Creative Autistic

I’m Levi; 23, he/him.I'm a pagan writer who lives for people being free and being themselves. I'll stand up for the Pledge when "liberty and justice for all" becomes true.

[tony-hawks-prole-skater-2]

[xxrie]

That’s why you should never accept the excuse “Well it was a different time.” They knew it was wrong. They always knew.

[actuallyminapaige]

my truth is that i think badger and skinny pete from breaking bad are gay and in love but jesse just didn’t notice

[prokopetz]

Seeing people decide to watch Breaking Bad based on the Tumblr memes is especially funny when they do it specifically for the memes about Jesse, because... well, let's put it this way. Aaron Paul, the guy who played Jesse, was nominated for a Primetime Emmy award for best supporting actor in a drama series for his work on Breaking Bad on five separate occasions, including twice in one season, and won three of those nominations. He was the first person ever to win that award three times for the same role. Like, Jesse's storyline is so viscerally unpleasant that it set industry records.

[practicallyoblivious-blog]

[shinethewaythrough]

This rapid slide from attempted machismo to sweet tender feelings is what happened to the show, too.

[everyday-cutephoto]

[ailithnight]

This is a worm? Or perhaps some sort of slug?

[marlynnofmany]

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[unyieldingsilence]

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[blackpyrefly]

early to bed and early to rise leaves a man so fucked up that he dies

[titleknown]

Blogging this tweet because this explains SO MUCH about the mindset of pretty much all the folks I’ve known who’re against single-payer, it’s not even funny…

[hopesterling]

This….

This never occurred to me. Not once. That Americans are against Health Care because they think it actually costs tens of thousands of dollars for a broken arm, hundreds of thousands for a complicated birth, millions for cancer treatment.

Because they’ve never known anything different. The idea that a broken arm is only a couple hundred bucks; a complicated birth a couple thousand; cancer treatment only tens of thousands; all easily covered by existing tax structures.

[withasmoothroundstone]

This explains a lot.  And it’s a good example of what I was talking about in my post on scarcity being used to prop up ableism – always question the idea that a resource is genuinely scarce.  Even if it seems obvious that it is, quite often that’s the result of careful manipulation and misconceptions that you’re not even aware of.  

And never think you’re too smart to be fooled by that kind of thing, it doesn’t work like that.  Similarly, don’t think people who are fooled by something are stupid.  Nobody can have all the information about everything, and nobody has the time and energy to investigate and put together conscious conclusions about every piece of information they’re given.  It doesn’t take being stupid, or even just gullible, to believe something like this.

[lizardtitties]

I currently live in a country without free medical care and still, it’s enormously cheap compared to the USA. An American expat wrote a piece for our English language paper about how she paid more for parking at the hospital than giving birth to her baby that’s pretty interesting:

https://grapevine.is/mag/articles/2016/01/06/healthcare-in-iceland-vs-the-us-weve-got-it-so-good/

[thebibliosphere]

Yesterday I had to go to the hospital cause I injured my eye, I’m frankly dreading what the bill is going to be, but what made me balk was being told in the pharmacy that my insurance was denied for the antibiotic eye drops and it’d be over $100 out of pocket. So I didn’t get my eyedrops.

I’ve had these same drops before living in the UK. They cost me seven GBP.

It’s the exact same drug, same steroid, same strain of antibiotic. But somehow the US gets away with charging $100 for a generic non brand version of a drug which is easy to create and widely used. It’s downright robbery, but also a form of eugenics through poverty and class warfare. You keep the poor poor by making sure basic necessities remain unattainable and then you make it seem like the norm so no one fights it.

The rest of the world is not like this.

Eat the rich. Resist.

[dyannehs]

When I was travelling in Germany once, I seriously hurt my ankle. In a few hours, it had swollen to twice its size, and I went to a little ER in a tiny town. I spoke no German and only one nurse spoke English. They ran an X-ray and an MRI to determine what had happened (turned out I had bruised my peroneus brevis muscle and pulled the tendon), gave me a ton of very regulated meds for the pain and swelling, including some supports so I could walk…and my poor little 22-year-old ass was sat there, knowing all of this would cost thousands, if not tens of thousands, back in the US. I was shaking.

