Happiness is in Just Being

Hi! I'm Es | She/They | Old Autistic | Demipan | Mediocre SPN Fanworks | Ao3 | Fan Vids

[blueeyesblueties]

Intro: Hi! I'm Es. I'm a vector artist, which means I make infinitely scalable art out of math. Which is hilarious, because I am terrible at maths. I'm a jack of trades, master of nothing, and I like experimenting with lots of different styles... so you'll find my art can vary quite a bit. I re-watched Supernatural in 2025 and... here we are again! 😂

You may be asking yourself, what the heck is vector art? So, I made a process video to help explain! And also one in real time so you can see the actual struggle. 😂 There's more under #art process if that's your thing!

ALL of my creative works are 100% GenAI FREE. I've proudly never used it.

This is a Team Free Will loving, Castiel adoring, Destiel shipping, SPN fan works blog. Sometimes 18+ also, I swear a lot so, there's that.

Fan Art: Tumblr only; you can browse under #blueeyesblueties

Fan Fic: A03; I like to pretend I can write, because I enjoy it.

Fan Vids: Youtube; on extremely rare occasions, I make fan videos.

Faves: If you can't tell, I am smitten with Castiel... but I love Sam and Dean too. I also like Garth, Charlie, Rowena, Meg, Eileen, Claire and Crowley! Destiel is really the only ship I've ever felt quite this strongly about... but I have fuzzy feelings for Sam with Rowena or Eileen too.

Destiel Fic Recs: Es' Absolute Faves Collection

Maybe you need a laugh today? I tag posts I found funny with #buahahahaha <- tap/click for laughs

I endeavor to be a kind person, free of hate. I hope you find this to be a safe space. 💜

[trains-gengar]

see i'll always be on the side of "jimmy died when RAPHAEL exploded cas, not when lucifer did" bc 1) it frees my boy jimmy only like a couple weeks after the rapture and 2) it makes his burger obsession in my bloody valentine even funnier. he blames his behavior on a dead man.

[blueeyesblueties]

I do see... I kinda always thought Cas meant Jimmy as in, human, the human part of him, his body, his vessel was causing the cravings. Not that Jimmy was still in there with him.

Cas says, "It's my vessel-- Jimmy. His, uh, appetite for red meat has been touched by Famine's effect." I thought he was just saying Jimmy to clarify for Dean what he meant by 'my vessel'. That even without Jimmy's soul it in, the body he inhabits still remembers Jimmy's humanisms.

Which honestly, on deeper thought about this, opens a whole can of worms to explore how Cas experiences humanity being skewed to some of Jimmy's interpretations; desires, wants, needs, interests, kinda... everything. Now that could make some interesting fic!

[niceworkhuggybear]

Hello!! I love your art! It's a huge inspiration. I wanted to ask. Is your creature Dean like, a puppy dog version of a satyr? Is he a werewolf? A weredog? A hellhound? Either way, I love and adore him! please give the good boy some ear scratchies....dog creature Dean you're so dear to me 🥺 (please please will we see more of him in the future? please I'm a creature Dean yearner)

Hiii thank you!! 🫶 im afraid I dont have many answers about the Dog Dean. It's just a loose communal idea around Cas being a shepherd (goatherd?) and Dean being a herd guard dog. But there isn't real lore here, sometimes you just gotta follow your heart and simply draw a dog Dean ✊🐾

[corrupt-touch]

Dean and Cas spending hours late into the night just talking, Dean struggling to stay awake just to spend more time with Cas, but eventually stumbling into his room wishing this could be something more, while Cas sits quietly alone, thinking what he wants is something he can’t have

[mab-morrigan]

sorry, i need to go scream into the next available void.

[junesirius]

sorry all the void is taken, we're all screaming there

[autistobrat]

I’m lying face down on the floor. Reblog to join.

[blueeyesblueties]

The first portrait I did of Castiel. It's not perfect, but I love his hair.

I just found out I started this portrait on Sept 18th 2016 and I giggled.

Vector wire frame under the cut for funsies. ⬇️

This is an oldie, so it was done in Illustrator CS6 with blends. Just look at that mess!

[gendercensus]

The 2026 Gender Census is now open!

[ survey.gendercensus.com ]

The 13th annual international gender census, collecting information about the language we use to refer to ourselves and each other, is now open until 13th August 2026.

It’s short and easy, for most participants it takes 5 minutes or less.

