Endel Culture Is

Endel culture is! for any delusional alterhumans to send in asks! 🍓ꕤ<-endel symbol endel.carrd.co

[endelculture]

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HAIIII! this account is for delusional alterhumans and/or endels to send in asks about they experiences! (if you follow, i will follow you back on my main!*)

• what can you send?

• what is an endel?

• are all endels physical?

dni: no one. this is a culture blog. who cares.

peace and love<3

[endelculture]

Not culture. To preface this, I am NOT canceling anyone. I am discussing my personal feelings as someone who is Native American and a sex worker.

I personally have issues with pupyzu (the coiner of endel) because pupyzu (I forgot pupyzu's pronouns, so I'm just going to use pupyzu's username like a pronoun) previously coined a panindigenous gender related to dreamcatchers when pupyzu is white, and dreamcatchers are not in every indigenous tribe, so it is disrespectful.

I was also thrown off by the fact that pupyzu had kinks in pupyzu's DNI. I'm a sex worker, as said before, so I am very much pro-kink. Even if a kink squicks me out or triggers me, I'm not going to tell someone with the specific kink to not interact with my blog??? That just comes across as puritanical and kink-shamey. Someone else's kinks don't matter unless I'm going to be intimate with them, period, end of story. Having kinks in your (not you specifically, you as in the general sense) DNI just makes you look weird and kinkphobic.

Essentially, I'm not comfortable identifying with endel, and I wanted to ask if it would be acceptable if I coined an alternative label for myself? I'm not going to pressure other people to stop identifying as endel if they find it useful. I personally just can't separate the label from the coiner. (Kinda similar reason people use different lesbian flags because Emily Gwen was aphobic and bilesbophobic. Just as an example.)

Hello! I don't know how old this ask is but I JUST saw it!

Had some native friends explain to me that first bit and YIKES!!! Holy shit

Also hard agree, 0 reason to put kinks in a DNI unless you're a kink blog and that's your way of saying 'not interested.'

Anyways! Yes please give us an alternative! And make sure to @ me!:) I will switch over whenever it's made tbh.

[windwardpaws]

Coin an alternative!!!! /nf

I myself was thinking about using the term endel, but won’t be doing so after reading this unfortunately.

[endelculture]

a buddy of mine coined one recently, i plan to move over to that

[endelculture]

endel culture is realizing that most of the fictionkin informational posts are surprisingly rude towards endels. "fictokins know that they're not ACTUALLY the character, we aren't crazy!" 😒😒 well fuck you too [maybe its the ppd but let me have this chat]

!! Delusional fictionkins get the worst end of the stick because everyone decided being a character is CRINGE and DELUSIONAL, so for some reason the fiction folk communities went "so we need to hate delusional people to be accepted?"

Especially since D/As were super popular? Delusional fictionkins have almost 0 community because everyone decided it was "too cringe" after 2020, even in our own community.

[endelculture]

Endel culture is naturally referring to humans as if you aren't a human yourself all the time on like. social media. I've just grown accustomed to going "smh silly human" and IDK what will happen if I mention it outside of my little tumblr bubble

Don't worry anon! I'm sure people will think it's just a silly thing, and if not it's easy to play off as a joke. + If you get judgement, easiest thing to do is turn it back on them. "What do you mean you find this weird? It's incredibly normal, are you weird?"

Anyways good luck!

[endelculture]

you don't have to post this but my lord thank you for this blog 😭😭 I've been feeling so excluded from spaces because of my endelic identity and the way I handle it and everything. It feels so fucking good to find an account like this tysm..

Of course! I want to build a community where people don't feel afraid to share about themselves.

ADDITIONALLY, a community that isn't CLCZ focused, because a lot of the time good faithed people will try and make spaces for delusional alterhumans, but they just assume that's equivilent to CLCZ. Which is fine, they can have their own spaces.. It just sucks theres no all inclusive delusional alterhuman safe place.

[endelculture]

Not culture. To preface this, I am NOT canceling anyone. I am discussing my personal feelings as someone who is Native American and a sex worker.

