chronic catharsis

carina. they/she. 29. unfiltered narrative of life with dynamic disabilities.

[obscurecurse]

Seasonal Variation of Polyphenols and Pigments in Ginkgo (Ginkgo biloba L.) Leaves [x]

[dreamstars]

[hollowboobtheory]

not enough people understand that disability benefits are basically what it would look like if you turned "if you're too sick for school you're too sick for video games" into an official public policy

[thatdiabolicalfeminist]

"If you're too sick to work, you're too sick to need rent money."

[wordfather]

stood up too fast and now im experiencing horrors beyond my comprehension

[unofficial-sean]

a shortcut to floor time

[bestfriendthefloor]

Feeling anxious and full of dread

Oh, look: My control is decaying.

I try to hold on, but it slips

away; now it seems

it never existed at all.

Listen, listen,

Keep listening

listening, (I am nowhere)

never-ending analysis of destruction.

cburgher

[weltenwellen]

Mary Oliver, from “I Worried”, Devotions

[bestfriendthefloor]

Feeling anxious and full of dread

Oh, look: My control is decaying.

I try to hold on, but it slips

away; now it seems

it never existed at all.

Listen, listen,

Keep listening

listening, (I am nowhere)

never-ending analysis of destruction.

cburgher

[bestfriendthefloor]

Sunflower Sunrise Sticker by colormecarina

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[metamorphesque]

L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables

[pansylair]

YOU FORGET HOW TO CRY AND HOLD IT DEEP IN YOUR CHEST 

[vewn]

[primulaceas]

Mary Oliver, “Dogfish.” Dream Work

[bestfriendthefloor]

intuition

the mind evolved in the sea/ but like the stars/ intuition is primal. // we need to see the water/ to be reminded// that we are points in time—/ stars on a trajectory/ that we can redirect/ and change.

[girl-enraged]

sometimes i don’t really exist.

sometimes i exist quite painfully.

[bestfriendthefloor]

[ghost-sketchbook]

[bestfriendthefloor]

resilience is:

to escape the sensation of being locked in

of feeling small in a giant ocean

immersed in space and silence,

the essential reverberate.

I can rise.