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I used to be monotheistic. Until the great worm that I worship got cut in half
Dude this person's thoughts are inherently evil let's fucking kill them
Man this person has not committed one material offense but the way their brain works gives me an icky feeling, let's make sure it never comes crawling back online this time
Y'know there's something almost poetic about seeing a bunch of replies from people saying "lol me at myself" and checking their blog to see they would consider me on their "dni" list or have "general dnis" listed
Like the amount of people reblogging this without context who would turn this exact rhetoric on me is so upsetting it's almost funny
Classic tumblr event of people reblogging my post about no thought crimes and then adding tags like "except ■■■■■ because that one is extra yucky!"
THIS POST IS ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE THE STRAWMAN I CREATED.
Good tag from prev
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Look, I acknowledge that the 0.01g-precision scale sitting in the kitchen may mean I'm not the person to point this out, but given that that's for special projects I'm going to do this anyhow.
You don't need sub-gram precision for your baking to turn out. You don't even really need gram precision most of the time. That fancy scale? We were trying to infuse botanicals into spirits (gin isn't an option and my husband was looking for an allergy-friendly version he could have). And not only that, but we wanted to do small test batches of maybe 100mL or less, so we needed to be able to measure small amounts of the botanicals. (Really, it was in with the other craft uses it has, like measuring out small amounts of dye).
You know what I use for my baking? A $10 mechanical scale from Canadian Tire. I've never had anything fail to turn out with that. It has 25g precision, and you can kind of estimate between that ("the needles even between the two ticks so that's an extra 12.5g"-type thing).
Is it nice to have a high-precision scale? Hell yes, I love it. But you don't need it for baking.
I also think that the strength gap is at least partially manufactured women would in fact be stronger overall if little girls were encouraged to do physically taxing games and activities and eat their fill while they’re growing vs having to constantly diet and be sedentary indoors (or god forbid do intense cardio while under-eating). The amount of adult women honestly afraid to lift weights bc they think they’ll get bulky as though bulking isn’t a full time job that athletes have to spend all their time on and anyone on earth gets shredded from just using their adult muscles for their intended purpose, girl your bone density 🥀
if you say women are intentionally nerfed from birth in 2026 people look at you like you’re insane and start condescendingly telling you about how women are just better at different things (but not during their periods haha) but this was a completely basic feminist talking point I grew up with like “girls can do it too! [shot of little girls climbing and running with boys]” nickelodeon commercial tier base level I hate it how is everyone suddenly dumber than the average 7 year old
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Look, confirmation is good, but are there any Canadians with Facebook who are surprised to discover that there's people being paid to promote Alberta separatism?
Cleaning gets easier when you remember it's a thing you're doing to make your life less miserable, and not a thing you're doing as punishment
You can stop in the middle of cleaning!?
Yes! Because it's not a goal to be achieved, but a cycle!
Instead of seeing the house as clean/not clean, it helps a lot to see cleaning as a constant upkeep of your environment. Taking care of your home, and of yourself, is a good thing!
(still unlearning the guilt and anxiety associated with cleaning. it's an uphill battle.)
I got lemon titties
Now calling my boobs Lemons.
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I already posted something similar on my main, but given what Pope Leo and Archbishop Dame Sarah have recently published about AI, I figured I’d put this out here when I’m feeling well.
As y’all probably all know, I am schizophrenic. I talk about it a tad too much. But I wanted to talk about symptoms and al. So, schizophrenia has three ‘categories’ of symptoms: positive, negative and cognitive. Positive symptoms are what most people think of when they think of schizophrenia: hallucinations, delusions, paranoia, etc. negative symptoms are common daily processes that are removed from my thinking process; basically, things we do not experience that ‘sane’ people do. Inability to feel pleasure, apathy, flat or disordered affect, etc. cognitive symptoms affect essential brain functions: your memory, ability to speak, write, and think ‘clearly’, and basic executive function. I am semi verbal irl because of this and struggle deeply with complex communication.
