless with everything than normally would be.