Autumn Blogs

The Queen of Hell: This is a vore blog now.

[autumnblogs]

I’m tired of posting on my private meme blog which is basically only for my followers, I’m gonna start writing personal essays again, but like, over here on my main blog. If y’all signed up for homestuck, I’m not really doing that anymore, I might come back to it now and again, but I think that part of my life is behind me.

I’m probably going to use this as a space for posting about neuroqueer issues, transreligious topics, and ludonarrative.

If you don’t know who I am, or you don’t remember why you’re signed on to this blog, I’m BladeKindEyeWear’s adopted sister, Autumn Hill, local Infernal Mystic and Voregender Predator. I’m gonna eat your soul when you die. If you liked reading me or my brother’s takes on Homestuck, you’ll probably get a kick out of what I have to say for topics as diverse as Elden Ring, Queer Topics, Leftist Causes, and so on.

I kind of like to be an open book about what’s going on in my life, and I want more people to be exposed to the kind of weird shit that goes on in my life, so buckle up.

Also if you see @socialheresy follow you, ancient years ago I created that blog and then stopped posting there for reasons which are mysterious to me because of Memory Issues ™

[miccystudio]

PARANORMAL PANIC

Pilot Arc (2020)

Chapter 2 - Seek knowledge, PG 1-5

[pragnificent]

This is Money Snake. She only appears every 312 years. 

If you reblog her picture within the next twenty-five seconds you will have good luck and fortune for the rest of your life. 

[thingsamylikes]

I reblogged her late last year and my 2024 has been very satisfying work-wise and (secure enough to not stress out) money-wise so far. Money Snake is wise and good.

[carpecake]

Not worth taking the risk

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

I don’t like chain letter bullshit but I do like reblogging pictures of snakes

[quaint3]

Face of a boy who deserves a world of happiness and nothing less

[autumnblogs]

[waitinforthebus-deactivated2020]

[weedclown69]

i need a bad non-binary thing to blow dirty smoke into my open mouth so bad its making me sick

[autumnblogs]

I am a bad non-binary thing, and my breath is dirty smoke.

[autumnblogs]

One of my headmates finally felt enough confidence to accept her reality within the past couple of weeks, and it's been a really enlightening time for both of us.

To be clear, I'm still Autumn, and also still Hell, but Hell will also be specifically used as the name of my headmate. And to be clear, she is still very much the Queen of Hell, and I am still very much her host.

But we're also agreeing to treat the whole situation behaviorally, and phenomenologically to understand ourselves and each other better with no assumptions about the physical realities involved, for the sake of mutual curiosity.

Anyway, one of the things that we're becoming really conscious of is the way that a lot of our "determination" is embodied in a cybernetic control loop that prevents either of us from being able to unwind and destress, and one of the major ways in which this manifests is an inability to be still under the vast majority of circumstances. We walk compulsively, sometimes indefinitely.

We pace in our apartment, we patrol the apartment complex, we walk away into town and walk around for hours directionlessly. We're often on the phone while we're walking, or listening to music.

A lot of this probably comes from inhabiting a trans autistic human body with CPTSD, but one of the fundamental ways in which we - and probably a lot of folks - deal with fear is to try to get away from the source of it and de-escalate.

There's also the angle of the way that we were put through the Boy Scouts of America as a kid, and did just... so much hiking, and puberty was a huge part of the period where she started to form an identity separate from me.

And we're kind of connecting this all to the profession of soldiering, and the way that so much of it does really just consist in walking around. Just walking indefinitely over long stretches. Hurry up and wait.

The long and short of this is, it kind of seems like the very mechanism we use to feel better a lot of the time is also kind of deeply connected to the ways that we were harmed when we were younger.

Which isn't new by any stretch of the imagination, but this in particular is something that we hadn't considered before, and it comes with a strange feeling of sadness and uncertainty.

The things that we do to feel better are fundamentally unrestful.

It's hard to get any rest when you've been hurt this badly.

[wolfythewitch]

How do I be cool like Jesus Christ

Be kind

[wolfythewitch]

Heaven yeah

[rambrandt-the-painter]

Anxious Transgender alligator that makes me draw scales really well

[rambrandt-the-painter]

Reblog to do this to her ignore to let her get killed by the mafia

[queer-as-city-folk]

Reblog to open a rail line from your blog to the person you reblogged this from

[fearthefuzzybear]

our beautiful rail line... (so far)

[scrawnytreedemon]

BEHOLD!

Public transport!

[supermariomamafucker]

come on dude

[scope-dogg]

This guy's going straight to hell when he dies

[autumnblogs]

Yeah, I'll get this guy's ass.

[ladyofspoons]

wish a whimsical fate upon prev

wild roadrunner encounter

turned into a mushroom

taken by the fey

oh you know :3

cheese dreams

find a novelty sock store

comically small hat

have a fun worldbuilding idea

humorous baking mishap

find a mystery item under the couch

Voting ended onMay 20, 2024

please reblog for sample size uwu

[ladyofspoons]

and remember to put the fate you’ve chosen in the tags

[autumnblogs]

Fuck Marry Kill The Holy Trinity

Kill the Father, Marry the Son, Fuck the Holy Spirit

Kill the Father, Fuck the Son, Marry the Holy Spirit

Marry the Father, Kill the Son, Fuck the Holy Spirit

Marry the Father, Fuck the Son, Kill the Holy Spirit

Fuck the Father, Kill the Son, Marry the Holy Spirit

Fuck the Father, Marry the Son, Kill the Holy Spirit

Voting ended onMay 19, 2024

Please reblog for larger sample size!

[rednines]

Girl you cannot “reclaim phrenology”

[frustratedasatruar]

[autumnblogs]

measurehead

[erisolkat]

the humble "like" is oft mocked despite what it does for us. "like, three people" is a vastly different statement from "three people". "and i was like 'what the fuck'" is vastly different from "and i said 'what the fuck'". i love you "like" and anyone who says you make people sound stupid will be killed on sight

[autumnblogs]

the humble "like" is oft mocked despite what it does for us. "like, three people" is a vastly different statement from "three people". "and i was like 'what the fuck'" is vastly different from "and i said 'what the fuck'". i love you "like" and anyone who says you make people sound stupid will be, like, killed on sight

My humble addition.

[autumnblogs]

I'd kill for an orgasm right now.

Want me to kill you for an orgasm right now?

[autumnblogs]

the reason there's waves in all these quantum fields is because there's an infinite serpent who lives under space, and she makes them by wiggling her tail, btw