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@chefbuck
bubblegum bitch!
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I think my preferred Buddie dynamic is that Buck knows and is sick with it and repressing it. And Eddie doesn’t know until it hits him over the head and then he immediately does something about it.
Like Buck is doing 4D chess in his mind to not think about being in love with Eddie. But for Eddie, it will be some catalyst that causes every thing to suddenly snap into place and he has a that’s so raven style vision but it’s all flashbacks and him realizing he’s in love with Buck and then immediately finding Buck and confessing to him and kissing him and Buck is like wait what’s happening you’re straight and Eddie is like no I’m not and Buck is like when did that happen and Eddie said five seconds ago and now are you going to marry me or what
remember in season 3 when hen was like can u blame buck for crashing out what does he even have besides being a firefighter and bobby said he has us. and eddie took that to heart and brought chris over to buck's house to show him that he had people in his corner and reasons to get out of bed that weren't about firefighting. and then remember how after buck almost lost (in his eyes) the person that was EDDIE'S reason to get out of bed eddie brought him back to buck and was like btw we are gonna keep showing up for you no matter what and then six years later, after buck went through a traumatic ordeal on top of still being in deep in the trenches of grief, eddie and chris went over to buck's house to AGAIN show him that they would keep showing up for him no matter what. and even after buck tried to hide from them and isolate himself they DID show up, again, as if to say there is nothing that can ever drive us away from you, not even you
Eddie and Buck finally having their first kiss when Buck pulls back, “We shouldn’t do this.”
Confusion and hurt wash over Eddie’s face as Buck quickly continues, “We uh, we work at the same station! We need to report if anything’s happening between us. You know, chain of command.”
Eddie’s mouth ticks up as a breathy laugh leaves it, “Fuck chain of command,” he says pulling Buck back in.
chris is hanging out with buck while theo chases eddie around the backyard when chris asks why theo doesn’t call buck Dad.
“he has a dad,” buck tells him. “and a mom. just because they’re gone doesn’t mean i’m trying to replace them.”
chris considers that for a moment and says. “you’re his buck.”
“yeah,” buck agrees. chris tries to ignore the jealousy curdling in his chest.
“like you’re my buck.” he says, trying to sound casual.
“sort of,” buck hedges.
“oh.” chris nods. “because he’s actually your son and i’m…”
“i’m his guardian,” buck says. “you have your dad, so i’ve been able to be your friend. i can’t be his friend like that.”
and. chris wasn’t expecting that. he nods, only sort of understanding.
“i have to parent him, discipline him, make him brush his teeth every day,” buck continues, voice soft. “someone else will have to spoil him, go with him to the zoo, eat too much candy with him.” buck looks intently at chris, mouth crooked in a half smile.
“me?” chris whispers.
“who else?” buck replies. “you and your dad—i hope you’ll be theo’s best friend when i have to be his parent. i want you to be his buck.”
chris nods, throat tight. his dad is in the grass now, theo clambering on top of him in victory. the kid is all sunshine and relentless energy, like buck, and the jealousy in chris’ chest softens into recognition. “okay,” he says, glancing back at buck. “but if he makes a run for it at the zoo, it’s on you.”
buck grins and pulls chris into a hug—the lingering kind chris hasn’t allowed since he entered high school. chris doesn’t pull away.
“deal,” buck says with a bright smile. “besides, it’s your dad’s job to catch theo if he runs. eddie’s the fastest runner, after all.”
1x04 / 9x15
it’s go time
First day at the firehouse and this is how your new coworkers look at you.
tgirl eddie getting her ears pieced :)
yeah it's with a gun. she lives on the edge
This rec list is what it says on the tin: simply fics that I’ve re-read many times over for one reason or another. These are my go-to bedtime reads, my comfort fics, the stuff that’s likely to trigger the most intense writer’s envy but that I still can’t keep away from. Some of these I’ve read an embarrassing amount of times - you’ve probably read them at least once. Good thing they’re all so damn re-readable <3
Presented in alphabetical order sorted by author. Mind the full tags on AO3.
