Im So Cool

Probably just gonna rant about radqueers and darkshippers i guess Btw i do think radqs and darkship ppl are basically cousins, nothing u say will negate that in my mind. Tw for:: incest, pedophilia, necrophilia, racism, zoophilia, transphobia, ableism, stuff related to that, im talking about dark/proshippers and radqueers after all

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

Ok hiiiii!!

My name is Mara, i run this acc by myself!!

Im probably just gonna end up explaining over and over again why being a pro/darkshipper and radqueer is disgusting and not the right path to cope with trauma or any disorders you have

I do have autism, so like probably why this may sound very cold (?) or rigid to you

Every so often i might get heated and angry because i have trauma related to things that radqueers and darkshippers fetishize, okay? And yes i do say fetishize thats what it is.

If you are no contact and not a previous offender then u can interact, i have no problem with people seeking recovery conversing with me or asking questions.

Im a professional oppressed person (half joke), im black (mixed), im a (cis sexual) girl, im queer, im mentally and might be(?) physically disabled, and im poor, so like.. trust me ik about being apart of stigmatized groups.

Dni (do not interact) if!!!

You are queerphobic (ace/aro, gay/les/bi, trans, phobic), racist, ableist, sexist, zionist/antisemitic, yk the works

Pro-contact, anti-recovery, pro radq, proship/darkship,

Overly religious or a religious blog, idm if u believe in a religion js dont talk to me about it (try to convert) or ur buhbuhbuhbuhblocked‼️‼️

Pro endo/willo, use transids (ur transphobic, racist and ableist),

Are overly obsessed w yaoi/yuri, i read both but fetishizers run so rampant on tumblr omg 💔💔

Support ao3/arch*ve of our own or donated to ao3

Constantly invalidate ppls trauma and try to fakeclaim just because you dont understand it,

Use 4chan 😭,

Use deviant art (yes its THAT serious),

AI user,

Support trump,

Support the p*rn industry (always that deep),

xenosatanists,

These mean that you do not follow my accounts (any!!!), like my posts, reblog my posts, or share my posts,

idk why youd want to im literally an anti 💔😭😭

Okay anyways i do have ptsd so these things may be triggering for me, if ur gonna ask me something about pedophilia or incest make sure you use trigger warnings and censor anything graphic, not just for me but in general for others too

I use they/she pronouns +neos ok!!!

This was pretty short, if u think i should add something else tell me ok dms are open and so are asks (u can vent too im a nice person!!)

Ok bye guys!!!

(If u read til the end follow my main 👀👀 @michaelpenis )

[starisradnormal]

"But... What if the child that i'm dating consents?"

KIDS. CANNOT. CONSENT.

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

Jamaica theyre trapped down in

Jamaica they cant even

Japarty

Its so unfair

[purpznurpzz]

Personally..i think if you're going to use dxrkship as a coping mechanism, keep it to yourself. No one needs to see the fact you're shipping incest or minor x adult. Idc if there's other people who the same thing as you, it's fucking weird and it's not even a good way to cope with your trauma.

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

Tw/cw; underage alcohol usage, mentions of trauma (pedophilia, incest, COCSA), self harm, suicidal idealization, cutting, habitual abuse, related topics

This this this, even tho fundamentally dark/proshipping is inherently a BAD and SHITTY coping mechanism, who am i to judge (unless u brag about/post that shit online)? If youd keep that bullshit to yourself you wouldnt be judged for it..

Btw, ive seen people try to argue against dark/proshipping as a coping mechanism being bad, and like gurll… dyk 🤨🤨 that I am the target audience for this?? Since yall claim to care abt victims sm lets discuss 🫢

As a victim of most things darkshippers sexualize and romanticize i can say with absolute certainty that this BULLSHIT yall claim is a ‘coping mechanism’ is just going to end up hurting you in the end. When i was younger i was routinely SAed by my older brother, and because that was all i had ever known, + i had never been taught about rape and sexual assault, i thought it was normal. Not only did this make me more susceptible to being groomed and sexually assaulted again when i grew up, but it also gave me a more fragile mental state. It gave me trust issues, and that on top of the autism 🤨 crazy oml

Anyways, since i thought these things were normal when i was younger, i also consumed (romanticized) media about it and thought that everyone else went through similar experiences to me. This made me extremely distrustful of older (adult) men, and boys my age in general. But because of what happened to me i consumed romanticized media pertaining to my trauma.

Yk what that did? It made me feel like my trauma was something to be desired and that whenever i had self harming thoughts such as cutting, suicide, etc i was just overreacting. It, once again, made me more likely to be SAed again, which did happen by the way. It made me bully myself for having normal trauma responses, for having panic attacks when i saw someone that looked similar to my perpetrator, for having anxiety attacks thinking people would bully me.