Before I was on certain medications, I could barely be understood. My thoughts, words, and writing sense to *me*, but to others I was impossible to understand. Sane people were used to the ‘correct’ ways of speaking and writing, and I was unable to do that. It was deeply isolating and aggravating, and it made it impossible to do basically anything. Had I not figured out the right cocktail I would have dropped out of high school, and never gone to college or get a job. Now, on meds, I was able to do those things, but only with extreme difficulty. And while most of the time these days I can pretend to be sane, that is never a guaranteed, and I absolutely have days where I am back to stage one. the world doesn’t stop just because I am unable to function. The bills don’t care. My boss doesn’t care. I have to suck it up and move on.
I know the problem I’m facing here is society. It is a systemic issue, and will require radical reform to fix. I know AI is a bandaid, not that fix. But I also know that society ain’t gonna change as fast as I need it to in order to function as expected in sane society. So when I have to send emails, or call people, or write a memo, yes, I do use AI. I fully agree that my cognitive difficulties, which are caused by a serious neurological disorder, should not have to be ‘fixed’ for me to live. I should be able to exist as I am. But that is not today’s reality. And making comments about someone being stupid, moronic, lazy, worthless and pathetic, using cognitive disabilities as insult, sometimes even the r word, is all textbook ableism. telling someone with a serious mental disability that they’re evil because they’re trying to find a support aid when so few others exist… in my opinion, acting like that to a disabled person trying to find help is pretty damn evil too. These ableist insults, are constantly and consistently said to me any time I mention (accidentally, because I try pretty damn hard to hide it) that I use ai to write my emails. Yes, including the insults regarding my cognitive abilities. Yes, including the r word. And I’m so, so tired of it.
I know there are serious, severe problems with ai. I live in an area that is in drought a majority of the year, and my community , including me, are rightful protesting the data center being bought near our only fresh water source. If I had another accessible, free, easy to use support aid, I would use it. But I don’t. And heaven knows if I’m too disabled to consistently write an email, I’m too disabled to build my own support aid solution that people say I should as their only solution.
It’s okay for people to hate me for using ai. They have a right to their opinions and feelings. I agree that ai is horrible for the environment, and that things have to change. But if one more person regurgitates the most ableist bullshit I’ve ever heard to my face and then use the problems of ai as their defense, I’m rolling with the schizophrenic stereotype and popping them in the mouth.
You’re free to reblog and add on, but please be respectful.
It’s the final few days of the Bluminarmour Project! After some issues with Kickstarter let’s see how far we can get!
If you want to see fantasy tropes, historical movement and silly tricks tested in authentic full plate armour, please consider chucking a few quid over (or like and share this post):
Blumineck is trying to fun a video series doing fun and serious historical and fantasy testing in fitted plate armour.
Update on this:
Kickstarter removed my highest funding tier so I lost £11k of funding since earlier today.
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I’ve managed to get the deadline extended in light of this. So this might still happen!
We’re into the last week now! This is close enough that I think this could actually happen, but it’s still got a way to go!
If this is something that interests you, please consider donating or sharing!
I think I’ve been reading too much about early modern Europe because I just heard someone go “of course Christians don’t think the communion wafer is actually the body of Christ, it’s a metaphor” and I said out loud “girl no they started wars about this.”
