This Is A Simulation

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[secretmellowart]

The Butterfly Boy: a Fairytale.

A fairytale about the feeling of waiting on the edge of massive existential societal tragedies you are powerless to prevent, the way that we scapegoat the victims of broader societal failures as if they were the Cause, and the way that we treat children who will never grow into a "conventional" adulthood.

Thank you to everyone who followed along as I was sharing the pages for these past couple months! <3 :_:

[galacticscrotum]

I’m so attracted to men with long hair until their personality starts to show that they’re a man. Pretty sure I just really want a girlfriend.

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[rat-king-they-them]

Rate my rat? I know he looks innocent but he actually loves to commit crimes and terrorize innocent people

I RATe him 10/10. Love the shadow of another rat in the background. He looks silly. 100% would NOT put in jail.

[galacticscrotum]

I’m in this photo and I don’t like it

[pugsandfrenchbulldogs]

Are they all just pretending???

[victusinveritas]

[galacticscrotum]

What the fuck?? Breaking news: humans have emotions! Goddamnit. At least they finally realized… I guess?

[galacticscrotum]

Not me having a mental breakdown and crying at 4am because im on my period and im craving snacks but im at my bfs house and he only has spinach tortillas and broccoli and frozen raw fish

He’s asleep and all i want is something with fat and salt and maybe sugar. I lowkey wish i was still starving myself because after a while the cravings go away and it’s like i don’t even need food anymore, or at least i don’t feel hunger or cravings

Why the fuck am i so dramatic rn???????? Can i just be a normal person and try and sleep even though im hungry and stop being a little bitch about it???

[galacticscrotum]

Tumblr is such a clusterfuck of dickheads who make posts to get support for themselves and then shit on other people asking for support. If you have nothing nice to say, shut the fuck up. I LOVE blocking people.

[galacticscrotum]

“ThAt soUndS mAniPulAtiVE” leave me alone I have BPD and I’m over exaggerating what he did to piss me off so I feel valid for how overly angry I am about it

[morninkim]

yeah sorry, you're not gonna have the context for him immediately. might have to scroll a bit first. yeah. sorry.

[galacticscrotum]

I’ve been feeling like my boyfriend has been super fucking condescending to me lately and he’s just unpleasant to talk to because he tries to ask me questions about how I can fix things, like he’s trying to guide me through a tutorial on how to feel better. Motherfucker if I wanted your help I would ASK. I want support and validation and love. Not to be interrogated about what I could do to not feel that way. We’re polyamorous and not each other’s life partners so I tolerate it because he does nice things to me and usually makes me feel good and supported, he just isn’t good at understanding my needs or emotions. Pisses me off because I literally could not be more clear. It’s obvious by my tone that I don’t like the way he responds to me when I tell him something that bothers me. Quit asking me a million questions and just fucking pretend to understand what I mean for a goddamn second. “Yeah babe I hear you.” That’s all I want. Not “well, what do you think would help with that?” You fucking listening to me without making me feel like you need to fix me would help goddamnit.

Anyways if anyone has memes about annoying boyfriends or condescending men, that would make me feel better so I feel like people relate.

[alittletouchofthetism]

the worst feeling as an autistic person is thinking you’re safe to unmask and then finding out that other people don’t like you bc of your autistic traits

it’s just like “oh. i got too comfortable again. got it.”

[galacticscrotum]

I feel like my sexual orientation and my gender identity are linked, at least sometimes. Either that, or I just feel like I have to change myself to others’ preferences at the expense of my own gender expression.

I’m abrosexual and genderqueer. I don’t shave my armpits or any of my body hair. When I hook up with someone, I feel this pressure to conform to feminine beauty standards and shave at least my armpits. So it makes me want to alter a form of my gender expression, my body hair, depending on who sees it. I want people to see me for who I am, but if there’s a hot straight guy who would be more likely to fuck me if I’m more feminine then I adapt. Ideally the hot guy would find me just as hot with or without the body hair, and like that I’m non-binary and not try to make me be a woman for them.

[galacticscrotum]

I think this is just internalized gender stereotypes and be afraid to be myself around people. If a guy wants to fuck me already, but some fuzzy pits turns him away, he’s not the type of person I’m interested in anyway because I don’t need to pretend around anyone.

[galacticscrotum]

Also yes this entire rant started over a hot guy with a big dick who I’m seeing tonight who prefers smooth women. I wanted to shave so I don’t worry about judgement but I’d rather fuck someone just as hot who likes my body how it is. This hot guy does like it I’m just worried

[galacticscrotum]

I feel like my sexual orientation and my gender identity are linked, at least sometimes. Either that, or I just feel like I have to change myself to others’ preferences at the expense of my own gender expression.

I’m abrosexual and genderqueer. I don’t shave my armpits or any of my body hair. When I hook up with someone, I feel this pressure to conform to feminine beauty standards and shave at least my armpits. So it makes me want to alter a form of my gender expression, my body hair, depending on who sees it. I want people to see me for who I am, but if there’s a hot straight guy who would be more likely to fuck me if I’m more feminine then I adapt. Ideally the hot guy would find me just as hot with or without the body hair, and like that I’m non-binary and not try to make me be a woman for them.

[galacticscrotum]

I think this is just internalized gender stereotypes and be afraid to be myself around people. If a guy wants to fuck me already, but some fuzzy pits turns him away, he’s not the type of person I’m interested in anyway because I don’t need to pretend around anyone.

[galacticscrotum]

I feel like my sexual orientation and my gender identity are linked, at least sometimes. Either that, or I just feel like I have to change myself to others’ preferences at the expense of my own gender expression.

I’m abrosexual and genderqueer. I don’t shave my armpits or any of my body hair. When I hook up with someone, I feel this pressure to conform to feminine beauty standards and shave at least my armpits. So it makes me want to alter a form of my gender expression, my body hair, depending on who sees it. I want people to see me for who I am, but if there’s a hot straight guy who would be more likely to fuck me if I’m more feminine then I adapt. Ideally the hot guy would find me just as hot with or without the body hair, and like that I’m non-binary and not try to make me be a woman for them.

[pansyfemme]

i think you can jerk off to someone platonically. kinda a ‘this one goes out to you, buddy’ type situation, yknow?

[anxietyproblem]

[oak23]

We forgot about it

[dickheaddutch]

[valilihapiirakka]

I once signed up to participate in a study on how depression affects memory, forgot I was meant to go do it, and when I emailed to apologise to the PhD student running it she basically told me that a) she was very used to this happening and b) the weird irony of her theories’ correctness making it very difficult to arrange proving them had by now gone from infuriating to hysterical

[plain-flavoured-english]

I went to the Grand Canyon when I was depressed and I literally forgot the whole thing. Like, the only reason I even know I was there is that I have photographs of myself standing in front of the Grand Canyon with dead eyes but i have absolutely no memory of it

People talk about depression like it’s just being sad all the time but straight up your brain stops working and sadness is just one of the many, many consequences of that