I’m in the exam room, post diagnosis and with pill bottles in hand, and in walks the one nurse I’ve been able to speak to the entire time. She pats my hand and tells me (and this is verbatim—I will never forget this conversation as long as I live), “I’m so sorry. We had to run those tests, and they are expensive. You don’t have insurance so you will have to cover the full cost.”

I start crying.

She continues, softly, as if telling me someone has died, “It’s going to be three hundred.”

I start sobbing, certain I’ve misheard, certain that I would be absolutely fucked, broke and going into debt in a foreign country. “Thousand?” I clarify.

Her entire demeanor changed, and she looked at me as if I had sprouted four extra heads. “No,” she says, “euros.”

That moment radicalised me.

[queern-bn]

My family got charged several thousand dollars for a late-night trip to the ER when I was a kid after an oops at home resulted in a large cut that needed almost 40 sutures. We lived in the US at the time.

Now we live in Canada. Last year my leg got rolled over by one of the front tires on a pickup truck. I spent 3 weeks in hospital, had 3 surgeries, one of which included skin grafting to cover the half of my leg that was degloved in my accident. I had IV antibiotics 4 times a day, I had physiotherapy daily, I was on a lot of meds for pain and having complex wound dressings changed every day. After all that, I had a home care nurse visit me every 1-2 days for 6 weeks to help with my wound care. The greatest expense to us as a family for the amazing care I received was my parents and husband using the parkade next to the hospital, which was like $13 a day. If we’d lived in the US, that injury absolutely could have bankrupted us.

[cranquis]

This information needs to be part of the US med school curriculum.

[beaniebaneenie]

I remember the moment that radicalized me.

I went to the UK for graduate school, and being there for that long meant I had to buy insurance for the duration. 18 months was something like £800 (this was in the early 2010’s). I, being American, figured “oh ok, that’s the premium and if I need serious medical care, I’ll get charged deductibles and all other kinds of fees at the time of care), because that’s how it works here.

Some time in the early part of that winter, I got incredibly sick. I’m immunocompromised, so sometimes that happens. But being a broke ass grad student in a foreign country, and dealing with unrelated financial abuse from family members, I figured I couldn’t afford going to the hospital. I figured I’d go to their version of Walgreen’s (Superdrug, and yes that is really that store’s name, load up on cough drops, some OTC meds, and try to ride it out as best I could.

One of my friends in my program came over to check on me and offer help. When she got to my room and saw how sick I was, she asked why I hadn’t gone to hospital. I was near tears and said I couldn’t afford it.

This is when I suspect my friend knew she was dealing with an American who was ignorant of how socialized healthcare actually worked, and realized that I couldn’t really be reasoned with. So she said, “I’ll pay for it- let’s go.”

Off we went to hospital, my friend did the talking bc my voice was so shot. The receptionist said, “as you don’t have an appointment, you may need to wait quite a bit.” I heard that and figured 5+ hours was at least what I was in for.

23 minutes later, my name was called.

My friend went back with me, bc I was pretty out of it. The nurse leading us back apologized for the “huge wait” because having a sick patient wait “nearly half an hour just for medical care” was unacceptable. I was stunned.

The nurse and doc asked some questions, looked at the medical records I had on my phone (bc I was a foreigner with very little medical history in the country), did a few rapid tests. The whole time, I’m seeing an old-timey calculator ringing up charges and freaking out… even though my friend said she’d pay, I was so conditioned to believe this would cost a fortune.

About 30 mins later, the rapid tests confirm I have both bronchitis and pneumonia. Doc writes me a prescription for some serious heavy-duty meds. My American ass is thinking, “ok, so now I go home, wait for 4 days for the pharmacy to fill it, then go get it.” The doc tells me that there’s a pharmacy counter on the way out, and I can stop there to collect the meds before heading home.

I’m skeptical but thank him. My friend gets me to the pharmacy counter. I give my name and hand over the paper, fully expecting to be told that it’ll take days to fill. The pharmacist turns around, pulls a bag off the shelf, hands it to me. Because my meds were already filled and waiting.

Me: you had them already?

Pharmacist: of course- there’d be no point in sending you home without medication, that’s why you came here. To get medical help.

