Dave the Non Binary Alien Man

Howdy I’m David Aster the host of an Osdd system. Im also audhd, trans masc, and Alterhuman.

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I was today years old when I found out my mom was told I have dyspraxia as a kid. It explains so much! Wish I knew earlier. She said she told me but when I was very young.

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System terms:

Vessel: an object that a headmate sees as there body to some degree

Occupant: a headmate that sees an object as there body to some degree.

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This is Timmothy he’s a headmate of mine who sees a plushie as his body. He’s 12 years old although sometimes I think he’s younger but says he’s older to seem “cool”.

Anyways do you have any headmates who see an object as a part of them.

Is there a term for this?

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I’m so tired of chronic nausea and vomiting. It’s been about a year now and I enjoy food less and less. Usually half way into eating I become sick and lose all appetite. I wake up feeling like vomiting and can’t usually eat breakfast now. Been eating less now I’m general than I know I should because of the feeling. I vomit almost every day and if I don’t I have at the very least gagged. It’s hard even putting an object in my mouth without gagging. Such as vape pens and popsicle sticks. And the worst of it? I don’t know why this is happening. I kept being dismissed by my doctors whenever I messaged them saying I should just eat blander food. Luckily I finally have an appointment next week. But I don’t have high expectations.

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Poem about the world idk

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Dave the alien says:

Neopronouns don't harm anyone

Xenogenders don't harm anyone

Non dysphoric trans people don't harm anyone

GNC Trans people don't harm anyone

Nonbinary people don't harm anyone

You don't need to pass to piss

Cringe culture is bulling and ableist/queerphobic

Facts to remember.

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Just showing off my shapeshifting abilities! It/he/they please. :)

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Just realized I’m genderfaunet. It’s a genderfluid micro label. It means that my gender is fluid between all genders except womanhood. So I experience: nonbinary fem, nonbinary masc, nonbinary, and manhood. I believe I may start presenting more feminine sometimes and more androgynous other times. But I still use it/he/they pronouns and I still consider myself transmasc/ftm. Anyways happy pride month!

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BPD memes fresh out of the oven. Freshly diagnosed after spending 9 days in a mental health facility! It was an experience for sure but I’m glad I went. I learned so much. It truly saved my life. Learning to deal with my new diagnosis with memes hot off the press.

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Looking for a hyped specific playlist made by a system in a state of depression? No. Well too bad it’s happening. Made by an Osdd system but any system who relates is free to enjoy! TW: very sad songs may find triggering

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It was like a dream by David Aster a poem about being a system

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My worst fear as a system is that I’m not the og host or core. That I took over years ago without the knowledge of the og. What would this mean for me?

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Was recently posted to a cringe subreddit for having a SpongeBob introject. Despite growing up watching that during my trauma. Remember fake claiming is wrong. Your arnt there doctor, you don’t know them personally even. If they bother you just block and move on.

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He just couldn’t get the controls down lol

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Littles:

Fairy: ageless being a fairy but still acts as a little, loves hanging out with her bff Elmo

Elmo: loves to learn, sing songs, and play with Fairy

Timmothy: 12 years old, attached himself to a plushie, loves to hang out with his best friend aka my Boyfriend Matthew.

It’s not easy having littles. See they often want to do well little things. Like watch cartoons. But this isn’t necessarily fun for me. So it’s a bit or a chore of mine. Especially with Sesame Street. It’s cute but it’s hard to watch for a long period of time. But I can’t refuse or they will become very upset. So here I am watching the letter of the day.

That being said, I love my littles. Helping care for them does bring me joy. Even if it isn’t always easy.

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So I have an Elmo alter. The other night he couldn’t sleep because he wanted to know if he had a soul too. I had to reassure him despite being an atheist myself.

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Making pasta has become a painful task and chronic nausea doesn’t help.. I’m scared for my future and if physical therapy will help. I already have changed my future plans. I wanted to become a CNA only to realize I can’t stand long enough to be one. I’m so tired of pain and sickness. The only thing keeping me going is my lovely boyfriend. Thank you Matt.