GhostingTheDestiny 

I, I Dont Know

[ghostingthedestiny]

To post, or not to post, that is the question.

But what to post is the next question, as my brain seem like it doesn’t want to function.

The motivation is draining and the creativity is waning.

I lay here in bed as the days go on, and soon I’ll find my free time is gone.

I want to get up to show others I’m here, but it seems like I’m just going to disappear. 

I should go hang with friends and have fun, but I feel that I might get shun.

Sometimes I think and want things to end, but I find my self holding on to extend.

I hold onto hope that I have more to give, hoping to find my will to live.

This struggle I’m feeling I know I’m not alone, I have to find the light to lead my way back home.

[ghostingthedestiny]

The past few weeks I’ve been watching a bunch of analog horror stuff, Midwest Angelica, the Walten’s Files, Harmony and Horror, Monument Mythos, etc.

It’s so cool to see the stories and worlds that people can come up with, from fascinating to creepy, to down right disturbing. I know some people say that a lot of analog horror on youtube is low effort, but I would have to disagree. Having a simple video of a black or white background with some texts and images, isn’t all these people put into their work, they have to come up with a concept and try and flesh it out to the point they feel they feel happy with. Does a book need pictures to get people invested into the story? No!

To get people invented into a story with limited visuals, is a lot harder than most realize. Just because you have good visuals or CGI, it doesn’t mean that people will be invested in the story. I mean take some movies, they might have great visuals and have plenty to look at, but their story is lacking any substance (I’m not putting my head on a pike by saying which movies I’m talking about)

Don’t get me wrong, there are some analog horror that are rough around the edges, but the person or team who made the story and video might not entirely know what their doing, but they’re trying, they’re putting their work out there to be seen, if there are things they need to improve on then the community needs to support and share tips.

No one should say ‘This video is shit, there’s nothing to look at, it’s just low effort text, You Should Quit!’.

Each upload you do, you can end up learning something new to improve your technique.

And not all stories are made for views or likes, some people just make them for fun.

No One Starts As A Master

Don’t let people bring you down! Post your stories! Share the worlds you have created! Be happy to create!

[ghostingthedestiny]

DoorDash is so expensive, I had to delete the app so I don’t keep using it.

But, the demons known as getting food without leaving my house are so strong, I’ve deleted the app 5 times now.

And now I’m waiting for my dasher to drop off my food, my will power is weak when it comes to food.

[ghostingthedestiny]

I got the flu. It sucks so much. My body doesn’t want to cooperate with me. My digestive track is out to get me, one wrong move it’s over.

[ghostingthedestiny]

The overwhelming urge to quit my job is over shadowed by my need for money. Without my job I don’t get money, without money, I can’t buy stupid stuff I don’t need, but want.

[ghostingthedestiny]

People on this site is a lot nicer than on other sites, yesterday was my first day posting and so many people gave me great advice and encouragement.

I just want to say thank you for the people that gave me a warm welcome.

Now that the sappiness is out of the way, I has a stupid random question for people.

What is your favorite dish that involves cheese?

[itsbeardedcollectorwolfme]

Jalapeno poppers

[ghostingthedestiny]

An excellent choice, I too love Jalapeño poppers.

[ghostingthedestiny]

So, how do I tumblr.

Do I just yell into the void until the void yells back and throws shoes at me to get me to shut up?

[sapient-marshmallow-princess]

or throws chocolate at you

[jacktheeldergod2]

Yell till the void attacks you and then bite it's throat as it lunges

[ghostingthedestiny]

Can I go the bard route and seduce the void instead?

[jacktheeldergod2]

...I mean yeah. If you have a skill issue and your jaws are brittle

[ghostingthedestiny]

Oh, I never said I couldn’t fight the void, I just think that I shouldn’t kill the void. Without the void where would we all spend our time, the real world!? Ha! Don’t be crazy.

[ghostingthedestiny]

So, how do I tumblr.

Do I just yell into the void until the void yells back and throws shoes at me to get me to shut up?

[sapient-marshmallow-princess]

or throws chocolate at you

[jacktheeldergod2]

Yell till the void attacks you and then bite it's throat as it lunges

[ghostingthedestiny]

Can I go the bard route and seduce the void instead?

[ghostingthedestiny]

People on this site is a lot nicer than on other sites, yesterday was my first day posting and so many people gave me great advice and encouragement.

