When I die, can I vanish into you?

EdnaRose | 30's | INTJ | She/Her

[arosebetweenpages]

Since I'm updating my Tumblr tonight:

Hey guys, 👋 I'm EdnaRose. I'm a thirty-something Hispanic weirdo who has lived in Fandom spaces for about sixth eighths of my life. I don't expect it to change any time soon.

I write stuff sometimes. You can find my work on AO3 under EdnaRose.

I'll write anything. I have a fixation on Rarepairs, age-gaps, and time-travel. I've written Doctor Who fic and Harry Potter fic.

My current hyperfixation when it comes to fic is Sirimione-- it's what got me back into writing. Don't worry, I do not stand by JKR, I just fic it up.

If you wanna give me prompts, I'll take them. If you follow any of my fics rn, please drop by and say hi!

I have a sideblog I've been using for fic, but I'm super bad at keeping it updated. So if you just want to follow me here, that's cool too.

[fayevalentinesgamblingchip]

Been reading howls moving castle lately and i do love how idgaf maxxing sophie is about. Everything. Learns her sisters swapped places bc one wanted to learn magic while the other wanted a family😐👍 gets turned into an old lady by the wicked witch of the waste😐👍 meets a fire demon and makes a contract w him before taking a nap on a cozy chair😐👍 learns shes a witch ans has been speaking magic into every hat she ever made😐👍 like i strive to give that little of a fuck. Which is contrasted to howl going on a neurotic spiral every two pages

[midnightella-mass]

thinking about Howl’s Moving Castle again and watching the movie after reading the book rlly made the book so much funnier bc the movie is like:

Howl, in Patrick Bateman’s voice: “Hello sweetheart, darling, love of my life, how are you on this fine day? I am going to take you to a beautiful field of flowers before we inevitably have to return to The Plot so that we may further develop our fated romance that you began years ago and just don’t know yet”

Sophie, internally monologuing: “Wow he is so Handsome and Noble, truly the perfect man. I am so glad that this horrible curse led me to be able to know him and his cool moving castle and sentient fire and apprentice, who are my best friends now <3”

Calcifer and Markl, nodding along: “yes we are the best friends and are also in the room”

And then the book is like:

Sophie, angrily hurling things at Howl: “YOU INSOLENT, FICKLE, HEARTLESS EXCUSE FOR A WIZARD DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW STUPID WHAT YOU JUST DID WAS?! WE COULD HAVE DIED!!”

Howl, dodging most of it: “WELL WE DIDNT!! BESIDES IF YOU WERENT SUCH A NOSEY, CHAOTIC OLD BOTHER I WOULDNT HAVE TO RUN OFF, NOW WOULD I?!”

Michael, petrified: “…should we stop them?”

Calcifer, eating logs like popcorn: “no, no, I wanna see who wins. Five bucks on Sophie”

[arosebetweenpages]

Panic attack: ✔️

Thought spiral: ✔️

Chiropractor visit that gave me MORE pain: ✔️

Late night run to the clinic for an EKG: ✔️

Still panicking this morning despite everything being okay? ✔️ ✔️ ✔️

Can I just calm the fuck down???

[arosebetweenpages]

Hey it took six hours, but I'm feeling a lot better. Still making myself dizzy and nauseated but no longer spiraling. A win is a win, my guys.

[cinewhore-deactivated20211003]

[roboticnebula]

Pros of re-reading your own fic

a good time;

Has exactly the tropes you like and the characterization you want to read;

Gratification: yes you did finish a thing and yes you did do good;

just a very fun time all around.

Cons of re-reading your own fic:

Is that another TYpO

[beggars-opera]

Everyone in this family is hilarious no notes

[arosebetweenpages]

"It's hard to share your work when you're terrified of your own mediocrity."

Whoooooop.

Thanks random person on the internet. Thanks for voicing that in such a simple way.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

This is a lot to unpack

[arosebetweenpages]

Panic attack: ✔️

Thought spiral: ✔️

Chiropractor visit that gave me MORE pain: ✔️

Late night run to the clinic for an EKG: ✔️

Still panicking this morning despite everything being okay? ✔️ ✔️ ✔️

Can I just calm the fuck down???

[notlayingroses]

Everything I read about recovering from burnout is like “it takes months or even years to fully recover” and it’s like okay…. I have a weekend before I gotta clock in on Monday

[contagiousgrace]

I just don't think we ever wrapped up the Clown Sightings of 2016 in a satisfactory way.

[oliveksmoked]

It was clearly a harbinger of the absolute clown show this country was about to become.

[partywithponies]

Strange racists and homophobes on the internet seem to have access to an alternate way cooler version of TV than me. "every white character on TV is in an interracial relationship" "every show has a gay couple in it" "main characters keep having to secretly be bisexual and nonbinary" "every show has gratuitous full frontal nudity" like damn promise?? What channel???

[dragon-in-a-fez]

obliterate the concept of "spoiling" a child. excise it from your lexicon like a cancer. that is some "the opposite of sin is suffering" Puritan ass bullshit. it is not possible to ruin a person through an overabundance of kindness.

[alexanderwales]

Here's a legal PSA:

If you've committed a crime and a detective gathers everyone involved in the room, especially if he's not actually a detective and is instead a novelist, puzzle-setter, psychic, fake psychic, dog, chess grandmaster, etc. ...

YOU SHOULD NOT CONFESS.

Every year, hundreds of people are put away by non-traditional "detectives" who have either inserted themselves into the case or are working with the police in a dubiously legal capacity as advisor. In 99% of these cases, the murderer gives a full confession even though the evidence against them is circumstantial at best and often requires a long just-so story which can only guess at motive.

If this happens to you, stay quiet, do not attempt to defend yourself or talk your way out of it, only say "I want a lawyer".

Now if you find yourself being investigated by a boy genius, magician's assistant, anthropologist, classics scholar, or philosopher, it's likely that refusing to talk to the police (or investigator with no legal authority) is merely the end of the second act, and by the end of the third act they will have you dead to rights.

YOU SHOULD STILL NOT CONFESS.

Make them take it to court. Force the eccentric detective and his straight-laced police partner to take the stand and explain their methods to a jury of your peers. Have your lawyer look at the chain of custody on the evidence, especially if you believe it to have been handled by someone who has only bumbled into detective work through their natural charm and/or unique set of skills and outsider perspective that come in handy more often than they should.

Know your rights. Don't let eccentric detectives put you away.

[hballegro]

Attacked by very sudden torrential downpour and went to check the weather radar and then remembered this image

[kieselguhrkid]

Saul Durand & Auggie Salazar | 3 Body Problem | Season 1 You're a child, Saul.