You know how u convince yourself that you’re a nice loveable person, and then it hits you in the face that you are not?
Yeah…that kinda sucks.
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You know how u convince yourself that you’re a nice loveable person, and then it hits you in the face that you are not?
Yeah…that kinda sucks.
MHA ending
I absolutely loved the last chapter. I was pretty dissatisfied with how the war ended, and almost expected everything to go back to the same thing. But the time skip showing how society progressed?? Amazing. It made me so emotional how the children choose professions other than hero and that they realise that u can do so much good from things other than heroism.
And even Deku got a good ending. It was nice to know that him and Bakugou remain friends, and that whole callback moment to him and all might??
Also I loved how there wasn’t any romance. I like shipping but it didn’t make sense canonically. It truly focuses on personal growth for all the characters.
I can’t believe people out here hating on it. I literally won’t change a thing about it (I’m sad dabi dies but this chapter made me feel ok with that)
Personally I think Deku still having ofa would have made thing about anyone being hero meaningless. I also thing the whole OFA only exists to defeat AFO works well with it.
Edit: I also wanted to mention how much I enjoyed seeing Deku smile throughout the chapter. He seemed so much lighter, and happier.
Just realised that L sipping tea and eating his fancy little cakes is such a British thing to do?? Lmao L must have been teasing Light with all the obvious hints
Ai Art
i am an artist (and content writer) and I’m studying to be a professional. But this latest news about Adobe, meta and Ai in general makes me so depressed. I’m already going in debt for university and I’m constantly wondering if it’s worth it. Unemployment rate is high, job finding is a job itself and I don’t know what to do.
I hate ai art so much, but I already feel like I’m loosing passion because what can I even use to draw that won’t steal ? and I fell I should give up and learn how to use ai art myself? They have stolen my art already anyway. (Literally everyone around me want me do learn ai)
I don’t know what to do, so if anyone’s got any advice I’ll appreciate it. Otherwise I guess I needed to rant
The Brighton book fans are pissing me off. Like yeah there were many things I didn’t like about season 3 part 2, but getting so offended about a fictional character change?? So much so u literally bully the showrunner?
People need to come back to real life. As someone who loves reading , I know we don’t want change adaptations. (Like I couldn’t watch ‘Red, White and royal blue’ knowing there will be no June, even tho I’m certain it was a well made movie) That doesn’t mean u behave like this? Real people’s life could be ruined.
The feeling when you havnt had a serious depressive episode, and think yeah I’m not a fan of existential but I finally don’t wanna kill myself, only for it to appear when u least expect it.
I hate it. I hate everything really but I hate it the most. And I hate how good I am at hiding that.
“Collecting junk is better than accension” yes, Xia Lian I’m sure all the gods agree 😭
The real "mom friend" in Death Note is actually Light Yagami, unfortunately for the world
Does anyone else miss the long haired Miyamura.
Does anyone ever wonder what happened to the villain Mustard. Cause like the UA Traitor got like no consequence(that I know of) but this 15 yr might be in a prison for life or something-
I’m gonna be honest, I think I hate OFA in like the concept of hero society. Like yeah it’s the only quirk that can beat AFO and all that but well it sorta reinforces what I hate about hero society ie Powerful quirks= usefulness.
While I do love quirks, there could have been more about using intellect. I mean Midoriya was a quirk analyst, that could have been used especially since AFO is like really old and must possess a lot of knowledge. Instead it focused more on the physical aspect. (And analysis of that)
(At least that’s what I think, but I tbh haven’t see the entire series)
Ranting about the Death Note amnesia trope below, if you like the No-Memories ending scroll past because this is just me expanding on why I don't like it
I think that the reason I tend to despise the Memory Loss ending is because it's framed as a happy one. I can understand it when it's written as a sad or bittersweet end, but not when it's written as a hopeful or wholly happy one.
Not just because I don't think it's happy, but also because it just seems disingenuous, especially when framed as a loving ending.
I don't know, it just—it takes away a lot of what I like about Lawlight as a ship. Enemies to Lovers at its core is about seeing the darkest parts of someone, having someone know every nasty, cruel bit of your soul, and falling in love with them anyway. Not even in spite of it—with Lawlight specifically, I see them as people that fall in love with each other BECAUSE of those parts of themselves. The parts that they hide away from the world, the parts that no one else accepts.
The memory loss trope just,,,wipes all of that away. It takes away the struggle of getting better. It's cutting out the parts of your lover that you don't like or that don't fit your narrative to "fix" them.
I think, at its core, what bothers me most is that it takes away the choice.
Without his memories, Light is stripped of his choice to decide whether or not he wants to better himself. Personally, I don't see L as someone who can redeem him (that's also another reason I dislike this trope), so for L to yoink Light's memories of being Kira and say "All fixed!" is like someone sticking a bandaid over a gaping wound. Because he's not someone who can stitch it closed, who can help it heal, because he is an intrinsic part of Kira's story. As an antagonist. An equal.
It rubs me viscerally the wrong way, especially when it's framed as the only way for them to be happy together. L isn't a good person. Light isn't a good person. If they were I wouldn't be nearly so invested in their relationship.
Don't get me wrong, I also hate it when L just,,,,magically gains a moral compass. If he wants to be a good man I need him to work for it, I don't want him OR Light to have an easy way out, to have a magic Get-Rid-Of-The-Difficult-Things-About-My-Lover-Free button.