Which is kind of a pedantic thing to say! because absolutely that’s a benign and perfectly reasonable statement in the year 2026 but for a second I felt like there was an absolutely gobsmacked 17th century Austrian priest watching over my shoulder
idk, I feel like "pedantic" might not be the right word here, it's a perfectly reasonable response
Anyway Happy Glorious and Blessed Solemnity of Corpus Christi
i love how tumblr users will see a po[3pm 7th June]st with a date in and just black out and hit schedule
what? nothing. sorry. just thinking about the episode of mash where hawkeye is kidnapped by a north korean soldier (played by Iwamatsu Mako) on his way to take leave. you know. the episode where instead of taking hawkeye back to his camp as a prisoner or killing him the soldier leads him into the forrest, bringing him to the side of another solider who has been wounded. he recognized by the red cross that hawkeye is a doctor and wants him to save his comrade. they don’t share any language but communicate through gestures. and by showing each other the pictures they carry with them. hawkeye’s of his beloved home in crabapple cove, the solider’s of him and the wounded man together. they are friends. perhaps family. he needs hawkeye to save this man. you remember. season nine episode one. the one where hawkeye is increasingly frantic as he tries to communicate across the language barrier that he can treat the wounded man if they go back to the hospital where there is better medical equipment. he is sure that if he loses the patient the soldier will shoot him. but every time hawkeye tries to move the wounded man back to the jeep to get more help, the soldier threatens him with his gun. he is also desperate. and he is unable to understand hawkeye’s pleading. so in his steadfast resolve not to let hawkeye abandon the patient, the solider is unknowing dooming his friend. hawkeye is left to scramble with no real supplies to attempt to save a man in order to save himself. that mash episode. the one where the soldier dies because he needed a hospital and hawkeye might have been able to save him if they had just gone to the 4077 but he couldn’t communicate that and now the man is dead and hawkeye is sure he is going to be killed. only. the soldier, the one who abducted hawkeye and held a gun to him all this time, threatening to shoot… doesn’t. he lets him go. and hawkeye is relieved and he turns to run, frantically stumbling for freedom. but when he looks back in fear he sees the soldier has begun to use his knife to dig a grave for the wounded man. he remembers that the enemy is just a man desperate to save someone he loved. and so slowly hawkeye walks back. and he uses his helmet to help dig the grave. the north korean and the american silently kneel together. unable to speak but both understanding the tragedy. they dig the grave together.
you know. the mash episode “the best of enemies.” just thinking about that one.
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I try to mind my business and let people ship whatever they want. But when ships in canon have a man abuse a woman including attempts to rape or kill the woman, I can't understand that. How can anyone ship that? It also makes me worried women in real life will think that's an acceptable relationship and abusive men will think they can get away with it. Surely it can't be good for young children and teens to see relationships like that either.
because it's fiction. my favorite character is In-ho from squid game, the guy responsible for the deaths of more than 400 people each year, does that mean I condone murder in real life because my favorite fictional character is a murderer????
I feel like the reason it's fine and normal when people like villains who are "just murderers" but the second it's anything sexual and/or anything that involves a female character it's "OMG SO YOU'RE OKAY WITH SA AND ABUSE IN REAL LIFE???" is because deep down people still see sex as something ugly and dirty, and women as "something weak that must be protected at all costs", and that's just sad.
a lot of women have rape fantasies. a lot of normal couples enjoy cnc kink, and these couples have normal, healthy relationships. because it's all fiction and fantasies. it's NOT. REAL. no one in real life is being harmed.
I'm a woman. and a lot of my whump fics, the majority of them, are about rape. that doesn't mean I think what I write and read is okay in real life. it means I'm mature enough to separate fiction from reality.
"surely it can't be good for young children and teens to see relationships like that" — young children and teens should learn the differences between fiction and reality, they should learn what's right and what's wrong, FROM THEIR PARENTS. it's NOT people on the internet's job to censor themselves in order to try and shield random people's kids from things that are inappropriate for them. THAT'S THEIR PARENTS' JOB. if your kids are on the internet and if they choose to read something I post, that is rated and tagged properly, then it is NOT my responsibility to hold their hands and teach them right from wrong.
I don't have to censor myself for other people's kids. I will not censor myself for other people's kids. if your kids click on my works, that's on them. I already rate and tag my warnings properly.
you don't have to like these taboo topics in fiction. you can be uncomfortable with them. but your personal feelings and discomfort still don't give you the rights to judge other people for their taste in fiction. it doesn't give you the right to control or shame people for how they create their art or how they enjoy their fictional stories.
there are things in fiction that I am uncomfortable with, but instead of judging people who like these things, I mind my own business.
last but not least, I hope everybody who sees this post — and wants to write about dark, taboo, messed up things — writes those dark, taboo and messed up things that they want. and I hope they do so unapologetically.
to writers who write about these topics, to everybody who enjoys these topic, go wild, have fun, I will always root for you!
