A mentally ill mixed-faith system! Bodily 20 and ftm, currently in school for public policy. Read on for Shiloh, Ryan, our theology, and our system. God made us perfect. You are in our prayers. We interact from k***o-c***r. For art see @ryans-artblog!
Shiloh
he/him - 21 - straight male in a transsexual male body. Side Y; chastity for God. Mixed side A, B and Y views in our system; we are not the same. Welcomimg of all perspectives, this blog is queer-accepting.
Ryan
20! Side A butch trans male, gay and partially detransitioned, SA survivor. Follower of Christ and lover of world religions. I also do art, and love dragons and fantasy. Shiloh and I will both mainly post here about the system and our faith, but other members' posts will be tagged with their names too.
Theology
We are (mostly) a group of culturally Catholic, born-again progressive Christians as of 2023 exploring our Catholic faith post-reconstruction. Folk Christian/mysticism, formerly pagan, repenting & spreading the word of God. We have a high appreciation for Orthodox theology, as well as the Episcopal Church, which is the denomination of our home parish. Home spiritual leader: Fr Mike Schmitz! Saints: Gabriel, Joanne D'Arc, Julie, Francis, Hildegard, Guadalupe, Paul, Solomon.
System
We are the Emerald System: so named in 2021 after a dream. sometimes called "The Pumpkin Patch", the "inner world", "the house", "the family." Traumagenic, dissociative plurality since ~'09, discovered in ~'19. Source: C-PTSD or dissociative identity disorder. Validated 3x by licensed professionals. Bodily 20... mentally cool.
We have two regression accounts. If you came from there, welcome! You are welcome here! This account is safe for work but not children. I'm not really about getting followers, this is a personal record. Endogenic systems and tulpamancy practitioners.. well.. I'm not one of you guys, and I don't believe in that. But I can't control you.
Members
First and middle names, all surnames Emerson (system surname, don't try anything) except for Thomas, whose name is Kelly. Some art by Ryan, some Pinterest images.
Ryan/Chester/Rhys - '05
Meadow - '09 (mama)
Dune - '09
Chevy - '15
Yuuna - '19-'24
Benny - '19-'23 resting with angels
Leo - '20
Grandpa - ~'23
Angie - '21
Artie - '22-'25 sleeping
Olivia - '23
Francis - '23/4-'25 sleeping
Peter - '24-'25 sleeping
Thomas - '24?
Liddy - '24
Shiloh - '25
As of 6/4/25











