I don't write or reblog nsfwhump things, but there WILL be violence/graphic injury, so be aware of that!
I typically tag triggers "THING tw" and try to tag common triggers. If you need something specific tagged, please ask, I'm happy to do so!
do NOT use my prompts or writing to create AI content, don't repost to other sites, and credit is appreciated, but not mandatory.
tropes and things I like:
lab whump and vivisection - exhaustion and insomnia - sickfics and severe illness - environmental whump - women and nonbinary characters in whump - emotional whump, recovery, trauma - nonhuman whumpees....and many more, but I'm trying to keep this short!
hard nos (do not send asks/dms w this content):
any form of noncon/sexual assault, including csa and incestuous abuse - graphic harm to animals - graphic infant death or injury - psychiatric whump - eating disorders/disordered eating - emeto/graphic vomiting
squicks (i avoid detailed content and won't write this):
severe harm to young children (under 13) - domestic whump/abuse (romantic, parental, whatever) - tooth trauma/dental whump - bbu - pet whump - prison whump - whumpee x whumper content
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- you're anti choice/"pro life"
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More about me!
I'm a multiply disabled and neurodivergent nonbinary lesbian. I'm white, culturally Christian, and tme. I've been writing since I was 13, and have been tangentially into whump since I first got on tumblr a good decade ago. I only recently made a whump blog, since everything I've written recently has been really whumpy and it seemed fitting. I'm pretty shy but I'm always happy to talk to people, so please feel free to send asks and messages!
I don't really write for any fandoms right now, but you may encounter some orphan black, star trek and bg3 things from time to time.
I'm also obsessed with my own OCs, and I'm always down to talk about them if you have questions!
My main OCs for Walker, Weaver, Watcher, my current horror WIP:
- Atlas Sinclair, they/them. a former lab subject and a dead god's unwitting servant.
- Casey Mars, she/her. team strategist. puts the fem in femme fatale. Atlas's on again, off again love interest
- Ash (last name redacted), they/she. has fire powers, mad about it. Atlas's ex.
- Ivy and Prosper, YA protagonists/teenage vampire besties destined to end the world (WIP tag: jade fidelity)
- Énna, Saph, and Orillia, my first ever OCs from a high fantasy world on the verge of magical collapse. (WIP tag: saol)
- Ari, Dia, and Raven, protagonists from the post apocalypse sequel to Saol.
- Riot, Cali, and Stevie, a ghost, a ghoul, and a werewolf living in a modern fantasy setting where humans and supernatural creatures live in uneasy peace. (WIP tag: tgatg)
-Dany, Ace, and Bri: three college students bound by a waking child god. soulmates but make it horror. (WIP tag: po3)
whumpee who hates herself so much she's willing to go to extreme lengths to show it. like creating a clone of herself. just to beat up. and keep in a small closet. chained
I've spent two days writing 16,000 words of the Most self indulgent, dialogue heavy, oc centric multi fandom crossover fanfiction that I will neeeeever be able to post anywhere bc the context for why it exists is so deeply specific and personal. I'm so proud of it and I would delete it all before ever letting another human being set eyes on it
i can't express how absolutely important it is that when you make an edgy, brooding, badass character who's tough as nails and good at fighting and whatever, you HAVE to give them at least one reason to become completely helpless and pathetic. you have a panic attack quota to fulfill.
The problem is that it's two shows that are Pretty Good that don't work together and the interaction between them is rly awkward
show 1: sober examination of parenthood and family connections, and what constructs someone's sense of identity, how that can be corrupted, etc
show 2: hot women in skimpy armor fighting half naked in the street and also The Conspiracy
I feel like that's worse sometimes than a show being straight up bad, because then you go insane about the wasted potential. That said...both those shows sound interesting on their own and now I'm SO curious about how they intersect that I might have to check this out 🤔🤔🤔
give that character who is usually so stoic a fever. make them softly beg for contact. Make them whimper and sob and plead for someone, anyone to stay. Stay with them— they don’t… Everything feels weird, and it’s safer with you, please—
Whumpee is skittish. Their heart rate rockets every time they're startled, and they startle easily. They feel about two seconds away from bolting at any moment.
Whumpee is skittish, but they don't flinch. Discomfort doesn't show on their face.
Whumpee is skittish and no one knows it. Maybe they wish people did know, and would be more considerate. Or maybe they're quite happy that such a weakness isn't evident.
content: emotional whump, past trauma, past kidnapping
When Caretaker awoke, there was a strange, ominous feeling, a pit in their stomach. They ignored it.
