Natasha pushed the door open and felt a small smile grace her face as she heard soft music playing in the background throughout the sound system she had recently installed. She adored the way you would put on your favourite musicals and sing along when you were home alone. She could just imagine you in the kitchen dancing around making dinner with a smile floating on your face.
She dropped her bag by the door and stepped out of her shoes. Her hair fell out of the small bun she had made under her coat hood as she pulled the wet garment off. She pushed the door to the kitchen open but frowned, her face furrowing when she saw you. You were stood at the counter glaring at a package that sat in front of you with a look that could kill.
“Detka? What are you glaring at?” She asked as her eyes did a quick glance of your body to check you weren’t injured. You were stood in an oversized shirt and bike shorts, your hair pulled up to be out of your face, your favourite pair of slippers on. There was music still playing in the background. She recognized the song as something from your favourite album.
“I bought this dough because the package said it’s certified gluten free but I just read the list.” You had a small pout on your lips as you looked up at her, her eyes brows furrowed. “It’s got barley in it. It’s a lie…”
“My love why are you so upset? We can go get another one malyshka.” She soothed, her hand smoothing down your flyaways with a small chuckle. “We’ll call Wanda and get her to pick some up.”
You shook your head glaring down at the dough as if it had killed your parents. “I wanted to surprise you and Wands with a romantic dinner…” You sighed putting it back in the fridge and looked over at her, your arms crossing as you leaned against the counter. “Plus it was the only gluten free one in like 15 mile radius. I went to 6 stores this morning to do pizza night…”
Natasha released a chuckle as she stepped towards you, her hands landing on your shoulders, a small smile on her face. “So I will have Wanda grab frozen pizzas and we will make our own pizzas and make it an at home date night.” You looked up and your eyes locked with her green ones. You studied her face for a moment before nodding and burying your face into her collarbone as you wrap your arms around her waist.
Her hand naturally went up and once again her hand automatically smoothed your baby hairs down as she pressed a kiss on to your temple. She wrapped her arm around your waist and pulled her phone out to call Wanda. You reached up and pecked her cheek before slinking out of her arms and into the bathroom to fix your hair.
When you came back into the kitchen, Natasha had disappeared, you assumed to the bedroom so you found your way into the living room to assume your favourite position, curled up on the window bench, a weighted blanket laid on your lap, your favourite book, worn and obviously well loved in hand.
Natasha came back down, not hearing any noise she peeked her head into the living room and smiled, her hand automatically grabbing her phone to grab a shot. You were so engrossed in your book you had no idea she had entered the room. She heard a car pull up and walked over to the front door, pulling it open to see wanda opening her front door. The witch looked up and sent the assassin a broad smile. “Hi Natty!!” She grabbed her purse from the backseat and made her way up the driveway with the boxes in her hands.
The redhead grabbed the pizza boxes from the brunette as she pressed a kiss to her lips. “She’s reading and in a bit of a mood because her plans were changed.” Wanda chuckled as they both made their into the kitchen, wanda to drop off her lunch box and Nat to turn the oven on and start cooking.
Wanda wandered out of the living room and went straight to change into some comfy clothes. After changing, the witch made her down to the living room, once she stepped into the room, your head snapped up.
Your eyes sparkled as you threw yourself towards the witch. “Wanda!” The small squeal in your voice caused the witch the melt even more as you held to her neck tight, your nose buried into the crook.
A big breath was taken before you looked up at the green eyed Wanda. “Hi…” Yoy breathed before she smiled and smothered your face in kisses.
“Hi gorgeous. How was your day? What did you get up to?” The witch cupped your face with a warm calloused hand. Her eyes scanned your face before landing on your lips. You didn’t say anything just leaned in and pressed a kiss against her soft lips. she smiled and leaned into the kiss as well.
The two of you were pulled part by a cough from Nat who stood in the doorway. “As much as i would ADORE to watch what happens next. We need to eat detka.” Nat said laughing with a smirk on her face. You frown looking over at her.
