Three cups of coffee at 4am
The thought: God is still in His infancy because He cannot see the gender spectrum, only a gender binary.
I posted this to my side blog, but I should also post it here, so that my followers can read it.
Side Blogs:
@milli-maleficarum just the stuff that I need to share to get it out of my head
@thecafefae my stoner blog where all my high thoughts empty out
So to start things off there is a history of colour vision we must know. First there was red, then there was green, then there was blue. Those are the colours we saw at the infancy of humanity. As a baby it takes a minimum of two months for children to see in colour. So we see in black and white and shades of grey as a baby.
Knowing that, and taking into account He arrived when it was dark, deep, and windy. The only time that is recorded to have high water levels, and darkness everywhere on Earth shows that the asteroid impact might be the symbol of God arriving to Earth, or being born.
And don't forget to trust people when they tell out themselves as jealous and petty. They are telling you that their love comes with a price, and who really needs that in a relationship? Especially one that the other person is physically absent from you. We are humans we need physical contact. God can only give us what medicine calls hallucination, whether they are audio, physical, visual...
If God is blind to the gender spectrum, then what else is He lacking in? The Greeks got here and there was nothing, not even light. Which indicates that they got here before the solar system had a star/sun. The particle cloud would have blocked even starlight from reaching this space fog. Then after gravity did it's thing, there was starlight, and divine light, then the solar system came into being, because all the particles started to be attracted to each other, this attraction cleared away the fog.
Imagine, you arrive to a region of space where you've been watching a nebula start to create a solar system. Since you are a god, you see beyond the colour of light, to the frequency of light. You have mastered control over gravity, and in all your power, you take stardust and you add a gravitational pull so strong that things begin to adhere together.
At what point did God arrive according to this solar system starter info poster? Well it was dark, vast, and deep. So it couldn't have been before the formation of planets. Before you tell me that God created everything, think back, what would a jealous petty person say, to garner votes for a popularity contest? Especially if they don't have a grasp of modern science. Play to their strengths. Make it easy to consume. Make it black and white so it is easy to follow. And offer something none of the competition is offering.
Now if God arrived/was born on Earth, that would mean He arrived during the nuclear winter. When over 75% of the world's life was decimated. What an easy way to claim you made everything. You see it a lot with missionaries, they go to a place full of strife, and they sell God as a fix to their problems. I see it as “there is a weakness” approach, where people acknowledge fragile states of mind and then push their religion there. I find that extremely predatory.
Now there is this theory that time isn't linear. We experience linear time, but it's true nature is that it is cyclical. We experience linear time because we are on something that is moving through space.
This is how we are traveling through space. We have a few movement points. First being, the rotation of the Earth around the Sun. Then you have the propulsion moving us towards the center of our galaxy. To go back in time, is to go back through space. They would need exact maths to time travel to a different time location.
It also goes to show, the larger your consciousness is, the less linear time is. Like anyone with confidence in their intellect, God has access to the space-time rift, because he was not born with a fleshy shell around His frequency. So things can be born in cyclical time, and impact the linear timeline because they don't follow the laws of human physics.
So I wouldn't worry too much about God's plans for you, I doubt He has them.
Now if God has been around since the beginning of time, He wouldn't be as petty and jealous, because those who are petty and jealous often can't find a home, and it is a marker of immaturity. Time and time again being unable to work with others, and getting rejected, teaches one empathy. Or destruction.
Now new to my for you page on facebook, there is this guy who says that Loki is actually God, and this takes place after Ragnarok. I haven't watched any of his vids because I don't need that kind of garbage filling up my mind these days. Why is it garbage? Aren't I interested in it? I am, i just would want to take notes, and then doing this on my computer and cellphone would be a hassle, and in the end I will be learning that God is still a dick, manipulative, and whatever else.
Do I actually believe that God is another God from another Pantheon? Maybe, it could be Zeus in a world where he didn't have Hera over his shoulder at all times. But nay, I still think God is His own independent being outside of the pantheons. He has His own realm/dimension that He calls Heaven, and his prodige Lucifer, has his own dimensions called Hell.
God likes to work with the black and white thinking that is so easily taught to others who never questioned the colour spectrum as a kid. There are the kids that went “but what if the colours we see are not the same” and the other kids with nice handwriting. If God cannot see the entire gender spectrum, what else can't He see, and therefore meaningfully interact with.
Opinion:
I think that God gave the lgbtq+ flag to that community because of just how many pray to Him, and then end up fighting their case as to why they don't deserve punishment and actually an afterlife full of bliss and free from agony. Like they fought the system and won, getting a glitter filled parade in their honor. A nod to, if they wanted to go against the system again, there would be more people to initiate into that way of thinking.
