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"𝑀𝑦 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡, 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟, 𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑" (Yap blog + Movie Reviews!)

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𝑊𝑒𝑙𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔

I go by Celeste on this blog so please do call me so!

My page is just me yapping away as this is my online/digital diary!

Though my main thing is that I'm trying to keep up my goal of watching two or more movies on my watchlist per month! Specifically by myself. I have a tough time watching movies or series alone as it's very easy for me to get bored, or mostly talk instead of just watch in silence. I mainly watch anime movies so if you have any recommendations, please do let me know!!

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When your horrendous wifi and old laptop team up to become your biggest opps:

Crying screaming jumping off a cliff. WHY IS MY INTERNET HORRENDOUS WHEN I'M UPSTAIRS?? The urge to rip out my hair is insane. And then my screen froze. More than 5 minutes. I kept smacking my screen. And RIGHT WHEN IT UNFREEZES MY DISCORD LOADS. And what do I see? Dms from one of my best friends. And now she thinks I hate her. I am going to THROW THIS LAPTOP OFF THE ROOF.

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Two types of people

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Keep your hands off Eizouken!!

I love how they actually have their dreams and goals that they want to achieve. Their characters are fleshed out really well, and thank GOD there was no weird fanservice. I loved the colors in the scenes where they're imagining and coming up with things. I adore this series a lot. Oh and the intro was super catchy. But I just wish there was more. (Yes I know about the mini series, I'm saving it for later) I definitely recommend this anime, especially during the summer.

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How I feel when I see the GORGEOUS art of talented young artists literally anywhere

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"For the first time in my life, I feel pretty"

I cut my hair today (my mom cut it for me) and I got bangs for the first time!! I've been scared to cut my hair short, and even more scared to get bangs since of course, acne. I honestly couldn't recognize myself when my hair was done. It's a bit embarrassing to admit but I nearly cried. I've always had issues and insecurities as one does, but I never had a moment in my teen years where I thought, "I look pretty" with actual confidence. I put on a lolita head dress that I made too and the confidence boost was a bit crazy 😭

Sorry for the ramble lol, this was a huge moment for me (❁´◡`❁)

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Super Cub

I loved it a lot, surprisingly. I'm not much of a bike/scooter person but I enjoyed it. It was interesting, but not too dramatic, or too boring. It was pretty slice of life. I would recommend it when you want to pass the time, or are in the mood to watch something more peaceful.

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Sigh....parents

My parents when I apparently can't switch my life around and do what they asked me to do everyday because it's tough to make things into a habit:

What's even worse, at least my dad does this even more than my mom, but they tend to not gaf about me putting in effort. "It's been two weeks!" I did it last week and I am sure of it. "Are you sure you didn't just think you did it last week??" No. "You're supposed to do this everyday" I'M TRYING?? 😭😭😭 Forgive me for struggling when ALL YOU TWO DID WAS TEACH ME TS TOO LATE INSTEAD OF HELPING ME LEARN AS A KID SLOWLY- FORGIVE ME FOR STRUGGLING WHEN ALL YOU TWO DO IS BERATE ME?? Parents.

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It's genuinely so goofy

I love giving my best friends ridiculous nicknames. Something about it's just so amazing

And look they're matching 🥺

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[zhuuszhuu]

So literally WHY am I twinkle toes bro😭😭😭YUKI IS NOT A DOCTORI CALL THE JUDGE🗿

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Because you think the 💅🏻emoji looks like toes??? Yuki calls herself a doctor...as a joke...very rarely.

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It's genuinely so goofy

I love giving my best friends ridiculous nicknames. Something about it's just so amazing

And look they're matching 🥺

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I feel awful for saying this but I'm genuinely so exhausted

When someone that annoys you so deeply to your core keeps spamming you:

Before someone's like "omg Celeste that's so awful wth is wrong with you?? How could you say that!!" Let me explain.

Just in case, TW for CPS mentioned.

So I have this one friend, whom of which is around two-three years older than me. (We're both minors but she's near being an adult in a few years) She works part time and has a lot of at home issues to the point that sometime CPS is involved. And the thing is, we're not close enough at ALL. I don't understand why she even mentioned about these things to me. She never asked to talk to me about this type of thing as in "Hey, can I talk to you about this?" No warning, nothing whatsoever. And when CPS is visiting she's always all "Lol CPS is stopping by soon" I NEVER ASKED FOR UPDATES 😭😭😭 AND OMG WTH ARE YOU OKAY?? I mean obviously NOT but omg- I barely answer when she talks about something that makes me uncomfortable, she never gets the hint. She already has a best friend, whom I would hope and assume she would talk to these things about.

And now my other issues. She ALWAYS. And I mean ALWAYS spams me. Which I'm glad to have people spam me, especially y'know, my best friends?? Which she isn't one of my best friends, more of an acquaintance/friend. The issue with that is that sometimes in my status (I talk to her on discord, know her from somewhere else) that I'm clearly busy or doing something important, and yet she ignores it and text me anyways as if she has that bestie privilege?? It's just rude and disrespectful. I've NEVER told her that it was okay to do that.

Whenever I reply to her messages, she either ignores me and replies after a bit of time to talk about something else, or gives me a boring dry response. Were you not just NAGGING ME FOR NOT RESPONDING??? It's always her her her and I never get to have a WORD in. I am not your personal diary, please genuinely leave me alone. Whenever I try to distance myself and be bland she notices because she isn't getting the reaction she wants from me and I'm so exhausted. Dear GOD do you not have a JOB?? Do you not have a BEST FRIEND THAT YOU TALK TO 24/7?? How is she able to keep yapping and yapping????? And why ME out of all people?

Oh right, and another thing. She jokingly called me her baby-momma and added it to one of her social's bio, TAGGING ME. She removed it, but it made me insanely uncomfortable. And I can't block her either without her noticing because she spams away like her life depends on it daily. Every notification from her feels like part of my life force is being taken away.

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Mirai/未来のみらい

I teared up with this one. I related to it a lot and it was a comforting watch. The scenery was gorgeous (and there was also fine shyt mentioned so I may be partially biased, I won't lie) I do want more lore, but they gave us plenty and I'm fine with that. I like how it doesn't focus just on the MC, we get other's povs from time to time. It was a really sweet film I like it a lot.

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Tokyo Godfathers

No words needed. It was that good.

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Lol

The urge to just jump off a cliff sometimes lmao

"My mental health is getting better, I swear!!" I say, getting dragged back into the padded white room.

"I'm tired of this grandpa!!" "Well that's too damn bad" ahh me n life

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The Orbital Children

All I'll say is. I need more lore. THEY JUST LEFT US ON A CLIFFHANGER OMG- I need EVERY detail. EVERY answer

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See you Tomorrow at the Food Court

Oh if only there were more episodes 💔 It had some dramatic parts, but it was mainly more slice of life. I really liked it since it also reminded me of my friendship with my two besties (❁´◡`❁) My only complaint is that it was too short. Recommend to watch with your friends! I watched it by myself though lol.

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