we're plural with a headcount of nine : using this blog just to chatter, may post headmate intros , but we currently don't see the point
we don't have huge plans for this blog, as we mostly plan to use it to express ourselves !! just the occasional text post, interest reblogs, and making friends !!
SON i want my own sara to my jossseeeeeffuhhh... yes indulge in my weirdness and find love in all the weird, fucked up grotesque things I do, and love it and enjoy it with me and make you dislike me and i try to get you to kill me a hundred times until ihh I magically turn evil and try to kill us both and then have a romantic death totally and it doesnt work out and I instead stalk you !
(Jk I wouldnt really do any of that stuff)
I just like to admire people from far and not say anything
Also my favorite song eveeerrr mennnntioneddduudududhdhhsahaauaaa
I’m so curious. What’s a character you headcanon as a system who doesn’t have any “canonical evidence”? No mind palaces, no possession, no dark reflection, none of the tropes commonly seen in plural headcanons. A character who is a perfect example of “source: I made it the fuck up”
no because if you had to create a system in order to survive i feel like youre basically doing the same as traumagenic systems
even if it wasnt to survive a traumatic situation your system still aids you with day to day tasks no matter how small and that still counts as survival
i really cant understand why endogenic systems are so frowned upon
not sure how helpful this is but in our case we felt like we didnt swith very often until we started to keep track of each switch and we realized we had switches far more often than we thought we did
so, idk how relevant that would be compared to willogenics, but personally i think if you start to keep closer track of each switch you may notice more involuntary switches than you originally thought :)
I’m sorry if this isn’t the right place to ask but what is radqueer?
No worries I'm glad you asked
Basically it's the general acceptance to someone's ID as long as they're not hurting someone without consent
TransIDs and Paraphilias are the most common identities that are accepted
Paraphilia is basically kink/ fetish stuff. What you're into tho they can be romantic too.
TransIDs are exactly how they sound. Trans identity. Anything you identify that you'd need to transition to (ex: if you're American and you're transGerman then you'd try to transition into being more German.)
There's many more prefixes anf honestly have a ball and try not to be a douchebag.
I love being radqueer tho the community pisses me off sometimes.
Tldr: be as whimsical and accepting of others uncontrollable identites. If someone is intentionally hurting others then that's yucky
I dont know if i'm "really plural" or not, I'm not diagnosed. I just know that having headmates makes life exponentially easier for me and I dont know where i'd be without them. I dont really care about getting diagnosed, all I really need is that knowledge that theyre super helpful for me and that makes me plural enough
the experience of growing up with imaginary friends and spending years hiding in daydreams just to discover you're actually a system is such a bizarre one and i really wish i saw more people talk about it.
wait sorry sigh im gonna rant
(long post, vent adjacent)
picture: you've spent years of your life carefully curating your perfect little world. a peaceful kingdom crafted by your own hands.
every interaction has lore, every battle has meaning, every friendship carries genuine weight. a gentle little sanctuary with you in the center, quietly observing, taking careful note.
it's daytime television stored in your pocket, ready whenever you need a break from the real world. even that much feels weird to say because honestly, your daydreams have become your new home. it's all real to you.
you picture a battle between two old friends. a betrayal, a heartbreak, a murder. you plot it all out and you watch the scene roll when suddenly;
"i don't think this situation would play out this way, can i try writing this time?"
and you figure, why not? it's their lives, isn't it?
things start to move on their own. personalities shift, costumes change, new relationships form. and it's not right, but who are you to dictate how they live their lives? you cling to their old identities, knowing damn well they may have never been those people at all.
they were actors, tending to your own selfish needs.
it's really jarring, watching your main villain front to break off a toxic relationship on your behalf. you told her to do that, didn't you? you scripted that, didn't you?
because you created her, didnt you?
you've created it all, your castle and it's guards.
now what?
you can't go back to the way things were. what if they don't want that? what if they need a castle just as much as you do? what if they're just as tired as you are?
you created this world, these characters and their roles, each relationship and each conflict. but these characters have autonomy, they deserve that much for how much they've protected you over the years.
your castle crumbles, it's sanctuary ripped away. how much of it was real? how much of it was pretend? how much can you recover without digging up an answer to a question you didn't ask?
you're just a kid, playing chess with their own shadow.