Me: that’s so fast? (I am very confused)

Pharmacist: well, we expect people to have these illnesses at a higher rate this time of year, so we do our best to stock up on our end.

Me: that’s so nice? Also, what do I owe you?

Pharm: sorry, love?

Me: what do I owe you? For the medication? And the visit. All of it, how much do I need to pay?

Chat, her whole fact changed. She realized I didn’t just sound funny because I was in respiratory distress. I had an American accent. She reached over and patted my hand.

“Love, that’s what the health insurance is meant to be for. You’ve already paid for this. We’re not taking extra money off you, we don’t do that here.”

The entire visit was less than 2 hours, absolutely free, and everyone worked to be as efficient as possible in the goal of providing comprehensive healthcare for me, the patient.

Once I got home with the meds, I did actually recover pretty well (and relatively quickly, as far as I’m concerned). I talked to the friend after, and she admitted that she knew it was going to be free, but that I wouldn’t or couldn’t understand that in the brain fog of serious illness, so she said what she had to in order to get my stubborn (and terrified of bankruptcy) ass to the doctor.

That’s what healthcare should be. A goal of providing comprehensive and compassionate care to your patients, being well-staffed enough that no one waits for hours, anticipating medication needs, ensuring that patients leave with the medical care they sought- and that they’re not afraid to seek it, because they know medical care won’t make them homeless.

[elodieunderglass]

I love that friend in the story. Yep. Absolutely. She’ll pay for it.

[jv]

What no one tells the USians is that in the countries where we get free healthcare, you can usually also get private insurance. Usually from the same companies that offer it in the US.

Here is Spain is basically a parallel health system: they have their own hospitals, their own medical centers. Private insurance is often offered by companies as a perk.

In my experience the private system is a bit less trustworthy than the public system, but it’s ok when you want to do some tests and not have to wait to get an appointment, or for example, things that are not that well covered in the public system (getting an official ADHD diagnosis in the public system can take a long long time, etc).

But here is the catch. I’ve just gone to Cigna’s website and entered my family data. This is how much it cost to get full coverage for a family of four with Cigna in Spain:

180€ / month, for the four of us. Not 180€ each, 180€ total.

And here’s the second catch: the concept of deductible doesn’t exist here. When you get private insurance, your deductible is always 0, you never pay a single euro for visits, tests, anything.

This is the same Cigna that works in the US. No one forces them to be in Spain, if they are here is because they make money insuring 4 people, no deductibles, full coverage, for 180 bucks a month.

[e17omm]

I’ve done surgeries like, 3 or 4 times and I dont think it has cost my family more than 200$. Maybe a little above, but definitely not over 300$. (Not counting medication)

I take out meds like, every 2-3 months and they cost between 20$ to 80$, depending on what time of year it is due to high-cost protection. If I spend more than 300$ on medication in a year, it’ll be free. Of course I cant hoard it, I cant grab as much as I want, but it gets cheaper over the course of the year until the high-cost protection resets.

Seeing Americans be used to 10,000$+ medical bills is pure insanity to me.

[peckedpolaris]

regulus will say 'so i fucked up a bit' and sirius will have to brace himself for something like 'i wore mixed metals in public' or 'i actively killed someone' and there is never anything in between

[peckedpolaris]

when describing his brother, sirius will always explain that regulus talks a lot. he always has opinions or stories. he likes to talk about his day, things he saw, anywhere from bugs and rocks to things he accidentally eavesdropped on (sometimes ppl forget he's in the room).

even before regulus arrives at hogwarts, a year or two later, all of gryffindor and sirius' friends outside of gryffindor know, that regulus black likes to chat

however, when regulus black arrives at hogwarts the most he says is a polite 'fine, and you?' when someone asks how he is, other than when responding to professors. even his greetings tend to be just nods.

