Def on the edge of a manic ep because I feel like my partner is trying to control my friends and Iâm trigger af from my last (4bus1ve) relationship who tried to control my friends. I feel like my past with guys is being held against me because the friend I hung out with tonight was a guy who I work with. Literally donât want this man at all not even a fcukin little bit. I only want her. Iâm so confused on if I should comfort and console her or be so fcuking angry because I feel controlled. Right now Iâm just ANGRY. itâs almost 4am and I canât sleep at all.




































