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possibly for good

[autistic-multiple]

He's gone, they're all gone

It's me now

Goodbye

[autistic-multiple]

I'll be deleting this blog in 1 week.

I'm not like very bothered or anything, a bit annoyed. After a bit of of a Tumblr break I'll start a new blog. I probably won't go out of my way to find/follow anyone in particular, no offense to anyone. Good luck to everyone.

[autistic-multiple]

Apparently kiwi farms is mocking me, pretty sure I’m gonna just abandon this blog and make a new one eventually

Why you gotta fuck with fucked up people in the only place we can be fucked up? Rude but ok.

[crow-operating-system]

Tumblr after watching Venom: can you imagine having another being living inside you??? And having them take over your body???

Everyone with DID:

[writingsforwinter]

If you lose interest in someone, tell them. 

If you’re not looking for a relationship, tell the person you’re seeing.

If you’re thinking of ghosting someone, tell them.

If you can’t handle meeting up with someone after all, tell them.

If you’re terrible at responding to messages, tell people.

If you prefer talking in person to texting, tell people. 

If you’re seeing several people at the same time, tell them.

If you’re looking for sex rather than dating, tell the person you’re seeing.

It is not difficult to be a decent and honest, open, communicative human being. Respect those whom you interact with and have relationships with by telling the truth instead of leading them on or being deceitful.

[unwelcome-ozian]

[thesaltyspice-deactivated201901]

I’ve been seeing a lot of anti-Nazi ones, which is great, but I felt like we needed one to show our support for the Jewish community.  

[bipolar-bubbeleh]

all you goyim I follow - I see you reblogging this and it warms me.

[ameerawritesstuff]

do not reblog this unless you mean it. I have dealt with so much anti-semitism in my life and the number of times I get it from “open-minded liberals” is disturbing. Remember this summer when the Dyke Marches banned people for having a rainbow flag with a Star of David on it? I was accused of playing my “Jew card” too much when I tried to get my shitty goy roommate to stop making Auschwitz jokes. 

Being anti-nazi does not equal support for the Jewish community. Do not claim you support Jews just because you recognize that Nazis are terrible. Surprise, we actually have more to us than the Holocaust!

If you DO support the Jewish community, reblog the crap out of this so people can feel safe!

[riversixx]

We can’t even go to synagogue because of bomb threats and death threats…I’m so tired of Jewish people constantly being used as a scapegoat for everything bad that happens in the world

[tikkunolamorgtfo]

Provide much needed support to Tree of Life Or L'Simcha Synagogue. The community was targeted by shooter during a Shabbat morning Brit Milah celebration...

If you’re able, please donate. The creator of this particular fundraiser works for Bet Tzedek Legal Services, which is a Jewish organisation devoted to fighting economic justice. She writes that you can also send money directly to:

Tree of Life - Or L'Simcha Congregation 5898 Wilkins Ave Pittsburgh, PA 15217

*It’s customary in Judaism to make donations in multiples of 18 as to bless the recipient(s) with good health and long life (the numerical value of the Hebrew word “chai” which means “life”), but by all means, just give what you can. 

[autistic-multiple]

My fiance said "lol" out loud the other day because something was funny, but not funny enough to make real laughter happen...and it honestly was really effective at conveying a specific idea/emotion concisely, and if that's not the whole purpose of communication then idk.

Also it was really adorable.

[autistic-multiple]

If you're a traumagenic system that practices a certain Problematic Kink* I'm going to judge you like 1/100000000000th as much as I would a person that wasn't abused.

I'm also going to be 100000000x more likely to understand because re-enacting something similar to the abuse but where you have control over it is really common, but you have to be careful not to re-trauamatize yourself.

I'm still going to have to ask that you be careful not to accidentally expose other vulnerable people to it, by tagging it so it can be filtered, and by checking for byf/dni posts.

*it'll be in the tags, major TW!!

[autistic-multiple]

I was ghosted by the same person twice, but am I bitter?

Absolutely.

[gobbbeecompany]

an important conversation that should be shared

[gobbbeecompany]

[nervesofsteel]

you’re all cowards aladdin is trans and didn’t get nipple grafts

[autistic-multiple]

I desperately want literally anyone else to front, because I'm so tired. I needed to stay home today but I had to go beyond my limitations and take him to work and stay there all day. Idk how long I've been out but it feels like it's been a few days to a week. I'm just.. thoroughly exhausted mentally and physically.

[autistic-multiple]

TW integration, questions

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So can integration just... Happen?

It feels like a main alter, Rook, and a dormant alter, Erin, have "merged" together.

Rook was an angry protector for a long time, and just over the past year had mellowed out a bit. Erin didn't seem to play much of a role and was pretty dormant. They are still called Rook, but it... feels different. They're both there, but are the same person?! Feels weird.

[erevshelshoshanim]

Growing up fat, you get made fun of for everything you do, even basic shit like eating and laughing and breathing are funny when you do it because youre fat! And its so hard to not carry that with you as you get older, like I’m still embarassed to eat or dance in front of people or smile in pictures and its ridiculous and I hate it and I wish I was treated with more humanity

[erevshelshoshanim]

Thin people can reblog this btw

[neopetsuser-deactivated20210119]

they wont tho lmao

[autistic-multiple]

I hate this whole crap about "autism comes from the gut" or whatever. **I say this as a semi-verbal, "why's that adult flapping and wandering in Walmart?!" autistic person

Am I very sensitive to any discomfort in my stomach/intestines? Yes I am.

Does this sensitivity mean that sometimes I can become overstimulated by this discomfort, even with no other stressful input? Yes, sometimes.

Heck, a loud room and a pain in my "gut" is sometimes enough to make me sweaty and need to leave the room.

Not all autistic people experience this particular thing. But even if we did, we don't need endless supplements or enemas or ABA or spankings- we need compassion. Even if you can't understand us, understand that we aren't being difficult, the world is difficult for us!

If you are overwhelmed by your autistic child, an older autistic person may be able to offer insight.

[valtsv]

there are two types of pet owners:

1. my baby!!! my fucking cinammon apple!!!!!!!

2. naughty boy. ugly. stinky bastard man.

[valtsv]

pet owners tag yourselves