I’m posting this on here because I’ve met some really good people here, and I know that some of you might want to help💓😌
My mom has paranoid schizophrenia.
I’ve been living with her and her friend Steve.
Steve is mentally ill and also a hoarder. Steve is in love with my mom and he will do anything that she says regardless of how fucked up it is.
My mom is verbally and mentally abusive…
She will come into my room screaming at me calling me names like fat, ugly, cow, slut, whore, ugly bitch, etc. I have a very bad eating disorder, and her words eat at me. Ive gotten to 90 pounds and I’m trying to get better and move foward
but it’s hard with everything going on. my mom says that I’m the devil she believes that I’m out to get her and part of the government conspiracy she believes is her life. My mom tells me to die, to suck dick and I’m a whore, she tells me gross things I like big d*ck in my mouth and so on..
I’m a lesbian and have gotten sexually abused and raped, im traumatized the things she says makes me sick. My mom tells me my girlfriend doesn’t love me and she’s a slut and isn’t gay. having no place to go , no place to call home and loosing your mother because of mental illness is fucking hell. My mom accuses me of stealing her things then she’ll kick me out. I get threatened every day, I come home to her yelling at me saying I’m the devil, She will yell and scream and get Steve to kick me out.
Recently her steve got physical with me. He put his hands on me, and there was nothing I could do. I got kicked out regardless. my cats , ended up being locked in the garage while i was kicked out with no food or water for 3 days…
Steve has threatened to kill my cats, with one of his many guns. My girlfriend was living with me during some of this but she moved back to Halifax. I spent the rest of my money to book her a plane ticket.
My mom shits her pants and leaves the pants lying on the floor for days or weeks. My mom doesn’t buy food .. ever , I go to the food bank when I can. she buys smokes, and beer that’s it. She smokes 2 packs a day. she smokes in the house, the house is so unbreathable the air is thick and Smokey , it makes me so sick to the point I’ve thrown up. I have no where else to go and I’m trying to fly to Halifax I have a pituitary the tumour is in my brain it makes it really hard for me to live like a normal person.
Ive been in the hospital 3 times this year for attempt of suicide
There are pictures below of the house there are holes in the ceiling that they covered with garbage bags and same with the walls of the shower
thank you guys for reading this, it means a lot to me even if you just read. It would mean the world to me if this could get reblogs to help me achieve my goal ❤️😌
My goal is to get 400$ to fly me and my 2 cats to Halifax.
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