I personally have issues with pupyzu (the coiner of endel) because pupyzu (I forgot pupyzu's pronouns, so I'm just going to use pupyzu's username like a pronoun) previously coined a panindigenous gender related to dreamcatchers when pupyzu is white, and dreamcatchers are not in every indigenous tribe, so it is disrespectful.

I was also thrown off by the fact that pupyzu had kinks in pupyzu's DNI. I'm a sex worker, as said before, so I am very much pro-kink. Even if a kink squicks me out or triggers me, I'm not going to tell someone with the specific kink to not interact with my blog??? That just comes across as puritanical and kink-shamey. Someone else's kinks don't matter unless I'm going to be intimate with them, period, end of story. Having kinks in your (not you specifically, you as in the general sense) DNI just makes you look weird and kinkphobic.

Essentially, I'm not comfortable identifying with endel, and I wanted to ask if it would be acceptable if I coined an alternative label for myself? I'm not going to pressure other people to stop identifying as endel if they find it useful. I personally just can't separate the label from the coiner. (Kinda similar reason people use different lesbian flags because Emily Gwen was aphobic and bilesbophobic. Just as an example.)

Hello! I don't know how old this ask is but I JUST saw it!

Had some native friends explain to me that first bit and YIKES!!! Holy shit

Also hard agree, 0 reason to put kinks in a DNI unless you're a kink blog and that's your way of saying 'not interested.'

Anyways! Yes please give us an alternative! And make sure to @ me!:) I will switch over whenever it's made tbh.

[endelculture]

endel culture is not knowing who to talk about this or even how

Fair!! I am thinking of maybe starting a server but idk because A.) discord servers always break apart for some reason or another and B.) I'm never active

[endelculture]

this isn't exactly endellic i don't think, but it feels close enough (neurotype-related alterhumanity) to ask here, hope you don't mind.

we feel sorta shapeshifter alterhuman in a way that is heavily influenced by our neurotype. we've seen this correlated with one, possibly two others whom may also have this neurotype and a shape-shifting type alterhumanity.

This seems rare, at least our variant of it, so we've rly wanted to find others. Those we've met havent been able to speak much on it.. So um, are you aware of any shapeshifters/similar alterhumans whom have high neuroplasticity ("schizotypy-spectrum"-like) neurotypes, delusions, etc?

Other signs; - highly fluid thoughts and/or 'see the world through/as "x"' (rhyme, math, computer code, and/or other stuff) . - a moment of heavy unexplained trauma, likely seen as a panic attack from the outside, at a young age (often around 5).

thanks!

I am unsure but I will post this for others to see!

[endelculture]

,,Endel culture is wishing there were more love for people who can physically shift.

What do you mean you 'support delusional alterhumans' but draw the line at.. us talking about a commonly held delusion?''

,,Endel culture is wishing there were more love for people who can physically shift.

What do you mean you 'support delusional alterhumans' but draw the line at.. us talking about a common delusion?''

[endelculture]

Undead endelic culture is .. Struggling to eat because why would you need to? You’re dead. But eating anyway because not being human somehow hurts, and then overeating so much food and sitting with the thought that you just want to be buried.

[I am going through so many emotions lately, sorry for the Vent.]

—🥩💬

You're okay! I understand entirely! Feel better!! <3

[endelculture]

Found this kool carrd if anyone wants!

a list of DMS-specific terms and their definitions

[seerschaos]

your daily reminder that it’s 100% completely OK to be a physical nonhuman, delusional nonhuman, clinical zoanthrope, clinical lycanthrope, holothere, transspecies, etc. and anyone who says otherwise needs to sit tf down LOL. try not to let other’s negativity get to you! i love you and you’re safe here :^) keep being you please

[endelculture]

Endelcorpse culture is using dark red and purple eyeshadow around your eyes all the time. Also getting euphoria from iron deficiency symptoms

ENDEL CULTURE IS!

