♱ 𓂃⠀dearie !

vent + diary account focused on plurality and just general things going on in my life.

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꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹ bodily 16 ! plural system ☆ autistic + ADHD + OCD etc. ୨୧ [.⊹ ࣪ ˖] ⤷ I am plural but I am the only one who uses this blog , as this is MY blog ! i will talk about my headmates often , however ! 𝒢𝜚 ⟡ dni - anti-endos , discourse centered blogs . ☆ byf - contains triggering content at times. I will try my best to properly tag things that warrant it, but i cannot promise perfection. I will not always be active on here, expect moments of inactivity. ︵︵ ✚

[dearie-drop]

BWEH!!!!! FUCKING BWEH!!!

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[jadeissirsslut]

[faeriedustdiary]

oh to be a fawn frolicking in the woods -`♡´-

[somepotatoes]

just so my mutuals know, some of the stuff I reblog is for you specifically. good luck figuring out what.

[dearie-drop]

i'm a professional at being a baby deer. my proof is my existence

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I love everyone!! :D

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I love deer so much can anyone guess why.

[deerrrrr]

goint where,the winds Take mee

[pr0ceeding]

[filmingfawns]

fawn paintings 🦌

[dearie-drop]

i genuinely want to be loved and love others, it's one of my driving forces in life. My purpose.

it's genuinely not easy though, when there's this constant feeling of fear and anxiety about people not liking me or wanting to hurt me. It makes me feel like I need to protect myself from the outside world and hide. Isolating myself from everyone

I shouldn't do that though, I should be kind and happy and live my best life!!!! I'm happy guys!!! I'm happy I promise I feel happy

[dearie-drop]

i am trying to front more. I want to keep my headmates from doing weird shit or having weird opinions. I know I talk vaguely about it, but it's because I'm deeply ashamed of the way they act. I just feel disturbed thinking about it. I know system accountability is a thing, which is exactly why I'm trying to stop them. At the end of the day, I'm responsible for my headmates and what they do.

I'm going to try to do an intervention in headspace. Wish me luck!

[dearie-drop]

How did I abuse you. I genuinely would like to know. I am willing to genuinely listen to you and work on my behavior because I know I'm not perfect. I genuinely feel crazy, because I don't know what's real and what's not real. You told me it was my fault for so long. I don't know what's true. You literally said I was an abuser after I called you an abuser, and said that I thought I was a saint. Which is not true, I know I'm not a saint. I have faults. Please just understand, don't call me the r slur and illiterate for not comprehending, I want a mature conversation. No name calling, no snide remarks. I want closure. And I have a feeling you want it, too. Or at least, I hope you do.

i am sorry. I am genuinely sorry. You don't have to forgive me

[dearie-drop]

ok guys, so this is a partial vent blog and a partial personal blog. I don't want this to be entirely a vent blog

[obsidian-thing]

Imagine constantly dehumanizing neurodivergent people and then being surprised when they start to identify with something non human