I only have a passing familiarity with the SCA but I saw your recent ask and I wanted to ask is it not considered yellowface for a white person to have a Japanese persona? If a white person having a 15th century African persona wouldn't be ok (which I hope is the case) why is Asian ok? I know Japanese people are generally very happy to share their culture and clothes, but a white person who doesn't even speak Japanese regularly roleplaying as an Asian seems difficult to be done respectfully.
I really appreciate you asking this, and I'm going to try to answer you in a way that I hope is helpful and respectful. Since your question is on the persona, I will focus on that. If I say anything wrong or misleading, I hope others will correct me.
I think the keyword in your question is 'roleplay.' To clarify, the SCA is not a LARP, it is living history. You will hear a lot of talk about "the game" in the SCA, but it is, in actuality, a non-profit educational organization. Members research and recreate the arts and sciences of the middle ages, sometimes with the help of a persona.
A persona in the Society is used by many members to give focus on a certain time and place that interests a person. Sometimes a persona is simply a time and place to base your fashion or kit on, but other times it's to better understand and educate yourself and others on different people and places. For those who are interested, it gives them a definitive focus to research the role someone would have played in society, their skills, their profession, as well as their culture. This isn't pretending to be a race that you aren't, this is educating yourself and teaching others about the historical and cultural importance of other times and places and the people who existed there.
It's also important to remember that people of color traveled as extensively as their white counterparts. Black, brown, and asian people existed in medieval Europe, just as white people existed in medieval Africa and Asia. The idea that you should only use a persona that shares your race is a fallacy, because medieval history is world history. There were brown people who are culturally German, and black people who are culturally Chinese a thousand years ago just like today. Learning about and appreciating how people existed in times and places different than our own is a beautiful and important part of the SCA.
A household sister of mine is black and has a Japanese persona. She has the most stunning garb I've ever seen and loves to explain it all in detail. A Filipino friend has a Moorish persona and is an absolute encyclopedia of information about all things Al-Andalus. A white friend has a Korean persona and routinely gives a classes on the cultural importance of tea ceremonies. Each of them is a font of information about different historical and cultural importance and contributions of their time and place, and I'm grateful for their taking the time to learn and teach about it. Which is exactly what a persona is meant to do.
I want to agree SO MUCH with everything sca-nerd is saying here and also add: It is completely okay to have a 15th century African persona as a white person. I know and respect people who have done this.
The SCA isn't Halloween.
We aren't putting on costumes that reduce an entire race or country of people to a cartoon stereotype. People meticulously research their clothing and - this is really important - are specific about it.
Dressing as "an African" is pretty offensive because you're treating the entire of Africa like it can be reduced to one outfit. The way that a ancient Middle Kingdom Egyptian warrior might have dressed would be totally different to the way that a 15th century Andalusian refugee in Morocco might have dressed, or a 14th century musician in Great Zimbabwe, or a 10th century farm worker in the Malindi Kingdom. Collapsing all of that diversity into "African" is deeply ignorant, and wouldn't be ok in the SCA. (You wouldn't dress up as "a European" - you'd be "a 12th century Viking" or "a Renaissance Italian" or something.)
Dressing as a 14th century Great Zimbabwe musician doesn't work as one of those offensive-stereotype Halloween costumes. Almost nobody who sees you is going to recognise exactly what you're supposed to be - especially because the past is strange, and historically accurate costumes often don't match what people expect. It only works within the context of the SCA, where we're an educational charity, and the entire point of the outfit is for someone to ask you about it so that you can excitedly tell them about the 200 hours of research you put into learning from 14th century Zimbabwe fabric arts.