[schizocassandraoftroy]

No doctor will ever get my respect like the woman in the ER who checked me for claws and fangs because I told her I was turning into a werewolf and could feel it and let me know gently that she couldn't find any but that didnt make it feel any less real, like THATS how you do it, other doctors who just flat out told me I was wrong take notes

[schizoalienboy]

This is how you treat us!

[anais-ninja-bitch]

i am reblogging this as someone who does not have delusions and often makes shitposts about werewolves, and i just want all my followers to know this is not a joke!

i am so glad you had this positive experience, and i hope this sort of kindness catches on with doctors and the general public.

[rosslynpaladin]

Look when someone is in a confused or compromised state, no matter why,

and they are your medical charge,

it is vital to continue to treat them with dignity. Like that. Reassure them with visible practicalities that you acknowledge their fears, will not belittle them, and can show them facts to help them cope.

THAT is the proper compassion of a Healer.

[yellow-lemon-lime]

Can I just add that, if you like me have delusions where everything bad that happens is your fault, the doctor shouldn't be like "Yeah, you're probably right" but try to reason with you in a respective way. OP's doctor did it right, but some of the notes make it look like people think delusions must be agreed to always, when doing so can be detrimental to the person's wellbeing

[schizophrenicfordpinesmoved]

This is my favorite addition to this post because it’s true. When dealing with delusions you need to avoid the extremes - DO NOT tell the person flat out “you’re wrong”, “thats not real” or worst of all “you’re crazy.” BUT DON’T ENCOURAGE THE DELUSION EITHER! Let’s take my werewolf delusion, for example. Doctors who have flat out told me “that isn’t real” haven’t helped because for me it is real and no amount of you saying it isn’t will change my perception. It makes us feel alienated.

But someone saying “You ARE transforming into a werewolf but i have a poition thatll stop it! :D” is just as dangerous because you’re furthering a delusion which could get someone hurt. its also manipulative. we’re psychotic, not children.

So what DO you do? Acknowledge that the situation is frightening. If possible, give them the objective facts (ie, i don’t see any monsters; your mom hasn’t said anything to make it seem like she’s going to kill you) while also acknowledging that for them, it is real. Most of all, ask what you can do to keep them comfortable and safe.

Sorry for the long addition but when I made this post it didn’t occur to me apsychotic people would look at it for advice on how to handle an actively delusional person. I’m glad it’s resonating with people, though

[angiethewitch]

I remember when I told a doctor someone had replaced all the veins and arteries in my body with wires and I was no longer a person. she very gently checked me over for any wounds where they could have made the incisions to put the wires in, and took photos of the places on my phone to prove it. all the places I felt were the entry points were out of my sight, behind my ears and in my back and stuff. then she offered to get me an xray if they could fit me in, but it might take a while. I declined because I didnt want to take up space for people who need it, and honestly at this point I trusted her enough to tell me if I had wires. she brought my husband in and showed him how to check me over for wounds and wires, then she asked me if I had any questions. I went back into the waiting room, feeling like I wasn't stupid and I felt much safer.

she came into the waiting room later to check if I was okay, and I felt safe, cared for, trusted and believed. she told my husband she put a psychiatrist on standby in case I got freaked out again, and told me she understands how I feel, and that she can't see anything but she gets how scary it is for me and she's on shift for a few hours and to ask for her by name if I need reassuring again.

I felt safe. I felt believed. that's how you do it.

[endelculture]

endel culture is having a very bad delusion about being a character and it still affecting your identity as them even though it's over

[oh my god i'm so sorry this wasn't andwered I think our asks are broken!]

[dragon-in-a-fez]

I love when people with carefully themed blogs tag stuff that's an exception to the theme. you'll be scrolling through reblogs on a shitpost and someone's tagged it "#not bugs" or "#not photography" or "#not early medieval siege warfare" and it's like hey stranger glad you stopped to have fun with us

[only-knives]

psychotic otherkins and therians and anyone with an identity delusion... ily and you are so cool. you have a right to a happy life where you can be your healthiest most authentic self, whether you seek sanity or find fulfillment in psychosis. <3