I think within the next few hundred years there will be a new bible, a new religion, unless that is the Satanists place. With the Diabolicon being produced in the 1970s, it is no wonder that it didn't find more people to read it. It is quite easy to find through google, so I won't link it here, you should be able to look it up yourself. Take a few minutes in your afternoon to read it, and please, update what it is you think about when it comes to God and good and evil.
Source: My take away from reading scripture
At the very least, following a God that doesn't see the spectrum, or didn't when He was laying down the rules, is not the best at being a leader, because a leader can take diversity and make it work like a clock. A bad leader expects everyone to be the same, with no variation within strengths and weaknesses, because they are easier to manage.
So I believe that God is a bad leader, and you might have him for you end all be all kind of master. We will probably never see eye to eye on more than a few things, because to you, you actually believe there was nothing here before God, and that the atmosphere arrived within hours of sunlight. You believe His lies that counteract science, making me doubt your ability to be rational and logical. That is gaslighting and brainwashing, and it works, even if you know that it is happening it works.
So there was this one person I wanted to help, but she thinks that God is within us all, and I don't agree with that. I am closer to the belief that there is an eternal flame within us, because flame comes from electricity in nature. So through our bio-electrical jumps, comes a flame of life, that we cannot see or interact with, because it surrounds us. A flame that burns so low that we call it body temperature. She thinks that it is God behind everything, and I think that God picks and chooses who He guides these days. The only reason why He has a leash onto us is to act as a buoy in tumultuous waters.
Something like if the heathens save more souls than His religions, that means that there is an energy shift happening in the leadership of the land. I for one, want to see more indigenous stuff when I go through my religions reels. Witchcraft is still defined by white women, maybe as an association to those who died during the European and Salem witch trials. How the natives, or the aboriginals, or the indigenous, or the original people of the land worship things should start making a come back in those white women pagan circles. You want to worship the earth, so be it, learn from the elders that are open to keeping their faith alive. I have no idea how to learn about these religious rituals and events, but I do know that once the alternative people start worshipping the earth like their coloured cousins who remained loyal to the earth, things will shift even more dramatically.
Is God someones whose opinions you would care about if He walked this Earth at your school?
He is like He is the owner of a Private school, and every so often He comes in and checks in on the people who serve Him, to see if they are doing right by His words. But there are different houses, you have the Jewish Population, Ravenclaw?, then you have the Catholic population, Hufflepuff, then you have the Mormons, Slytherin, and finally Christianity, Gryffindor. Get it? God is responsible for all of these religions, and everyone thinks that He has time to do check-ins on those He deems worthy of His attention, like the toxic personality that appears in Him.
To the one that got triggered by a religion post, and told me a little about your religious trauma. Thank you for opening up to me about that sort of thing. I know it mustn't have been easy to live through when you first started noticing it, and the weight of responsibility must have only grown since you realised that you were not worthy of God's attention by God's own standards, whatever they may be.
He is a toxic authority figure, and you have a choice if you listen to His smear campaign or not. How He berates magic, and self discovery, how He expects penances, and suffering, and pick me's to lead people down the righteous path. If you read anything demonic, then you have started to deconstruct yourself, from the black and white thinking of how He makes the world seem.
He makes His presence all consuming, and makes sure you cannot live a life without a crutch for quite some time when you are coming out of His fog. But for those of you who have survived His teachings, I applaud you.
For I had to go through spiritual trials while I was psychotic. I know no one is going to read till here, so I can be more open about my past on this blog. There was three different heats I was entered into, trauma, loss and grief, and christianity. How were these challenges held, well mentally naturally. My thoughts became more like intrusive memories coming to light, more energy to the inner monologue I had developed, the ability to pick up on patterns much more easier. So I never started to notice when there were trials and where there was rest, I just decided to trust the process.
So with the trauma trials, I would remember my trauma from most recent, to first, starting with the abduction of my cats from my place. Then it devolved back further and further until I saw an axe swinging at my face whenever I closed my eyes. I had my two adopted sons birthday, where I cried over how old they're getting. I had the memory of how they came into being. Then before that was childhood neglect, though just barely not.
Then after that, I was gifted free time, and I started to find myself in thought constructs not of my making, dreams that would be continued through invisible conversation. Or invisible conversations leading to interesting dreams. Either way, I never dreamed as much as i did when my spiritual awakening was untouched by psychosis.
So figured, that these trials were going to train me for something. How wrong I was, it was a measurement challenge. Who am I? Who am I through different flavours of pain, through different distressing situations, thought different scenarios and situations. I was being judged for my actions. How much pressure did it take me to break and steal? Starvation, and my spirit team being my lookout.
Even through the Christianity trials, I held my ground. I looked up the 9 layers of hell, and I looked at the 10 commandments, and i looked up scripture here and there. I understood that there was going to be demonic interference in my life, I just never assumed it would be this pot addiction.
This got away from me, sorry for wasting your time.


