They went to the bathroom, then to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. Whumpee's bedroom door was still closed — sleeping in, as usual.
Around 10, Caretaker was starting to feel like they couldn't ignore the feeling anymore. They didn't want to bother Whumpee, but they decided to knock on their door anyway.
"Whumpee? Breakfast's ready."
No response.
The worst came to the forefront of their mind immediately. What if Whumpee had done something to themself? Their depression was worst during the night.
"Whumpee?"
They pushed the handle down, and the door opened; revealing an empty room, with a bed unmade.
"Oh no," Caretaker breathed. Whumper had come back. They had taken Whumpee.
But there was no sign of a break-in, and the window was locked from the inside. How had Whumper gotten in?
Another, possibly less nefarious but equally soul-crushing option popped into their head. What if Whumpee... left? Of their own accord?
Was Caretaker that unbearable?
They slowly walked into the room, searching for any sign that Whumpee had left on their own. A note, a goodbye message, anything. There was nothing.
Should they call the police and report a kidnapping? Or did Whumpee disappear without wanting to be found?
The bounty hunter finds the whumpee by chance. They're there to complete their mission: take out the mark, collect the proof of the kill, and get out of there.
But they weren't anticipating any cargo. Because upon their escape they pass a series of cells, many of the inhabitants are already deceased, but there's one still breathing. Maybe they're wearing a recognisable uniform; maybe they're just straight up recognisable from the bounty hunters past. Maybe they're a missing agent from the team the bounty hunter is working for but were assumed dead.
Either way, the bounty hunter takes pity on them, hauls them back to their transport, and gets them home.
"I think this one belongs to you." They say, dropping the whumpee to their team before leaving. If they hang around too long, they're worried they might stay.
not everything in a story has to or should be "realistic" but in my opinion there's a level of illusion that should be maintained, and I think that's the actual problem that many people try to pinpoint with the "unrealistic" criticism. Dialogue shouldn't be written like an actual transcript of human speech, but should contribute to the illusion of a real person speaking. A character is a tool of the story, not a narrative, but we're trying to maintain the illusion that they are a person. Worldbuilding should exist to serve the story, not to be a perfect simulacrum of how every aspect of nature/society etc. would actually play out for real. But there should be the illusion that it could be real, that organizations and systems would operate in such a way, that people might behave in such a way.
in conclusion: "Is this realistic?" <<wrong question. "Does this serve the illusion or disrupt it?" <<now we're talking
I am trying to make a story but i lack inspiration 😔😔 can u write something with very smart whumpee used as some kinda strategic weapon??
:( sad to hear that! i hope ideas come to you super soon! love that vein of whump XD lemme;
whumpee losing complete control over their schedule and their body, not being allowed to stay up late, not being allowed to sleep in, not being allowed to eat junk, not being allowed any relaxation other than their mandatory sleep— all in order to preserve their intellect and the state of their mind.
whumpee being put in life-or-death situations when they cannot grasp their current project and complete what is demanded of them— that intense stress being put to the side because they know that while their services are valuable, they aren't— there are so many more like them, and they are simply one inexcusable mistake away from being discarded.
whumpee who stakes their entire self-worth on what they can do, on what they can solve, on their intellect alone. every failure is personal— a proof of their idiocy. they lie awake at nights, tossing and turning, constantly berating themself for their mistakes.
whumpee who knows that they have nothing of value to offer beyond their intellect. and even that isn't all that remarkable. they dread the day their mind will fail them.
whumpee who can't remember things as clearly as they used to. they hope that the first time was a fluke, and the second time a coincidence. but third time is a pattern, and the dread of the fact that they are deteriorating sits heavy in their stomach.
always so tempted to blacklist suicide despite how frequently I write it bc like. I can write it without triggering myself, and I can mostly read it without getting triggered, except! when it's the most triggering ever and then it's a Rough Time
anyway shoutout to "small" whump moments. minor bruises and scars, limping, everyday vulnerability and exhaustion, headaches, training fights with teammates that leave them a bit sore, punched/slapped outside of a torture/captivity context <3<3
Whumpee maintaining a magical barrier 24/7. Maybe there's a war and they're protecting the capital, maybe they're just trying to protect their own home, maybe they're protecting a ship, but the magic is tiring. Keeping it up for a few hours is easy, but for days on end, it begins to wear on them, and exhaustion sets in.
How long do they have to keep it up? Do they ever get respite? Are they the only one capable of keeping it up or can someone else take over for a few hours every night so whumpee can sleep?
