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[yotasukescat]

“human life is but a series of footnotes to a vast obscure unfinished masterpiece”

- vladimir nabokov, lolita

SEV/SEVVY/YAKUMO'S NO.1 FAN

indian-american, minor

pronouns: she/her

writing blog | main blog | ao3 | goodreads

writes for: blue period (mainly), sk8 the infinity, voltron, whatever i feel like

fave media: blue period, evangelion, six of crows, omniscient reader's viewpoint, death note, vanitas no carte, voltron, sk8 the infinity, castlevania, + so many more fandoms.

currently reading: catcher in the rye, katabasis, the raven cycle, lolita

currently watching: serial experiments lain, monster

dc = @/aetsiv

[yotasukescat]

wrote 600 words of klance hanahaki in class instead of doing my work

[byjove]

That being said, I do try to pace my posts about the horrific things going on in the world because too much 24/7 is information overload and it isn’t healthy and it will not sink in completely if you’re constantly at your limit. Me interspersing my posts about troubling real world events with little musings on my own life or posts about my cats or whatever TV show I’m watching isn’t me downplaying the seriousness of the other things I post about. There is good in the world and you must acknowledge it and enjoy it to be fully motivated to defend it.

[darillium-night]

Did you know that when you write fan fiction you can make characters do anything you want

[veryberryskye]

yeah i like to give my blessing to the most pathetic looking weak little knight at the tournament. she can’t even look me in the eye when i give her my flower and she stutters out that she’ll do her best or something of the like. i think its funny when she has to cry and beg my forgiveness and i get to say “such a shame, i suppose my hand in marriage will have to go to someone else…” and then i get to hear her whimper like a dog. ive done this like 6 times alrea-

did she just win.

[the-stew-goblin]

I shall prepare a stew for the wedding! Extra salt!

[veryberryskye]

wait wait wait stew goblin wait

[yotasukescat]

which fic should i start

klance tennis au

klance music conservatory au

klance coffee shop au

blue period tennis au

vanoé coffee shop au

Voting ended onJan 13

i'm going to end up doing all of these eventually but i need one to choose now

[asneakyfox]

there's a p common attitude in fandom spaces (fandom in general, not a specific one) that's like "why care about canon, or the characters being ooc? we're here to play with the dolls any way we like" and as much as i obviously am a person who thinks about canon a lot in theory i'm into that. in practice though when popular fanon takes things in a wildly different direction from canon so often it's in the service of taking something that was originally canonically weird and interesting and making it blander. it's flattening a complex character into a broad archetype i've seen a million times before, it's taking two characters with a complicated canonical relationship and writing them in a way where you could find-and-replace the names with any other popular migratory slash fandom pairing and the fic would make as much if not more sense. if you're going to break away from canon at least do something interesting? don't make it less weird? i feel like i'm watching someone take a really beautiful expensive cut of wagyu steak and grind it into hamburger to cook it well done and cover it in ketchup

[combataromantic-deactivated2026]

I may be kinda mid but when you take into account that I’ve been dead for several months I really could be doing worse

[dogpuppy]

[yotasukescat]

guys what if what if yatoyota hanahaki au

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

personal opinion but, in fandom space, ai generated works are not fan-created contents. because a soulless robot cannot be passionate about something nor can it be “a fan” of something the way human artists are

[fairy-of-divorce]

*goes though the author's entire ao3 library* *leaves comments on every chapter* *subscribes to the author on ao3* *follows the author on tumblr* *follows the author on twitter* *follows the author to their house* Hi, I really like your fics—

[setulose]

I think I might be about to send a deranged email

[setulose]

Couldn't find an email address so it was instead a deranged form submission

[setulose]

HUGE NEWS

[det395]

[yotasukescat]

i stand in a valley watching it (and you are not there at all) by yotasukescat

Chapters: 1/1

Words: 1.3k

The red that colors it is blood, seeping through him until its tendrils curl around the filthy mess of pink brain matter and penetrate its barriers till they're so tightly intertwined that there's no telling what is and isn't his own.

Or

A look into Yakumo's extreme grief and how his narrative relationship with Sanada affects his perspective and choices.

[yotasukescat]

i pick an age when i'm gonna disappear (until then i can try again) by yotasukescat

Chapters: 1/1

Words: 1.8k

Langa’s name had become a curse on his tongue, wisps of jealousy curling around it as it rolled off Reki’s tongue. It never seemed to escape his mind, always taunting him, a constant reminder of what he should’ve been.

Or

Reki struggles with inferiority and has a very very shitty way of coping with it, good thing there's a pretty blue haired skater boy to kiss him better.

Or

It gets worse before it gets better (then it gets worse again)

[writercultureis]

writer culture is going through every comment you've ever had while kicking your feet and giggling