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Deprecating my socials

hey. was thnking a lot about my entire me on social media situation and came to a conclusion i never really liked nor enjoyed to use them. i'm probably simply not a kind of person to do this genre of thing? i have IRL friends, ways of contacting other people in my life who matter to me (misc chats). other than that, what is social media for? being discovered and interacted with by strangers? very much not my type of thing i like when people read my writing, sure, but in my entire life i never had someone casually stumble upon my things, read them, and told me about it, so social media don't work here for me either; it seems like i don't know how to efficiently self-promote; but also i don't even want to. why bother? these days i'm mostly creating for myself and for people who i can sit with IRL and read them what i wrote, anything beyond that i honestly don't care that much about

so yeah. it was nice to hand in there looking what people do with this cool place and screaming into the void from time to time. but for now i'd rather return to keeping my focus on my little bubble instead of the entire world (which, by the way, is incredibly tiring). at least for some time. we'll see how things go in the future :D

although i'm probably not going to delete this page, i guess my principles to not lose information are just too strong xD

artphobos

deadonrip

I need. To find. Weird. Friends.

codexarchonic

hii :D

i tried to sign your guestbook but it seems atabook's down! but i wanted to say your website is rly rly cool and i would love to be website buddies ^^

foone

She wraps the leash around her hand and pulls me up to her.

"you know, it's really amazing how easy it is to mistake you for a human. From a distance, I mean. Once you're up close *she pulls me closer* the illusion is shattered, and it's obvious what you really are."

pavlovsbimbo

At a kink party recently, and someone said "aww are you pretending to be a person?"

She ran her fingers through my hair and said "that must be so tiring, you don't need to pretend anymore."

codexarchonic

"pretending to be a person" describes most of my life quite fittingly now that i think about it

automatonwithautonomy

actually fucking tragic more people don't know about infinity train, the animated kids show that aired on cartoon network, where the season two transgender allegory protagonist straight up brutally murders a cop onscreen.

glowcowboy

does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

its-your-mind

the reblog map is all of us holding hands btw

beautifulterriblequeen

We are each other's night sky. No one is alone here.

dear-ao3

night sky continues to get brighter. theres always people here for you

creatureintheaffinicompact

as much as the kink part of being florted is hot, it will never compare to the sheer fantasy of being taken care of without expectations. i keep fantasizing about it, the idea of being cared for and loved despite my disorders. that world where i can be taken in and helped, to have my owner wash me and cuddle me after, the absolute sensation that i will never have to worry about being abandoned again echoing in her biorythm. to finally feel safe enough to be weak, to be vulnerable and know that it wont get me hurt, to bare my soul to someone with the awareness that they will love what lies within.

to me being owned just means being loved for the simple reason of existing

anneofgreengaybles

I am fucking BEGGING people to stop treating the EOs like they’re foregone conclusions because they aren’t but they fucking WILL be if people keep quote tweeting news articles and adding quotes from fucking handmaids tale!!!!!!!!! like ENOUGH of that garbage!!!!!!!!! because like I get it!!!!!! it sucks!!!!!!! It’s scary!!!!!!! It’s all extremely bad!!!!!!!!! It’s illegal and unconstitutional and racist and transphobic and xenophobic and dangerous to national security and dehumanizing and deeply deeply cruel and all the rest of it!!!!! but you need to NAME it as that and then FIGHT back against it!!!!!! And I’m SO TIRED of people saying “well we can’t, what do we even dooooooooo, it’s too haaaaaaaaaaaard” like idk, lots of things bitch!!!!!! Are there grassroots organizations in your community? Are there protests happening? Can you write your reps? Do you have money to donate anywhere? Are there places that support vulnerable communities where you can volunteer? Get the fuck out there and find a place where you can help, and if you’re not going to do that then you quite literally need to shut your fucking mouth about how we’re all doomed because although you may be happy to seal your own casket I will not be joining in, thanks!!!!!! Like GODDAMN!!!!!!!!!!

anneofgreengaybles

like I have straight up seen people say shit like “I can’t believe the department of education is gone 😢” and MEAN IT!!!!!!!! when it is NOT!!!!!!! it DECIDEDLY is not!!!!!!!!! AND IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE!!!!!!!

(like even putting aside that it’s actually a very unpopular position, only congress can get rid of it and that would require a supermajority aka multiple democrats would have to vote in favor, which will almost certainly not happen, and I can already hear some of y’all jamokes being like “he’s just going to do whatever he wants, you’re sooooooo dumb to think anyone can stop him, you’re so naive, democracy is dead” and like I MEAN YEAH IF WE ACT THAT WAY IT SURE AS FUCK MAKES IT MUCH EASIER FOR HIM TO DO THOSE THINGS.)

to use an example from history: like do you genuinely think the Act Up movement really thought Reagan was going to change his position on AIDS???? I doubt it!!!!!! They stood up and took action and took to the streets and made themselves seen and heard to make it that much fucking harder for people to look away from what was happening

AND AGAIN i can hear some of y’all about to be like “okay but lots of people DIED during the AIDS crisis you know, and so many people won’t survive this too!!!!!” as if that’s a reason to not fight, as if accepting defeat is somehow noble, as if the greatest way to honor people who’ve died at the hands of tyranny isn’t fighting back relentlessly against that tyranny, battered and bruised and spitting blood onto the ground and still standing back up for more

anneofgreengaybles

WASHINGTON—A mass protest, which grew in just over an hour from one hundred people to thousands stretching over three city blocks in downtow

This is the exact way should all be responding, like we’re mad as hell and not gonna take it anymore. As people have pointed out in the notes, a major pillar of fascism is obedience in advance. Do not fucking let them do what they’re trying to do without fighting tooth and nail against it