Rare Birds by @anactorya 5059 words, rated T
From the summary: Five times Bucky didn’t ask Sam out, and one time Sam beat him to it.
Why I love it in three words: Beautiful, canon-compliant pining.
without you i’m just another dorian gray by @cicaklah 4725 words, rated E
From the summary: Sam doesn’t want to be the kind of person who googles “does super soldier serum transmit through semen”, especially with everything he knows about government surveillance, but he also has to know.
Why I love it in three words: Unique, hilarious, hot.
Call Me By Your (Pet) Name by @elwenyere 6928 words, rated T
From the summary: “You got a list of the nicknames available to us lesser mortals?” Sam continued, staring straight ahead at the seat in front of him. “The ‘you’re not Steve Rogers, so don’t even think about it’ collection?” “Yeah, sure, there’s a list,” Bucky replied, pausing long enough to draw a pointed look from Sam. “Bucky,” he finished, gesturing broadly with his arm to convey the obviousness of the answer.
Why I love it in three words: The perfect fic.
rears its head by flowermasters 3282 words, rated E
From the summary: “Sam,” Bucky says, renewing his efforts to find his sweatpants, which of course must be buried at the bottom of the bag, “I’m not in the mood to be psychoanalyzed.”
“What you are,” Sam says, “is jealous.”
Why I love it in three words: Jealousy done right.
Like Soldiers Do by @glittercake 5 chapters, 14319 words, rated E
From the summary: Before they even started this thing, they agreed it wasn’t something anyone needed to know.
Why I love it in three words: Super-sexy mission fic.
too dangerous to fall by @starstrung 3466 words, rated E
From the summary: Bucky Barnes is a one-armed menace. He has murder eyes and no care for basic safety protocols. His jokes are terrible and his bad moods are worse. He’s a godawful roommate who leaves his wet towels on the floor and his combat knives in the linen cabinet. Sam can’t stand the sight of him.
Why I love it in three (four) words: UST through the roof
Stuck On You (You Suez, You Luez) by VillaKulla 10163 words, rated E
From the summary: Sam and Bucky’s mission was simple: stowaway on a ship suspected of weapons-smuggling in the Suez, gather enough intel to report back, and hop off again in Port Said.
Why I love it in three (four) words: My Sambucky gateway drug
Stumble in the Debris by wintergrey 8802 words, rated E
From the summary: Sam keeps his foot on the gas as he cuts through an intersection on the diagonal and out into a supermarket parking lot. Even the looters are gone now, nothing’s left behind but twisted carts, glittering safety glass, and ransacked cars. The near-black cloud cover above is mottled with red with light cast from fires burning into the night. Strings of purple and white lightning crawl from cloud to cloud, a low rumble of thunder brings a little hope for rain.
“Head for the I-66,” Bucky orders.
Why I love it in three words: Mesmerising golden oldie.
Do you have a dedicated tumblr blog for fandom/(topic), or do you say fuck it and post everything on one?
*yes, dedicated main blog(s) to topic
*Yes, dedicated side blog(s) to topic
*no, we ball, multi-fandom/topic blog
*Other? (elaborate)
Do you have a dedicated tumblr blog for fandom/(topic), or do you say fuck it and post everything on one?
yes, dedicated main blog(s) to topic
yes, dedicated side blog(s) to topic
no, we ball, multi-fandom/topic blog
other? (elaborate)
⋆⭒˚.⋆ why can’t it ever be enough?
happy pride eddie diaz ⋆.˚⭒
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buddie | season 8 | w/c: 5.5k
He thinks about it, and then he doesn’t think about it because there’s no time to think about it. And he’s only half thinking about it when they’re in the locker room at the end of shift, and he asks if Buck wants to do something that evening. And Buck, honest to God, says to him, “Ah, uh, I have a date.” It’s said with a head duck and a flutter of eyelashes, that thing Buck does a lot when he’s embarrassed or being coy that makes Eddie’s stomach swoop and plummet like a Tilt-A-Whirl. He sounds almost…sheepish. But Eddie’s not crazy. Buck and Tommy broke up not even three weeks ago, seriously, unless it was a madness-induced hallucination and not something that actually happened in real life. “Huh,” Eddie says. He doesn’t mean to say huh, but that’s what happens anyway.
