Darktwilight

Welcome to my blog ig, a place where I *might* post the most random stuff. *I don't even really post anything* Welcome regardless xx

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I’m starting to think im the only actual human on tumblr like are there any real people on this app anymore? All I see are literally bots and dating accounts...super odd

~ From a fellow human being

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Sooo I think my parents are 2 months away from possibly getting a divorce considering the recent turn of events....so that’s um...great

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𝑰𝒕’𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆...

[xxdarktwilight]

#𝔖𝔗𝔘ℭ𝔎ℑ𝔑𝔐𝔜𝔅ℜ𝔄ℑ𝔑

𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔰𝔢 𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔦𝔠

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𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 “𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬” 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥

~ ᵀʰᵉⁱʳ ʷᵒʳᵈˢ ᵈᵉˢᵗʳᵒʸᵉᵈ ʰᵉʳ

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ⁱᵗ ˢᵘᶜᵏˢ ᵗᵒ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ⁿᵒᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ’ˢ ʷᵒʳᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵒᵘᵗ, ᵗᵒ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ʸᵒᵘ’ʳᵉ ᵃ ᶠᵃⁱˡᵘʳᵉ...ᵃᵗ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ. ᴸⁱᵏᵉ ⁿᵒ ᵐᵃᵗᵗᵉʳ ʰᵒʷ ʰᵃʳᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗʳʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵒʷ ᵐᵘᶜʰ ᵉᶠᶠᵒʳᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵖᵘᵗ, ⁱᵗ ᵃˡˡ ᵍᵒᵉˢ ᵗᵒ ʷᵃˢᵗᵉ...

ˢᴼ qᵁⁱʳᵏʸ ᵃᴺᵈ ʳᴱˡᵃᵗᴬᵇˡᴱ

[xxdarktwilight]

I just love being ignored and left out of conversations y‘know.

So fun.

[xxdarktwilight]

I get really scared sometimes that maybe, just maybe, it is indeed all in my head. That I’m delusional, and that there’s nothing actually wrong. That my subconsciousness, is just making up problems that aren’t even there. Trying to involuntarily conform to a society that glorifies teen depression and mental illness, making it seem “cool” “edgy” and....”relatable”.

~01:42 am

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It gets really hard sometimes...

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I’m still hurting, no matter how hard I try to forget, no matter how much time passes. If it’s part of my past it’ll always stay with me, even if I don’t want it to.

~things I don’t want to admit

[xxdarktwilight]

Insecure...

[cyborgsmanifesto]

dealing with the worst case scenario

your condom breaks

you feel a lump on your breast

your friends are ignoring you

you’re stranded on an island 

you got rejected by a crush

you get into a car accident

you got stung by a bee/wasp

you got fired from your job

you’re in an earthquake

your tattoo gets infected

your house is on fire

you’re lost in the woods

you get arrested abroad

you get robbed

your partner cheated on you

you’re on a ship that’s sinking

you fall into ice

you’re stuck in an elevator

you hit a deer with your car

you have food poisoning

your pet passed away

you fall off of a horse

you or your friend has alcohol poisoning

you have toxic shock syndrome

your house has a gas leak

[sxcietyfeels]

[jackalltimelow]

STOP! TELLING! PEOPLE! THAT! NO! ONE! WILL! LOVE! THEM! UNTIL! THEY! LOVE! THEMSELVES! STOP! PLANTING! THE! IDEA! IN! PEOPLES! BRAINS! THAT! THEY! ARE! UNWORTHY! OF! LOVE! BECAUSE! OF! THEIR! OWN! STRUGGLE!

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Anxiety: what if this happens?

Me: but it won’t.

Anxiety: but what if it does?

[brokenteens1]

people treat you differently once they know somethings wrong with you

[depression-healthy-carrier]

I’ve spent most of my life holding my breath and hoping that when people get close enough they won’t leave, and fearing that it’s a matter of time before they figure me out and go.

[xxdarktwilight]

I can relate.