The Piano Man

𝕳𝖔𝖜 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖆 𝖒𝖆𝖓 𝖔𝖋 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖈𝖎𝖔𝖚𝖘𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖕𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖍𝖎𝖒𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋 -F. Dostoevsky

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Welcome to the socially awkward dead vampires extremely personal blog ;)

☆ Rantblr ☆ Studyblr ☆ writeblr☆

ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀ ᴋᴀꜰᴋᴀ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜᴍᴘ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜᴏʀᴇ

ɴɪʜɪʟɪꜱᴛ, ꜱᴄᴏʀᴘɪᴏ, ɪɴᴛᴊ, ꜱʟʏᴛʜᴇʀɪɴ, ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ ᴏꜱᴀᴍᴜ ᴋɪɴ ;)

, Classic Literature

, 50s and 70s rock

, The Marauders

, Indie Films

, Genshin Impact

@@norexiic, Insomniac, BPD, commitment issues

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If I am the village ,you are the electricity that has been supplied to my area to keep the environment surrounding the village tolerable and livelier. Even if you ,as electricity are more suitable for the city ,the village still highly loves ur presence. Because you make the village livelier . People love the village when you're here. Yet without your absence,dear electricity the village feels ancient and old . The night times are dark and theres nothing to cool down the village in times of scorching heat aka depression.You prefer to be supplied to the city more ,as that's ur area of familiarity. But you have no idea how much you are required for the village to maintain the sanity of it. City's used to you ,but your presence alone is enough for the village to lighten up . You are the villages sublime

When electricity is cut off from ,the village undergoes absolute depression ..and waits for ur return..

So come electricity,adorn the village..

However shall I adorn the village if it keeps on hiding behind it's serene and secretive woods of mystery.

Electricity is brought by the hands on the villagers, it cannot walk on it's own.

Because if I do not see the dark village, how can I walk towards the path to light it up?

Electricity is alone and helpless without the help to bring itself out, it cannot help itself or who it needs without the help.

Because maybe if it was brought to it, it will light the village up.

Also, happy pride month

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Appearently im scamming peoople ? TT dude this is so surreal, any suggestions?

smeone reported me for scamming WHAT its so funny help, moots, imma open another acc if this gets flagged, its just memories nothing more, we lose diaries all the time

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He's so pretty

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Me omw to read All The Young Dudes again because life's been too "Dark" and not enough "Academia" lately.

If it's gonna be Dark it better be Dark Academia

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"Goodbye Feofan"

"Goodbye Zandik"

They always use the Academic-old-man-we're-worse-than eachother-doomed-yaoi-but-not-really -homoerotic-formula on all of my favourite media and I EAT IT UP every time

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My chemistry notes somehow turned into a dottore scribble because HOYO HAD NO JOB MAKING THIS VILE MAN THIS FINE

(Look at his lil smirk as he gets ready to destroy the world doing his little magical girl transformation)

P.s. I really need to learn drawing with pencils TT it's really hard to get anatomy right with pen only ++AND HOW DID HE GET A MODEL UPGRADE BEFORE DELUC

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Reblogging because DAMN THE 6.6 ARCHON QUEST.

Goodbye Zandik, I'm glad that I've met you , because however fictional you are, your story has had a great impact on me. Honestly, I'm glad the first villain I met in genshin as a pretty late player was such a complex one.

(also because I wanna draw his new boss form too, bro really got *+princess treatment*+ from the devs)

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Cut my hair like this mf because therapy is expensive

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I'm thinking about creating a community called 'lesbians for makima' or something, because I didn't find any that interested me :/

I hope I can transfer admin in the future if I maybe can't manage it anymore. I've never created a community or done anything like it.

It would be mostly to psychoanalyse and reblog art of Makima honestly. I didn't even watch Chainsaw Man yet, but I find her so interesting.

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You're on the exact same page as I was before starting to watch Chainsaw Man...kinda still there ngl XDXD

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I stopped talking to see when they'll realise

I was sure that they'll come up to me, ask me if I'm mad or demand an explanation

I was worried thinking answers

But it was all for nothing

Because they still haven't noticed

[blue-cat-ether]

As the hours pass

I will let you know

That I need to ask

Before I'm alone

How it feels to rest

On your patient lips

To eternal bliss

I'm so glad to know

yay I missed you.

I love your poetry's ,this Tumblr is my safe space and it's really nice to see nice things here :)

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I should've thought through listening to r/nosleep for the whole night straight to baptise my sleep away . I shouldn't have sacrificed a week worth of sleep for one night-

There's a creepy man under my bed, I just can't prove it-

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When I have towering assignments,study pOtIonS that I am terrible at , complete the unfinished lab report and write a letter to my junior congratulating her all on the same day while suffering my chronic physical ailments But then I realise it's a Remus Lupin reference. (I'm delusional)

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"You're just like your father."

Well mom, I'm SORRY that your HUSBAND acts like a teenager. I'm SORRY that he wakes up at 2AM everyday, I'm SORRY that he doesn't listen to ANYONE, I'm SORRY that he's as good as unemployed, I'm SORRY that he's picky with his food and sees problems in EVERYONE but himself.

I'm SO SO SORRY that you MARRIED A CHILD and cannot be bothered to RAISE ONE. I'm so sorry that the right of BEING A CHILD was taken from me.

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Just wanted to say that little poet anon, I do miss you a lot and I have that nasty habit of never showing affection back and if you are who I think you are, I've never known somebody like you either and probably never will.

That song does remind me of you everytime I hear it .

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Losing academic potential is the worst.

But, you've been doing great. all the best in your calc adventures.

Are you more of a venti or Kazuha

Your words of comfort means a lot to me :) even more that i know of your ownw struggles in academia ,because it makes me feel less alone. As much I'd love to say Kazuha, The answer is Venti (Plus he's my first ever 5 star and main XDXD) Because seeming shallow and fun from the outside all while carrying a deep sorrow and thoughtfullness, always preferring to do things from the background ,liking peace and believeing in freedom...it sounds preachy but I deeply relate to him and Furina the most in Genshin

But i can relate to Kazuha a lot too, especially as I grow up, i no longer care about my external-cheeriness as much ,I prefer to dwell wiwthin myself, feel to the core and use it to go forward. Being kind to others so no one feels as I did. Trying to always make up for the people I've lost. Before i started to play Genshin, his story was what moved me the most (my sister @princessnefer have been playing for a long time) but Venti was more of a slow burn.

Yeah I just relate to Anemo boys XD long reply, couldnt help myself :))) What about you?

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Hello Hello. Always happy to see someone else just as obsessed with math. Are you perhaps into physics too?

That aside, I just wanted to ask what your favourite field in math is... Well, if you have any.

Greetings :) I mostly love maths because it relaxes my mind, and ever since I was little, I liked measuring and organising everything with numbers. It's the INTJ in me I suppose.

Physics is more complicated, it's easy to score in. I don't really like applied physics it because I feel it's a bit repetitive, in academia ofcourse. Classic physics' is way more fascinating.

My favourite math field is Calculus because it really really quiets my mind down and it helps me predict things faster in real life.