Christopher has been in Texas for too long, and Buck gets back on the hamster wheel. Eddie considers some things.
read on ao3!
they really are edging us with the 2ddie one on one arent they. like. they keep giving us teeny tiny little increments. like oh yeah sure they can finally interact! but only through a phone. and then oh well now they're gonna have a scene onscreen together in the same frame! but wait they cant talk to each other in it yet. HELP 😩😩 give the people what they want!!!! let maddie and eddie share the screen and talk to each other face to face!!! just once thats all we're askinggggg!!!!
i am once again itching for more varied au fic in this fandom without the time or energy to devote to longfic so if i start posting disembodied Concepts just go with it just let me do my thing....
anyways Eddie Diaz with Felicia-Hardy-esque bad luck powers that manipulate the luck of the people around him, except he doesn't know about it until he's an adult and doesn't know how to control them until much later than that so he spends his childhood and young adulthood looking at his father's flights home always getting delayed and his mother's garden always dying and his girlfriend getting pregnant and their wedding getting rained out and there being complications with the birth of his son and his helicopter going down etc etc watching everyone around him suffer and just having to watch it happen and always carrying this sense of fault without knowing why it's such a loud guilt and--
it's not until he's holding Shannon's hand while she's dying right in front of him-- while she should be dying right in front of him-- that he notices the surge of tingling energy in his blood that he recognizes but has never been able to put a pattern to until now in this immense moment of feeling and he doesn't-- it's not that he saves her. he can't fix her injuries or keep her heart beating, but it's like breathing, how naturally a flood of something comes out of him.
they intubate her and he's crying in the ambulance and it's all just spilling, spilling, spilling out of him and into the street and there's a little trail of bad luck left in his wake-- a road full of commuters stopped in their tracks by a malfunctioning traffic light, a fender bender blocking just enough of an intersection for them to zip past without having to slow down, the just-right ER doctor calling time of death on a patient just in time for them to pull into the bay and get her the help she needs faster than she ever could have without it.
and she's never going to get around without a collection of mobility aids again and she's going to be in the hospital for a while but Shannon is alive and that changes everything because Eddie still doesn't know what precisely happened but Shannon felt it as it was wrapping her up in a protective shield and she knows that he did something even if she doesn't know what and one day when Chris has dozed off by her bedside and they're murmuring over his head she tells him: I swear, Eddie, look at all the pieces. It's like a black cat was lighting my way to getting saved.
so Eddie 'the universe doesn't scream' Diaz has to do some tests before he believes that but once he does? well, then Eddie 'guilt complex' Diaz has to contend with the fact that he may sometimes have the option to save his own loved ones some suffering by dropping misfortune into the laps of strangers and, more than that, he has to contend with the fact that sometimes he really, really doesn't even feel all that guilty about it.
Maddie and Chim survive Doug Kendall.
Buck and Chris make it out of a tsunami alive.
Hen and Karen get the chance to see that Nia's birth mother is safe and loving.
he can't fix everything and he doesn't get much say in how when he does, but he makes trades and he keeps them all together and upright as much as he possibly can.
which is all to say that one day he's standing in the street with his best friend on a sunny Los Angeles day and there's a hum of energy zipping around him-- the only signal he gets that his window for dipping into his power is opening to let him help before the hurt can even hit-- and that's the day he realizes that, if he's desperate, the person he can redirect the bad luck towards can be himself.