“Not hungry…” You said with a pout leaning against Wanda who merely pressed a kiss into your head, holding you a little tighter around the waist.
“I think you’re just a little annoyed and are struggling with the change of plans.” She said turning on her heel and heading back to the kitchen. You merely sighed and looked up at the brunette. She cupped your cheek again and rubbed with her thumb to calm your body.
“She’s not wrong malyshka. Why don’t the three of us go make some pizzas and cuddle with a movie? hmm?” In response she was given a small nod before you peeled yourself off of her body. Her hand trailed down your body to intertwine with your hand as the two of you made your way towards the kitchen where you could hear Nat humming a russian song to herself. You smiled as you pushed the door open to a grinning Natasha who whipped around.
“Ready moya lyubuv?” The assassin asked holding up an empty box that once contained gluten free pizza. “The ingredients are all out and ready for us to have fun.” She mentioned with a small smile aimed directly at you. She knew making the new activity would make it easier for your brain to switch the plans you had made originally.
You turned your head slightly to see the counter where Nat had set the stuff out and immediately you felt the annoyance dissipate from your body as your eyes roamed over the set up. All of your favourites were there as well as Nats and Wanda’s usual toppings. “We get to create our own pizza?” You ask, the exciting stirring up in your body as you start to bounce. “That’s so much better!!”
Your arms wrapped around Nats neck as you pressed a kiss to her lips as well. “You always know how to cheer me up.” You muttered as you pressed kisses to the corner of her mouth and cheek. “My hero.” A small laugh could be heard be from Wanda who walked over and placed her hands on your hips, her body pressing against your own as she pressed kisses to your neck. “Pizza time?” Her voice whispered in your ear causing a shiver to roll down your spine.
You nodded and pulled back from Nat to lean into Wanda momentarily before standing upright and making your way over to the kitchen island. Wanda walked over to the little radio and turned it on before the three of you created your pizzas with music on in the background.
Once they were all in the oven and the food had been packed up, the three of you made your way to the living room where Nat turned the tv on handing you the remote to allow you to choose the movie today. Wanda got you and herself all settled up under some blankets, leaving room for Nat to join in once the pizzas had finished.
A ding let Nat know it was time to go get the pizzas and before you knew it, the redhead was back and cuddling under the blankets holding three plates. “One for my little witch. One for my detka. One for me.” She said handing the plates around.
The three of you cuddled up on the sofa, you in the middle, your legs tangled up with both of their legs, Wanda’s head on your chest, Nats head leaning down against your head. You simply snuggled further and watched the movie. One you would always marvel over.
The night ended by you falling asleep wrapped in their arms halfway through the movie. “Natty…” She murmured softly to not wake you. Natasha merely hummed and pulled the two of you closer closing her eyes.
“Tomorrow my love… tonight we sleep…” Wanda nodded very shallowly and closed her eyes, the two falling asleep quickly.
I got bored during my break at work because i forgot my airpods and couldn’t watch my videos around the kids so i made this instead! I wanna make more so if you like it let me know!
Triggers: starts to get a little spicy but nothing intense (cause I can’t write spicy to save my life lmao), a mental breakdown and a fall out spoken about with a sibling.
Tags: hurt/comfort, fluff, a little spice.
A/N: this happened to me last week. My best friend of 11 years slowly stopped speaking to me and this was the first birthday I’ve ever had where she didn’t call me at midnight or text me a paragraph in the middle of the day and i genuinely just had a whole menty b over it because ouch.
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You had spent your birthday this year fighting the flu that seemed to conquer your daycare in less than a week. The day was spent doing everything in your will power to not puke up the pain meds. The only things keeping you from going insane with the flair up in your hips. Not how you imagined you would spend it.
It wasn’t that big of a deal that everyone else seemed to forget except your girlfriends and best friend. It didn’t make you feel like a burden to everyone you know. Not at all. You knew that you and your best friend, Hannah, were off to a concert of your favourite band next weekend and your girlfriends had bought you tickets to go see Les Miserables live in a month.