These thoughts were almost too much for me to handle, which is why i turned to alcohol. I have my own fair share of bad copes, okay? But yk the difference between me and dakrshippers? I stopped (no shade to people who still struggle) and realised what i was doing was bad, and even before i did stop i had never hurt other people. My mom never found out, i never lashed out at my w younger sisters, the only person it hurt was me. Which btw, was still not okay, but its a BAD cope, that was why it was a bad cope. Because even if it didnt hurt others, it still hurt me. Thats what darkshipping as coping will do to you if you have trauma. It will hurt you. Thats not okay. And you healing definitely will not hurt other people, so why is this cope hurting other people? You should not be hurting yourself (and others) under the guise of (basically pseudoscience) ‘healing’.

I alr know the ‘anti-censorship’ crowd is gonna get me so let me say. I am obviously anti censorship, im a black, queer, disabled woman. I am no stranger to prejudice/hate and neither are my communities. But to say that you are anti censorship, and to only be talking about fiction that does perpetuate harm and romanticize/sexualize dark topics makes you a bad person. No diff.

When you get on this platform and say you care about victims, yet ignore the people you pretend to care about, thats of course not going to give you a good rep. You slander people that advocate for your mental health, you attack and harass people that are technically on your side. If someone says that they are a victim of this certain thing you romanticize, why would you send death threats in DMs and their inbox? I thought you advocated for the wellbeing of victims? Or are you a liar?

End of.

Ive made my peace with it (mostly)

[lycanthrope-trait]

"I'm not a pedophile!! I don't rape children I just masturbate to the thought of raping children!! So I'm not a pedo!!"

This is pro shipping logic btw

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

LITRALLY

[anti-willo-sprout]

I think rape and CSA victims should get more representation in fictional media that isn’t picturing their experiences as attractive or desirable, to be honest

There isn’t as many irl victims happy to see their trauma watered down to Jack off material as you may think.

[radically-normal]

reblog to throw tomatoes at people who romantize abuse in fiction

also reblog to give victims the love and courage to recover from whatever they went through and live happy forever because they deserve it

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

Theres a 13 year old proshipper who has interacted with a transharmful radqueer (thats probably an adult) and they put an antishipper's art as their pfp and put the proship flag behind it

Son im crine

Holy lord these ppl

They need help 😭😭

Brotha why as a thirteen yo are you a proshipper 💔💔😭

Like is it for ‘edgyness’ or like 😐🤨🤨

[redhotandchilly]

Some facts about being autistic/audhd

Being “Transautistic” isnt autism, its called being a loser basement dwelling chud with a small dick and no friends. ❌

Self Diagnosis isnt autism, its called being ignorant, and same as transautistic. ❌

Self diagnosis adhd isnt adhd, you are a bitch ❌

Being LEGALLY DIAGNOSED is autism, and you are perfectly normal. ✅

being legally diagnosed anything is good but self diagnosed bad cause you are NOT A DOCTOR. ❌❌❌❌❌❌❌❌❌

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

Im gonna give you the benefit of the doubt and assume you mean self diagnosis en which the person watched like 2 tiktoks and decided to just.. call themself autistic without any actual research, but even so

How do you think a person will decide to get a diagnosis? Just for ‘fun’? Like no brah, you have to suspect you have autism/adhd and in turn ‘self diagnose’ to go get the actual diagnosis.

Saying that self diagnosis of a disorder always ONLY results in fakers and that only being legally diagnosed is correct, is not only incredibly weird/stupid, but very classist and privileged too.

Not all people have the means, time and effort to get a diagnosis. PLUS, racism and misogyny run rampant and are HEAVILY prevalent in psychiatric offices, along with society in general. My nephew has autism but had to be checked for it 3 times because the damn doctors didnt think a little black boy could have it. Hell, I HAVE AUTISM, but i wasnt diagnosed when i was younger because im AFAB and black.

Just please think about what you’re saying and consider all sides of the shape, saying that self diagnosis isnt valid is incredibly privileged of you and you should know that.

Byebye

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

These ppl tryna come onto my blog and ‘call out’ a nigga, tf abt dni u dont understand 😭💔💔

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

Wait guys, question!! how does me calling someone a weirdo equate to me tryna start shit

*bite nails and chews on fingers* omgosh someone called me out

My secret‼️‼️‼️‼️

Im being sarcastic btw 💔💔

Maybe they were mad i called them out about being black yet surrounding themself with people that constantly appropriate their culture and try to racistly emulate them?? Or was it the fact that theyre queer and surround themselves with people that constantly give their communtiy a bad rep or are not apart of it yet try to say they are? Intersectionality is important, but idk, maybe theyre not even black..

[holidayslaughter]

Black and a darkshipper nigga you need HELP

🫩

what do you think the dark means

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

That youre a weirdo LOLLLL

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

Tw for: cocsa, rape, xenosatanist, stuff of that nature 😐

Yall alr know i love to complain 👅👅

So basically this stupid person is spreading misinformation about what tulpamancy is and is denying it even when i called them out. (It was originally a sacred Tibetan spiritual practice unrelated to CDDs but then was culturally appropriated and now the modern usage of it online is to try and replicate DID and related disorders (CDDs).. 🫩🫩 crazy right..?)

