Until nirvana
I'm sorry to have left My online family, For some of you have seen a side Many have not seen. I've learned so much about Who I was, and who I've become. And after all I've seen on here, My work is not yet done. I know my calling is to make The world a better place. But I don't know if I'm prepared For the struggles I will face. My first url was a promise. Until-nirvana, as name suggests; When I was finally happy, My blog would go to rest. I suffer major depression. My anxiety keeps me awake. My schizotypal personality Made relationships hard to make. And now I have a reason To stay alive, for some friends. And a love for whom I know no bounds. I will not be my own end. The bottle is collecting dust. And I've put my blades away. My tissue box still runs empty, But in this world I'll stay. Each day is still a struggle, But with one burden less. And I have hope that one day My head won't be such a mess. One day I might return To see how my mutuals fare. But this blog is no longer my escape. And visits might be rare. This blog and the friends I've met Have helped me through my strife. But with a heavy heart I say goodbye. I must go on with my life.