It had also been the first birthday you had had since you and your sister had stopped speaking. For what reason, you still had no idea but it gutted you. Not getting that call at midnight or the text in the middle of the day.
It had been a week and a half since your birthday. You had been better and at work this week so you hadn’t had to time to stop and think about it much. It wasn’t until you had been cleaning the kitchen and bathroom and you had sat down for 10 minutes that you realized how much it had actually hit you. But you were… well you. You didn’t like to show emotions so when Wanda and Nat questioned you, you put a small smile over your face and moved on.
It wasn’t until that night that they finally got you to open up. You had been sitting on the couch, your feet tucked underneath you, hands fidgeting in your lap as you stared at the blank tv screen. Eyes unseeing.
Wanda plopped down beside you, one hand floating to land on your thigh, the other floating up to cup your cheek. “Detka…” She murmured causing you to blink and look over at her with a numb expression. “What’s wrong my love?”
“It’s my first birthday without her…” Yoy muttered before jerking your chin away from her soft hand and looked down at your hands, tears threatening to escape. “I just don’t know how to feel…” You admit shrugging your shoulders. “I’m no good at this…”
Natasha, who had sat on the coffee table across from you, slipped off and squatted in front of you. She took 2 fingers and placed them under your chin to look up at her. When your blue eyes met her green eyes, the tears finally broke through. “Not alone.”
“Hannah and I were talking… it makes it worse that i still don’t know why… why she just… stopped talking to me.” You admitted, your eyes closing as you turned to bury into Wanda. “Why am i not good enough for her?” This broke the witches heart as she pulled you into her arms, gathering you up like you weighed nothing.
“You did nothing to her detka… she doesn’t deserve to live in your head. She left. Not you.” Wanda said running her fingers through your short black hair. The words you mumbled next, shattered the spy’s heart.
“Why am I not good enough for people to stay?” Your body released a sob which allowed for more to take over your body. “I-I just want people to stay.” You mutter into the chest of your magic wielding girlfriend, you can feel Nats body as it wraps around you.
The two let you cry in their arms for what feels like hours but is truly only like 10 minutes before you finally pull away a little. “Oh detka… you are more than good enough. I hate that you think you aren’t. Some people just aren’t cut out to be actual friends and it sucks that you have to go through that but you are so special. You my little love are worth more than anything or anyone could ever understand.” Wanda muttered unto your hair as Nat just pulled you into her chest closer.
“Darling we love you so much and no matter what, you will ALWAYS have us to fall back on.” Nat said in between kisses. Her lips pressing all around your face, as if she was trying to kiss all the tears off. You giggled softly and pushed her face away so you could capture her lips with yours. “Plus you have Hannah. She’ll always be by your side.” She added after pressing another chaste kiss to your lips.
Wanda pouted as she watched you two interact. The same pout that she knew you couldn’t resist and as if on cue, you cupped her cheeks and pulled her face forward. Before you pressed your lips to her you muttered. “I’m so lucky to have you two on my side…” With that you pressed your warm lips against Wanda’s and the two of you fought for dominance for a moment before you finally gave in and sighed silently as her tongue ran over your lips, asking for permission. Your lips opened slightly and Wanda pressed further into the kiss.
Before you two could get any farther, you were pulled away and your kiss swollen lips were being dominated by Natasha’s. Wanda started pressing kisses to your neck, one hand holding the black strands back, the other pulling your in closer by the waist. YOu groaned as she pressed her knee between your thighs.
Natasha finally pulled away with a smirk settled on her perfect lips as she took you in. Black hair starting to look disheveled as Wanda sucked a hickey into your pulse point. Your eyes closed as your body subconsciously leaned into the brunette, your swollen lips, slightly parted as you tried to catch your breath letting out a small whimper. “Wanda…”
Nat leaned in to press a kiss to the shell of your ear. “Shall we take this to the bedroom detka?” She husked causing you to groan once again with a sharp nod.