But also, just. Let them be fucked up. They're toxic and awful and perfect for each other and I want them at each other's throats hand in hand for the rest of their lives.
I think that's my bottom line—I don't like the memory loss ending because it makes them both out to be something they're not.
L is not a good man with pure intentions. If he wants Light to give up his memories I take it to mean he wants the easy route. He wants to be with a Light that doesn't remember that he hated him or why, that doesn't remember all the bad things he's done, that's still an innocent child in a lot of ways—because it's easy. It's fast. He doesn't have to work for it. He doesn't have to work for forgiveness or try to give it because the man that he needs to forgive and be forgiven by doesn't exist anymore.
Light isn't an innocent little boy that's been corrupted by an evil entity. He's a man who's made mistakes, who's arrogant and closed-minded and stubborn and in denial, who calls himself evil but refuses to believe it, who smiled while he killed a grieving woman, who smiled while he killed a friend and held them close, who was so terribly lonely that his first friend was a monster.
And, if you're going to go that route, acknowledge that it's toxic too. Acknowledge that Light is going to struggle and he won't remember why. Acknowledge that underneath everything he's still Kira, because Kira was just a set of decisions that Light made, not a malevolent entity that possessed him. Acknowledge that Light giving up his memories is him giving up attempting to redeem himself, or attempting to exist in certain capacities completely.
An add-on—personally, I don't see L as someone who would want Light to give up his memories. Because L doesn't usually take the easy way out. It's a game between them, and he's playing to win and win completely. While he DOES play dirty, he still wants his opponent to acknowledge that he won, and he wants them to remember it. Light losing his memories would be a loss for L too, in a way, because then he's lost his playmate. He's lost his equal. He's lost the person that's going to fight him on everything that matters and yet agree with him on everything that doesn't. He's lost the person that can appreciate every move he makes.
Plus... there's something to be said for evil husbands that are on opposite sides, isn't there? ;3
Ok I relate to this so much because memoryless light isn’t light anymore. Of course the killings change him and if he wants to be with L they should work on a compromise together. Especially since L isn’t that moral either
The entire point of that plot was for them to prove who was the “justice” and the reason I love LawLight is cause they are both childish and hate to loose. Taking light’s memories doesn’t make him the same light that challenged L anymore. They are no more two sides of the same coin.
I really enjoyed fics where Light retains his Kiraness (killings or not) and L just remains this stoic weirdo that he is.
Chapter 389 MHA
The dabi storyline continues, and fuck this chapter made me so emotional. The way Touya finally felt way was it like to see all his family see him, look at him, like he always wanted. Yet Dabi knows it’s too late.
I love how broken Touya is at this point, out of control and knows that it’s his end. And realising that his family seeing him was so simple so easy, yet it’s now that it happens. When he’s basically dead. Also the visuals of his less burnt self really adds to the fact that there were points where he could still have been saved.
Given that the todoroki family has been my favourite aspect of this, I am loving these chapters.
I find that Lockwood and co. is canceled??? Like why
Now I’ll never know what was behind that door-
yes, I am drawing them married again and noone will stop me
not to be accused of plagiarism, credit goes to @eliartum as well 😭👍 (make sure to check her blog when she actually posts something)
Am I the only one who think L might have thought he was getting married to sweets…. Like look at him so devoted to that cake. TRUE LOVE
This also explains why Misa looks so happy and has not written in the death note (she has no pen)
Why does the Todo Sibs seem like the 4 types of attachment styles?
Avoidant - shoto clearly
Disorganised- Touya/Dabi with his obsession with his father.
Secure- Fuyumi (because she believes her parents are ‘secure’)
Ambivalent- Natsuo
Dabi’s Backstory/ Tragedy of Todoroki Touya
Honestly Dabi’s story is just so heartbreaking, every time I think about it I get sad. Honestly I first got into his character and the fandom after seeing dabi dance (which was just amazing)
I think anyone in his position would go mad, or suicidal or something. I often see people not understanding the fact he was raised with a single goal in mind. All he knew was to impress his father with his quirk and train to be a hero so that his father can be proud. That was all he knew, and it was ripped apart from him. Because of his brother, and because of his own quirk, he not didn’t even merit a glance from his father. He felt defective, useless, cast aside. We see him wondering why he was even born, because he knows that Enji wanted a tool to beat All Might, and he wasn’t that tool.
He might not have been physically abused (which doubtful, cause wouldn’t it be logical that they were trained in a similar manner) but he was certainly emotionally abused. Then when he woke up from his coma after 3 years, he still wanted to impress his father, to apologise. He certainly wasn’t a villan then. He actually couldn’t be one, as he refused to be trained by anyone but his father. But in reaching home he sees that his death changed nothing. Shoto still got trained (in his eyes that brutal training was normal) and he was left a shrine, forgotten and replaced by a better model (Shoto) This had been his last straw and what lead him to be a villain, the loss of everything he was and could have been, the thought of being replaceable, unimportant, useless in a sense.
Ah this turned way too long, I guess I just wanted to vent it out. Cause after his reveal his mother wanted Enji to fight Dabi as Shoto had finally started to forgive him and they were becoming a family. Like she didn’t even wonder what happened to her oldest son? And how that son was doing? (I didn’t read much past those chapters so idk if I am correct or not. It was just heartbreaking is all)