sirius, however, maintains that regulus is SUPER chatty. and actually just the other day he was telling him about how snyde is is cheating on his gf, who's craggy's sister which has led them---as in snyde and craggy the brother---to have fight in the common room

but again throughout hogwarts, regulus maintains his quiet persona so ppl have no clue wtf he's talking about

other than remus of course, who once was in the hospital wing when regulus was as well (minor quidditch incident) and when sirius came to visit them, regulus excitedly told him, in detail, about this one quidditch move he'd been wanting to do, his practice of it, how avery said he couldn't, and how he managed this really difficult move, despite getting hurt; and did sirius know the move was invented in 1807 by a french player? and it then became a signature move for that team for years to come, until of course, another french player invented a different move which took over, not to say the first one died out, but became less popular---

and of course, peter, who once decided to head off towards the kitchen for a snack and walked in just as regulus was in the middle of explaining about how mulciber was getting high secretly, but was using muggle methods, and was too ashamed to let anyone know---as they used magical ways to get high---but his secrecy led for avery to assume he's seeing someone which really bugged him for some reason, so he tried to convince snape to help him figure it out, but snape was busy, so he accused snape of knowing and covering for him, and now all the boys are fighting about it. and regulus is not part of the drama but he was bored about it so he paid a younger student to tell their friends loudly that personally, they supported snape and mulciber's romance, and that made the fighting even worse but now regulus is growing bored and tired of the drama and loud fighting. how bothersome.

and james who has seen regulus letters to sirius before he came and during when they stopped talking in public and theyre always very very long starting off with how he's been and how everything is, and did sirius know that the pronunciation of this one charm has changed over the centuries but still works with seemingly equal effect and isnt that so curious and isnt sirius so curious about how language and magic work together and speaking of, there's this new candy at honeydukes that regulus really wants to try and that barty has been teasing him about his sweet tooth but its not his fault sweets taste good and speaking of which could regulus borrow that one quill sirius has, the one with the deep blue feather?

]of course there is also barty who likes to ask regulus here and there about anything interesting happening and gets long lectures of how the relationship between water and magic just isn't studied enough and how space, water, matter all change magic and how it works and isnt that so fascinating barty? speaking of which, regulus really wants there to be a racing team at hogwarts, so many of the other schools have one and they wouldnt even need anything special but brooms, which the school has, not good ones sure, but still. and anyone who wants to race, would obviously buy their own like with quidditch.

and pandora who oftentimes just exists in silence with regulus but sometimes, late in the evening, the sun setting, a shared early dinner between them, regulus will talk about everything and nothing at all. ]

[unluckylittlegirlblue]

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[dalecooperoffficial]

[bunniope]

full-force slamming my cock into a cliff face that ive painted to resemble a pussy after watching the roadrunner fuck it with ease

[yosaplyop-deactivated20230729]

That enough Tumblr for today

[bunniope]

log back on and read my post you son of a bitch

[lonestarflight]

Apollo 17 vs Artemis II

[mementochao]

Despite everything, it's still you.

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That's really cool actually

[tanoraqui]

#excuse me but are you telling me that the Apollo pic is made with the help of the SUN and the Artemis one with the help of the MOON??? #that's actually so poetic i want to cry

@gorandomshesaid wait i need to sit with this one. wait.

[dailycatsblog]

[slow--spark]

just give dana some time to distract security

[mikewheelerisaqueerler]

you know what i love so much about fandoms and fanfiction and fanart and tumblr and ao3?

it's so fucking HUMAN.

people on here don't care about likes, no one knows how many followers people have, and we haven't a clue who eachother even are, because there's no selfish pride in it.

our great scholars mskingbean89 and lameparties and everyone else are just out there somewhere living their lives with the pure knowledge that their art DEFINES some of the biggest fandoms ever, but there's no bragging or boasting from anyone because its not transactional, there's no money or selfish intent it's just ART and PASSION

fanfiction is honestly the rawest form of the human condition and that's fucking beautiful

[outromoonyy]

We always talk about jealous Sirius, but what about Remus? The wolf is territorial. I love the idea of quiet, self-deprecating Remus suddenly getting icy and terrifying when someone else flirts with Sirius. And Sirius, who is used to people wanting him for his name or his face, absolutely losing his mind because Remus, the most controlled person on earth, is losing control over him.

[dazzlemebaby]

Remus, bored out of his mind, wanting to cause chaos: Gun to your head, would you rather kiss Snape or Potter?

Regulus, exhausted: Gun to my head? Pull the trigger.