On Hiatus
I'm sorry for being gone for so many months. I really thought I would be able to stick to a schedule but everything just went downhill these past few months. Not a lot know what I'm about to explain in this journal and that's ok. I don't share all the details that go on in my life, so I don't expect any different, but I recently lost my grandmother. Since November 19th she has been back and forth to hospitals and on March the 7th I finally lost her. So now I'm experiencing that moment where you lose a parent and you just don't know what to do.. and I say parent because she was my parent. It's complicated to explain but these nice old folks adopted me when I was 6 despite all my issues and due to both our ages and being friends with my mother at the time, they introduced themselves as my grandparents and just stuck. I lost my grandfather back in 2009, I can't believe it's been that long honestly.. and I knew things were getting worse as her health kept declining these past few months but I kept denying it. So now I'm just.. trying to figure out how to cope I guess. I never really grew up around anyone else that was apart of their family line so now I feel kind of.. like the anchor to my identity has been severed. The point I'm trying to make without transforming this post into just another depressing mess is that I'm at a loss right now and I don't know if I'll bounce back anytime soon. To those I owe art to I'll try to get done as soon as I can find my motivation to even pick up my tablet and draw anything decently and if I can't then you'll no doubt have a refund issued, no worries. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I'm sorry if I made this depressing or anything like that..





















