Fuck this shiiiit 😁 I’m so tired of being sick and not knowing what’s wrong. All day every day thinking about health shit and feeling like shit and not knowing if I’m gonna even be able to get anything done. And scheduling shit and going to shit and paying for shit only to be asked the same questions and told it’s all fine. Went to the ER last night which was…. The ER. I didn’t want to but my doctor and my partner wanted me to. They didn’t find anything. I know that’s technically GOOD but it still means that no one can tell me what’s going on. Found out on Saturday that there’s a cyst in my brain and I got the MRI bc my legs stopped working right out of nowhere for two days but doctors say the cyst is fine and has nothing to do with that but can’t tell me what DOES and I’ve been trying for 2.5 years to get some fucking help with ALL of the symptoms I’ve been having and I don’t have enough knowledge to know if they’re brushing the cyst off when they shouldn’t or of it’s genuinely not something to worry about.



















