๐งธ Itโs been 1.5 years ๐งธ
Helloโฆ I do not know where to start and what would be fitting to say. As some of you may have noticed, my last post is from the end of August 2020, during the midst of the p-word. I have opened this blog on multiple occasions since then and have contemplated posting something new, helping you staying motivated to strive towards a better version of yourselves by expanding and broadening your knowledge.
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The thing is, though, that every time I began to think about what to write, I found myself feeling drained and overwhelmed. My follower count was at 3100 and I had found such a sweet, supportive community on langblr โ until the panini hit. My mental health deteriorated and I strove away from feeding my hunger for learning new things.
Additionally to that, it was my last year of high school; stressing about my graduation in this situation really sucked the last ounce of energy straight out of my bones. I stopped journaling, stopped learning Korean, stoppen writing essays, stopped dancing etc. etc. Instead, I fled to fantastic worlds and immersed myself in books.
At this point, I do not know where to pick up old habits again, because I feel that through all the events since the start of 2020, I forgot how to be myself. I lost so many passions along the way and lately, that has been hard on me and my health.
It is just the beginning of this year, 2022, that I began rediscovering myself through studying new things, picking up sports again (still a long way to goโฆ) and so on.
As sad as this is, I must admit that I forgot what feels like 80% of the things I know (now โknewโ, I figure) about Korean. When I scrolled through my old blogposts yesterday morning, I felt some sort of spark ignited; I want to continue my Korean journey โ yet it feels like Iโm swimming in a vastly open sea with nothing to hold onto in sight. My perfectionism keeps me from admitting to you, that my posts might lack quality (?) as I have to refresh all the things I once learned. But honestly, I believe that is part of the journey which I am willing to take into account in order for myself to grow as an individual.
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This post is pretty lengthy so I want to thank you who read this all and I ask for your understanding, too. I will try my very best to be there for you, so that we can tackle this journey together.
I appreciate you all so much. ํ์ดํ !















