hiraya

ranting about things in my life ⋆ 𖤓 ⋆˚࿔ dashboard by noah kahan

[herayuuu]

Happy birthday hua cheng!!!

My gf reminded me actually i forgot he’s a gemini liek me ;-;)

[dogrotpdf]

how’s that house that raised you?

[writing-is-a-martial-art]

You meet god and she's mostly dead fish. You ask her why and she says most of the world is dead fish, and she's made herself to appeal to the most common denominator, the everyman funnyman comedy show that runs for eleven seasons but with the entire universe in mind. You ask her how much of the dead fish is your fault, she says it's far less than you'd think, in the grand scheme of things. You ask her if you matter at all. If you can do anything. She shrugs her rotting shoulders and says mattering is a made-up concept, like life, but sure, you can matter if you want to, on some scale. She has many scales. She doesn't know what you mean by 'anything', but you can do everything you can. You ask her if it's enough. She says there's no base requirement for deserving to exist. She's smoking a joint and the smoke filtering out of her gills gathers and forms gas giants and red dwarfs. You ask her if there's any hidden secrets of the universe you should know and she says it's not a secret if she tells, plus it's fun to let you figure it out yourself. You ask her if any of your questions were right questions and she says you worry about being right so much it might keep you from fucking around, which is as close to meaning of life as she ever bothered to make. You don't ask but she says she loves your hair, also your whole being, also your planet. She says she figured out what love is yesterday and is trying it out, which explains the ten thousand rainbows and sudden influx in rains of fish. She offers you a drag of her joint and you wake up half past midnight behind a chain restaurant clutching a smoked salmon. The new stars are winking like they're in on some joke and you're sure if you try hard enough you'll remember what it is.

[a-forgetful-magister]

The roles have reversed🫣

Merlin the next season:

the most we did was give the professors a nervous breakdown

[herayuuu]

I'd rather have a dead dad instead of a deadbeat dad.

[herayuuu]

How fragile my father's ego is, im not the one who did something wrong, (he's accepted that it was wrong of him to hit the dogs and almost hit my sister) yet he's the one acting all hurt, and has yet apologized to my sister.

[herayuuu]

This is how i envisioned how my fight with my dad went (im yuji obv) bcoz my dad went to book a hotel to stay there for a couple of nights.

[herayuuu]

Just fought with my dad for the first time, feeling kinda bad.

[sleepandblog]

being the one left behind when a person chooses someone else over you actually feels like being in hell. it makes you question every little thing about yourself. it makes you insecure about things you never cared about before

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

[the-forest-library]

kill the imposter syndrome in your head because not only is there someone out there doing it worse than you, they’re also using chat gpt to do it

[akiacia]

frequent flier(s) ✈️

[paper-wounds]

via

[passengerprincipessa]

also sorry i’m so tired of people acting like they can have nothing in common with someone a few years older or younger than them. have you never had coworkers who aren’t your exact age. have you never taken an art class with someone thirty years older than you. have you never had a friend. like did covid fry everyone’s brains this badly

[herayuuu]

something about the clock widget and co-dependent friendships,

prose by me

[herayuuu]

Jester

[apocryphics]

from Virginia Woolf's diaries, February 27th, 1926