FiresideHamster

|27| Christian ✝️ 💖 side account for venting and encouragement about chronic illnesses and mental health.

[firesidehamster]

Hello Hi!!! 👋 💖💖💖

This is a new side account.

@firesidehampter was my old side account if you have seen it before. I felt like was being called to let it go. So I did.

Hence starting a new one with different intentions and view. Still venting, but also adding encouragement, and bible verses that may help.

I have multiple chronic illnesses and conditions, and I am still trying to get answers for things that have no cure. Also things I am actively trying to get diagnosed. I still want to believe that I can find help.

I'm on this journey, and to find strength with Jesus. I have been Christian long while but these past few years I've been trying(and even more so recently)to truly feel even more connected to God and ask for help and lean on the Lord in everything, Our Father, in times of need, and times with out and give thanks.

It helps me more to have a positive outlook personally. Not all the time, but it helps get me out of it.

I feel like the last time I did this it was just a bunch of negativity that was weighing down my mind, and it will probably still be like that on here sometimes, but i will try my best to balance it. With some humor and some wholesome posts and bible verses.💖💖💖

My main account is @fashionable-hamster I do more of anime, video games, silly stuff, cute, whimsical posts

Another one if have is @discohamster for art and writing 💖💖💖

Thank you for stopping by or just looking!!! 🙏🙏🙏💖💖💖

[thesweetiepienovels]

And maybe no one will ever understand you, maybe not even a little bit. Maybe nobody will understand a sliver of what you’ve been through or what you feel every day. Maybe nobody will ever hear about the nights you spent crying on your bathroom floor or how many times you’ve grieved the same thing over and over and over. But maybe they’re not supposed to, because I think there’s something much, much more intimate and beautiful about a person who doesn’t understand any of it, or maybe even know any of your story, and they still treat you like you’re the most precious thing they’ve ever had the privilege of knowing. Maybe the point is not to be known completely, maybe it is just to be loved anyway.

[anxietyproblem]

[dailyeffectiveprayer]

God if my lips don't know what to ask for in prayer please hear my heart. Amen.

[sealmonger]

Romans 8:26-28 NIV

26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. 27 And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God.

28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

[musicprogrammed]

Many of tohru’s different faces

[firesidehamster]

I always say im depressed meanwhile I'm like this 80-90% of the time (i thought it was masking...but now I'm not so sure🤔💖 since i have trying to heal my fight or flight and find peace especially through The Lord💖💖💖) I get sad and I am depressed, sure. I cry when I'm by myself. I try not to cry in front of people.(i fail sometimes lol) But so does tohru. She still brings kindness, light, and compassion to every situation even if shes hurting. I like to think I do the same. I've been told I do, but I also wish to believe them.💖💖💖💖

[firesidehamster]

I made it 27...I beat one odd, now time to beat another.

And its hard to do that. Also crying in the wee hours of my birthday day doesn't bode well. But I cry most nights. Which i want to change but im taking it as im just sensitive lol 💖💖💖

[artsymumof5]

[anaryllis]

reminders i need to like, tattoo on my brain:

1. if you feel judged and hurt by others, try sleeping

2. if you feel judgmental and resentful of others, try eating (the classics)

3. if you feel uncomfortable, try showering

4. if you feel directionless and afraid, go sit outside for a bit and maybe then you'll calm down. maybe even a walk if youre feelin crazy

5. take it easy, but by god, take it

[anaryllis]

oh and how could i forget. final boss. take your fucking medication

[introvertsnation]

@introvertsnation

My Instagram | Youtube

[eounally]

Mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted.

[anxietyproblem]

[psalms-and-spells]

This image actually came from an anti-Catholic blog that purposely tags wrong, but I find that it brings me comfort. It does not matter how many times you reach out. He will be there for you. Again and Again.

[fashionable-hamster]

Whenever I allow myself to have a crush(once every few years lol) on someone and my brain starts imagining them in situations and then my brain goes, 'no. can't imagine it. otherwise it will not happen. You will not get it if you wish for it. So stop.'

I really am trying to leave my worries to God and pray so much about it. I feel unlovable but also knowing thats not true. like some sort of monster for wanting this (especially as a plus size, fat gal) where I cant see someone ever liking me back. Again, even though its not true. They are still the thoughts that appear. Thats i have to fight with truth.

And what if God's answer is Yes. Him. What then!?!?! Idk but I have to leave it up to God. I ball up my worries and toss it towards him. I am trying to do that more.

And that happens like everyday lol. I love my ocd and all my mental illnesses during this trying time. Just a bunch of thoughts.

[kosmogrl]

who else up beating dead horses

[teathattast]

[blessedbeyondallbelief]

[blessedbeyondallbelief]