I just want to say thank you for the people that gave me a warm welcome.

Now that the sappiness is out of the way, I has a stupid random question for people.

What is your favorite dish that involves cheese?

[ghostingthedestiny]

Might fuck around and diet again, I should be mentally stable enough to try it again.

Last time I tried, I got sad and got a lot take out food. But! I feel steady enough to do another attempt.

I mean, my mental health is about as stable as bridge designed by an architect, it looks great but the engineers would rip their hairs out looking at it.

[ghostingthedestiny]

So, how do I tumblr.

Do I just yell into the void until the void yells back and throws shoes at me to get me to shut up?

[brasskingfisher]

Kinda. You don't have to shout (using tags will help the right tumblrinas find your yellings).

There was an ancient post somewhere that compared posting on tumblr to leaving an object in a pile off other random objects in an abandoned warehouse or waste ground where a bunch of goblins/racoons would eventually emerge from the darkness to look at and lick/caress the objects in the pile. Some would grab an object and scamper back into the darkness immediately afterwards, only to return with another similar object and add it to the pile, or return much later with a crude replica of the object, or having modified the original in some way. Some would just sit and lick the objects until they found one they liked and stay there. Others would sit and remain enraptured by the pile itself, engaging in some kind of almost religious devotion. Some few would grab and object and gather others around them in reverence of a particular object, passing it between themselves so that each could lick it or attach their own fungal colony/moss to it (if they so chose) sometimes attracting the attention of outsiders who would steal the object and present it to their own tribes in the hope or expectation of reward.

Really, the important thing to remember is that Tumblr is an entire ecosystem in and of itself and akin to a whalefall. The site itself is the great beast's carcase, plunging through the depths, and we are merely the myriad scavengers, parasites and opportunistic predators feeding upon this great bounty.

The important thing to remember is that we're all almost exclusively queer neurodivergent goblin things...

[ghostingthedestiny]

Very wise words, thank you for passing this knowledge to me. A group of queer neurodivergent goblins you say? Hmmm, sounds great, I hope others find my objects worthy enough to bring them joy, entertainment, or stress (which ever will work)

[ghostingthedestiny]

So, how do I tumblr.

Do I just yell into the void until the void yells back and throws shoes at me to get me to shut up?

[mistyycowoa]

You just yell into the void until the void starts following you around and demanding noise

[ghostingthedestiny]

Whelp, hope the void loves my ADHD tired ass, cause I’ll run of fumes and dopamine to shout louder for it.

[ghostingthedestiny]

Paying to forced feed your post to random people is kinda weird. I still did it with my first post, but still, it’s like paying for a screen at Time Square to show strangers your mental illnesses.

[birdmanstein]

hi

[ghostingthedestiny]

Well hello, kind strange bird! Have you had your morning meal of an everything bagel yet?

[ghostingthedestiny]

Paying to forced feed your post to random people is kinda weird. I still did it with my first post, but still, it’s like paying for a screen at Time Square to show strangers your mental illnesses.

[goat--ish]

You should do it with the next cursed post you see

[ghostingthedestiny]

Well, according to the post I’ve seen from the void the void is already very, very cursed.

But with my power, I can make it worse 

[ghostingthedestiny]

So, how do I tumblr.

Do I just yell into the void until the void yells back and throws shoes at me to get me to shut up?

[mentally-unstable-bagel]

the void consumes thee

[ghostingthedestiny]

I’ll just consume the void back, I bet I got more forks than a void

[ghostingthedestiny]

So, how do I tumblr.

Do I just yell into the void until the void yells back and throws shoes at me to get me to shut up?

[incenseandcookies]

Yes, and one option is that you might go viral ... Only to find that here, it's a nightmare of endless notifications. We don't like that here.

Better, a modest amount of engagement that might help you find some enjoyable mutuals.

Best, you remain solely shouting into the void. Which means you get to say whatever you want and people leave you the hell alone. We like that here. It's good.

[ghostingthedestiny]

Like talking to shadows or dancing in public, most would avoid you, but there is also a crowd that either watches or join you in the chaos.

[ghostingthedestiny]

Paying to forced feed your post to random people is kinda weird. I still did it with my first post, but still, it’s like paying for a screen at Time Square to show strangers your mental illnesses.