After the survey is closed I’ll process the results and publish a spreadsheet of the data and a report summarising the main findings. Then anyone can use them for academic or business purposes, self-advocacy, tracking the popularity of language over time, and just feeling like we’re part of a huge and diverse community.

If you think you might have friends and followers who’d be interested, please do reblog this blog post, and share the survey URL by email or at AFK social groups or on other social networks. Every share is extremely helpful!

Survey URL: https://survey.gendercensus.com

The survey is open to anyone anywhere who speaks English and feels that the gender binary doesn’t fully describe their experience of themselves and their gender(s) or lack thereof.

Thank you so much!

[ Link to survey ]

PS: You can see some regularly-updated statistics about incoming data here, with lots of demography and graphs to peruse!

PPS: Image credits, bark and grass.

[2ear-tr9p]

Why so blue

[iwillneverwork]

Make yourself using this picrew and tag who you want!

@meadow-roses (Meadow!) @loftwingofcrimson (Lo!) @unknown-art-loverr (Lo friend!) You wanna join? :3

[presidentof-wokestantinople]

Here's my sona!

My hair are like a really dark brown so I did black as they appear like so from a distance.

I'm so happy they have a sunflower lanyard as I got mine in December.

The hair hid the bindi rahhhhh!

Tags (no pressure on you guys!)

@lilfantheonly @shitronic @bleedingdoe @cutieputie007

l'm genuinely ok with anybody joining!

[lilfantheonly]

ohoho here i ammm

The pins are because medic

I have big braces and I usually have a braid

@overjoyedstarzy

[overjoyedstarzy-reblog]

I change my style like every day but um ye i felt very cutesy today

@bluezzy08 @ayesha-s-shitposts

[vexter-the-comedian]

[ RAAHAHAH ME ^-^!!! ]

@sillygoobr64 @the-ace-ofhearts @st0l2s @mikerooksi @verygayshark @spindadots + other pplz :333

[knickknat]

@ihateeveyoneandeverything @thetyrannytranny @seka-is-nolixs-wife @dragons-teardrops @mutifandombitch @unofficialaziraphale @unbrexl @nightbloom001 @niktokof + Open

[dragons-teardrops]

i need to cut my hair tbh

@appleisoffline @fandomsfan1 +open tags I'm lazyy

[appleisoffline]

They didn’t have a dark brown that wasn’t red so I went with black lol

@moonprismpower456 @sk1nek0 and open tags idk

[sk1nek0]

Meee!!! Ty for the tag Apple!!

Tags~ @fallen-media @my-autism-feeds-on-robins @blueeyesblueties and open tags!!

[blueeyesblueties]

Thanks for the tag @sk1nek0! Yours looks fantastic. 😊 Here's my much more boring one...

No pressure tags: @underwhelmingalchemist @avy-reblogs @whoipretended2b @peachyhalloween @erynnis-hun @sirpompet @cubyk107 @golby-moon @hellion-cat

[angelofweirdness]

Yes. This is more of kinda-true-form-but-not-really Cas. I am kinda obssessed with them, don't blame me.

[galaxystiel]

Falling down Now the world is upside down I’m heading straight for the clouds

Supernatural Song Creations Challenge | galaxystiel ↳ Prompt: Angels + Falling Down (Muse)

[2ear-tr9p]

Drawing with 0 plan just hope

[rawwwka]

now that you've jumped and set me free now that I know what love can be all that I want is you with me that’s all I want

[ Kingdom Come — What Love Can Be ]

[corrupt-touch]

“Cas, I told you that was our secret—you’re not supposed to just go around telling people that we do that together”

[angelofweirdness]

The second fanart I made for The Things We Learn to Live With.

Posting it to warn you that I am taking more time to read your asks and fics because I am participating in a Reverse Bang (for destiel) so that's consuming a lot of my time.

You all are being very kind on my ask box and I really apreciate it! Thanks to all the people that are reaching out!

[blueeyesblueties]

Just this wholly aesthetically pleasing shot of cinema today.

[tokein-wrote-fanfic]

i was looking back at screencaps and the show does it a lot. a call it teem "personal space" ;)

here are a few

[blueeyesblueties]

I'm not saying a certain pair are more often featured in each other's space and on the same plane of the shot but, just look...

[wolvenry]

if you’re feeling down, just remember that castiel is a cute drunk

who flirted with dean winchester