Also: Putting pressure on people to only portray their own race is, in itself, creating a racist environment.
Unfortunately, when white people are too scared of "cultural appropriation" to do African personas and African research, what that tends to create is an unfair amount of pressure on our newcomers of colour to do all their own research and all their own work - and that, in itself, is a form of racism that keeps people of colour excluded from the Society.
As someone doing Scotland in the SCA, there are SO MANY resources for me. People will show me their Scottish garb and explain to me how to make garb like it, teach classes about ancient British food and brewing methods, make and sell appropriate armour/items for my persona, and sing Scottish songs that I can learn. It's easy. The path is laid out and paved for me.
If I wanted to do Great Zimbabwe? Man, I don't even know where I'd start. There are very few class offerings, I can think of almost nobody I could copy garb from, I would have to do deep-dives into foreign-language texts to even begin picking up some documentable historical songs of the appropriate period.
So our newcomers of African heritage are left with a choice: either just be Vikings and Italians like all the white people do, or set out on the incredibly difficult journey of doing all their own research & all their own crafting & all their own documentation. That is unfair to them. We cannot become more diverse & less white as a Society without encouraging, supporting, and giving material help to newcomers of colour who want to portray African/Asian/Native/etc personas, and the only way we can give them adequate support is if our existing experts are willing to make African garb, research African topics, sing African songs, teach about African history, and create that environment where it is just as easy for someone to do a Malindi persona as it is for someone to be a Roman.
Wearing a Halloween costume isn't being a good ally, because it's not actually doing anything to help support people of colour & it's not giving you anything like the experience of actually being a person of colour. Doing an African persona is allyship, if you do it correctly, because you're supposed to be doing research and education. You're going out there and creating the garb and items, writing the papers, teaching the classes and advancing knowledge about Africa. You're putting in the work so that someday, hopefully, a young Black newcomer in the Society will find it just as easy to do 1400s Oyo Empire, and has just as many resources and classes and role models, as a young white newcomer who wants to be a 1400s Agincourt archer.
It makes me immensely sad when someone says, "oh, I got a 23 & me genetic test and it says I'm 30% Norwegian, so I'm going to be a Viking". Thinking your genes define who you are is racism, pure and simple. Racists want us to define ourselves that way. Hitler would be fucking thrilled to hear us discussing whether we have enough blood quantum to be allowed to research the topics we want to research. It's a particularly American vice I've noticed since moving here; everyone's obsessed with their ancestors, where they come from, and their "real" roots/heritage/culture - and that creates this tendency to say things like "I'm Polish" as someone who's never been to Poland, doesn't speak Polish or engage in Polish religion or culture, and so may believe a bunch of offensive oversimplifications/stereotypes about what Polish culture is actually like. Being "40% Irish" according to a gene test does not mean you know more about Ireland, or are more authentically Irish, or have more right to Irish culture, than a person of colour who is 0% genetically Irish but actually lives in Ireland.
It's still extremely important to have humility about the extent of our research. If you say "this phrase means this" and then an actual native speaker of the language says "you're wrong", you should probably accept that you're wrong. Luckily SCAdians are pretty good about understanding that; doing a SWANA persona doesn't make you Arab, any more than a Roman persona makes you Italian, or my research into Dark Ages Scotland makes me actually from the Dark Ages.
To treat African and Asian cultures as off-limits for research & teaching doesn't send the message that we're being respectful. It makes it seem as though we think those cultures aren't worthy of research, aren't interesting enough to teach about, didn't have cool enough achievements to want to emulate them, didn't make technological contributions that are necessary to a full understanding of history, and shouldn't be represented - unless people of colour do all the work by themselves with no help, in which case we'll grudgingly accept them. Fuck that noise! As a student of history, you must study Africa and Asia and indigenous Americans and indigenous Australians and the Pacific Islands. Your understanding of the world will be fundamentally impoverished if you treat Europe as the only place you need to know about.