Skibblebox

• thoughts and art and magic. • by fynn • 23 y/o • hrt journey: @beans-tour-diary

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Willkommen! Bienvenue! Welcome!

Who?

24 year old trans guy

he/they

can't decide on a name 🥲 (probably going to use fynn online)

on t right now and documenting my progress on @beans-tour-diary

What?

screaming about random transition stuff

atm animal crossing new horizons ✨ (designs and stuff) → #acnh

maybe art? also on my insta

picrews!!! (Look at my spreadsheet 👀)

picrews

picrew list link,notes,type,404,example,ex,ex,hijab,curly hair,protective hairstyle,dark skin <a href="https://picrew.me/image_maker/137643

Got the info about hair and hair covers from a very nice commenter when I posted the spreadsheet in the past 💕

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Got into animal crossing again and redesigned my island (now my switch is modded 👀)

The island is finally on 5 Stars ⭐ and I've grown my first golden rose

also had a lot of fun making snowmen as small as possible :3

love the sanrio collaboration fit 🥹

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Anyone know if the colour of the sky has been done on wPlace? I made a pretty small one, but would love to help if anyone is doing a bigger one 👀

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He scream outside the bathroom, so I open the door.

Him walk in and straight into the shower.

I put shower head on floor and turn on a little so hims can have his shower water.

He do a little sippy and lay down on floor.

I turn shower off.

Him go back in shower and scream.

I love hims, but I can not leave shower running, just because hims like the sound 😭 it is the law.

th himster in question

I love my child.

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I need to vent for a second.

I feel like I'm screaming, crying and throwing up inside. A gray soup of emotions is bubbling in my chest, but not trying to burst out, just torturing my insides. My throat feels like a memory of a scream. Like I just woke up from a nightmare. Reality seems to reject me, trying to get rid of a foreign object. But I'm not sure where else I could belong. Nothing I feel inside makes sense to me. It's tearing on my vessel from within.

I just remembered I forgot to eat. Maybe everything will be okay soon.

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Earlier I hissed bc hearing music play at the other end of the flat was to much.

What in the furry transformation is happening to me?

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I texted my mom about having gained a little weight (thats very good for me!) and she asked, if I could be pregnant. I have been pretty exhausted the last few months and my contraceptive needs to be replaced, but I really hope I'm not. Still gonna take a test tomorrow. I already did a little research on what my possibilities would be to terminate a possible pregnancy. I think I'll be good.

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It's negative! So I guess my body is just broken for no reason

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I need to vent for a second.

I feel like I'm screaming, crying and throwing up inside. A gray soup of emotions is bubbling in my chest, but not trying to burst out, just torturing my insides. My throat feels like a memory of a scream. Like I just woke up from a nightmare. Reality seems to reject me, trying to get rid of a foreign object. But I'm not sure where else I could belong. Nothing I feel inside makes sense to me. It's tearing on my vessel from within.

I just remembered I forgot to eat. Maybe everything will be okay soon.

[dont-burn-the-box]

Earlier I hissed bc hearing music play at the other end of the flat was to much.

What in the furry transformation is happening to me?

[dont-burn-the-box]

I texted my mom about having gained a little weight (thats very good for me!) and she asked, if I could be pregnant. I have been pretty exhausted the last few months and my contraceptive needs to be replaced, but I really hope I'm not. Still gonna take a test tomorrow. I already did a little research on what my possibilities would be to terminate a possible pregnancy. I think I'll be good.

[dont-burn-the-box]

I need to vent for a second.

I feel like I'm screaming, crying and throwing up inside. A gray soup of emotions is bubbling in my chest, but not trying to burst out, just torturing my insides. My throat feels like a memory of a scream. Like I just woke up from a nightmare. Reality seems to reject me, trying to get rid of a foreign object. But I'm not sure where else I could belong. Nothing I feel inside makes sense to me. It's tearing on my vessel from within.

I just remembered I forgot to eat. Maybe everything will be okay soon.

[dont-burn-the-box]

Earlier I hissed bc hearing music play at the other end of the flat was to much.

What in the furry transformation is happening to me?

[dont-burn-the-box]

I need to vent for a second.

I feel like I'm screaming, crying and throwing up inside. A gray soup of emotions is bubbling in my chest, but not trying to burst out, just torturing my insides. My throat feels like a memory of a scream. Like I just woke up from a nightmare. Reality seems to reject me, trying to get rid of a foreign object. But I'm not sure where else I could belong. Nothing I feel inside makes sense to me. It's tearing on my vessel from within.

I just remembered I forgot to eat. Maybe everything will be okay soon.

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Like a new friend!

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Let's be cute pins with mama

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Hab diesen guten Sticker designt und warte aktuell auf die erste Lieferung 👀 wenn die nice sind, kann man die bald kaufen (und zeitnah noch mehr Designs und wahrscheinlich auch Patches)

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Another one from that exercise. Love it.

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It's my bouncy ball! It's your bouncy ball!

This is now about 5,5 years old, back when I was at that art academy for half a year. Outside of this exercise I never made anything like this - minimalistic, simple but beautiful.

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I think I started this account originally to post my art... So let's get back to that!

I drew this guy way back in highschool, when half my backpack was filled with coloured pencils. Gradients were my favourite thing. I would spend the whole day colouring some weird drawing.

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people say testo makes it hard to cry.

it's definitely not strong enough to handle the romantic comedy I'm reading.

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Sometimes I feel, like I won't arrive where I want to go. Like I am stuck or lost. I don't even know where I would want to go, but I'm scared of not moving forward at all.

Time scares me. A lot. Everything feels too fast. I wish I could control time and just stop for a while to catch my breath.

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I read "Welcome to St. Hell" by Lewis Hancox today. For everyone who doesn't know him: He's a trans man in his thirties making short videos about his teen years and also wrote two graphic novels about his experience.

He writes about how he knew from a very young age that he wasn't a girl and how much pain his body caused him. I can't really relate to that. I didn't really feel like anything was going on, I just felt a little different. Maybe it's not comparable, because I'm also nonbinary.

Now I'm not really doubting myself, but I feel a little lost. If anyone knows a comic similar to his, but maybe more like my experience, I'd love to check it out.