I bring out the colonization and just in my mind am begging them to challenge my autistic ass on what used to be my special interest 😭😭 then i get the great idea to click on their profile to see if theyre even worth talking to (spoiler alert, THEY WERE NAWT)

Of course theyre defending tulpas, theyre willogenic 😭😭💔💔💔💔

Moving past the blatant ragebait (it worked lwky) look at their fucking profile 😭😭😭

Holy, i feel like theyre just collecting labels for the hell of it.. did u guys ever like collect a specific brand of markers or collect stickers/erasers when u were younger?, cus i feel like this is the way weirder, more offputting version of that like shit 🫢

‘Trans cocsa’ ‘Trans raped’ ‘trans c-ptsd’ my culture aint ur costume 🤨🤨 /hj

‘Perma high, drunk’ ho is u coo? Get that checked out buddy

‘Fakergenic’ just get off my screen.. ‘pseudogenic’ tell me the definition of 3 2nd grade level adjectives

Ok sweetie its time for your sight words 😭😭 ‘chronoteen treat me like an adult’ nope its time for timeout

Don’t harass this person guys, just laugh, block and scroll

It seems like i have something to post about everyday on here 😭😭

Ok goodbye everypony 🫩

[antiship-milesfairchild]

no, you aren't "too employed" to point out and say that drawing or writing children sexually is disgusting and beyond just a mere moral oopsie 🫩🫩🫩 discourse stops being discourse when it descends into whether or not that shit is okay or whatever

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

Speaking mad facts, youre never ‘too employed’ to speak up against moral injustices

And to say so makes me feel as if you may sympathize/empathize with these horrible people 🤨

[antiship-milesfairchild]

exactly. I keep seeing ao3 defenders just straight up admit that they do not care or are "too employed" to care that a real life minor was written into a smut fanfic on the website, with ao3 doing nothing about it and actively allowing it, as if that doesn't fall under one of the many things that are considered csam/csem listed by police officals themselves. no, you're not "too employed" to say that injustice like that is repulsive and should be punished.

I swear "neushippers" are tethering too close to the edge of being predator apologists.

not to mention I've BEEN saying that, and no one listened to me, no one batted an eye at the implications of being "neuship."

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

Imo theres no such thing as being ‘neutral’ when it comes to someone being taken advantage of, you either side with the victim or the oppressor

[antiship-milesfairchild]

"radqueer daughter or xenosatanist son"

let's go to hell .

[sharktunarts]

things you dont expect to happen in your local anime con (in a country where the news cycle is really boring)

arguably the country's most infamous convicted pedo, who was recently deported from the US, is discovered to have bought a ticket to what is probably the 2nd biggest anime con of the year. Attendees start bringing it up w the con org who then void his ticket and ban him from all their events.

He shows up anyway and gets the shit kicked out of him by a jjk cosplayer (yuji)

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

This is what i like to see

[ruxstssp11l1nggutzs]

Quick question: is Ao3 bad?

I’m an ao3 user, never donated money to it, and I blocked every “dead dove” writer I came across of, but I’ve been hearing things about Ao3 that I do not support at all. I just don’t like algorithm based websites that much. I like finding what I want. It’s a pretty cool site for fanfic writers like myself.

I am aware of the amount of darkshippers on the site, but I just block the account if I see one. I also don’t believe it’s the “proshipper website” as I’ve had written normal stuff in 2020 and came back in 2025. And so did a bunch of people. I do believe it’s an archive fanfic thingy as it’s in the name “archive of our own”. I hate being affiliated with proshippers bc an online friend who shared an account with me scarred me not that long ago over that (if you seen the vent-ish post).

but for the political stance, I really don’t agree with the erasure of pro-Palestinian comments. But then again it is a fanfiction website and I get why they would ban comments attempting to fundraise especially if it had offsite links. I am very confused on that part because I don’t know the whole story. I don’t believe ao3 “needs” donations every year. The site is standing up okay and I felt scammy vibes coming from them

so that’s my take on it, I need help because I don’t wanna support stuff that’s genuinely terrible. So you can help me by commenting and stuff.

I want the truth. Please tell me to leave ao3 if it’s really that bad. Please.

[doodoo-on-radqueers]

Uhhh ao3 was originally created FOR dark/proshippers to archive their incest works of a ship from the spn fandom, and even though most of the weirdo writers on that site claim to be ‘anti censorship’ theres also been talk of ao3 censoring writers that have things about palestine written in their bio/in comments, on top of them allowing rpf (real person fiction) of REAL children doing sexually explicit things or having sexually explicit things done to them. Its overall just a weird bad site, and i would advise you not to use it, but ultimately thats just how uncomfortable it makes me. Its your choice of if you continue using it.