45 minutes later the three of you were cuddled up in your bed, you stuck in the middle, Wanda spooning you as you had your head placed over Nats slowly calming heart. You closed your eyes with a yawn tugging at your mouth.
“Sleep detka. When you wake, we’ll order some takeout and watch a movie. Sound good?” The witch received a small hum in response as your body fully relaxed into Nats strong arms. “We love you sweet girl.”
Summary: you are a daycare worker but you are with Nat and Wanda.
A/N: i’m really happy with this. It’s just pure fluff lmao.
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Natasha Romanoff and Wanda Maximoff were two of the most feared avengers. They were very good at what they did and were easily two of the strongest. They were in a relationship. Everyone knew that. What they didn’t know was their other partner was just a normal person. You. You were just a normal human being with a normal job but your home life was anything but normal. You spent dinners with gods and millionaires. You had movie nights with Nat and Wanda. You had prank wars with Sam and Clint. At the ripe age of 25 you had a very chaotic home life but you wouldn’t change it for the world.
“Sweetheart.” Natasha woke you gently, one hand smoothing your wild morning hair. “Your shift starts in 30 minutes and you know how Wanda gets if you don’t eat.” She received nothing back except for a small grunt. A laugh bubbled up out of the assassins mouth. “Sorry I don’t speak caveman. Come again?”
You peeked your head up from the comfort of the pillow with a small glare gracing your features. Your blue eyes piercing through the assassins carefully placed facade. She gave a soft smile and booped your nose causing you to scrunch it up before burying your face back into the pillow. “No.” Was all you have the redhead. She sighed.
“I guess I’ll have to call in the big guns.” She said with a smirk settled on her face. “Oh Wanda!” She said a little louder causing the witch to pop her head through the ensuite door. “Someone won’t get out of bed for work.” She smiled seeing a smirk gracing the brunettes face.
Wanda made her way over, you curled up, protecting your stomach knowing fine well she was try and tickle you. “Oh detka.” She said in a sing song voice. Her fingers immediately found a spot in between your chin and shoulders bringing a squeal out of you as your body recoiled from the incoming appendages. Your black bob flopped into your face as you finally looked up at the two in front of you.
“I hate you. Both of you.” You mumbled sitting fully upright pushing the wild hair out of your face. A yawn slid out of your throat as your body stretched upwards, hands in the air, shirt that looked suspiciously like Nats riding up to show your midriff before you relaxed your body again.
“Sure you do babe.” Wanda said pressing a kiss to your head as she went back to the bathroom with a laugh. You glared at her retreating form and Nats form standing in the door frame. “What would you like for breakfast detka?”
“Toast and OJ please…” You said your legs swinging off the bed to finally stand. “Oh protein. Uhm… sausage.” You gave a sweet smile to Nat before making your way into the now vacant bathroom.
You did your morning routine and came out, dressed in some black leggings and a shirt with a dinosaur on it for dino day. Your shirt black hair was clipped up with a T-Rex shaped claw clip and you had T-Rex earrings in. As you stepped out of your room, bag in hand, Tony stopped and stared at you.
“So are you aiming for dino chic or what?” The man said with an eyebrow raised. You laughed and shook your head looking over at the man.
“It’s Dino day Tony. We’re learning all about dinosaurs.” You said as Wanda came up behind you.
“I think you look adorable detka.” The brunette said pressing another kiss to your temple.
“Of course you do.” Tony snorted but ruffled your hair as he continued on his way to his lab. You grunted and as you and Wanda walked to the kitchen together, you fiddled with your hair clip trying to get it to sit right again.
You walked into the kitchen as Nat placed your plate on the counter beside a cup of orange juice. You plopped down at the island and with a mumbled thank you, you started eating. Nat had gotten into the habit of making you breakfast because you had a bad habit of waking up and heading straight for your shift with no breakfast which in your field, meant low energy which didn’t work.
The preschool in the building was how you had meet your girlfriends. They had been walking past one day and saw you. The way you were squatting to the kids level to make eye contact. They way you had been holding the little girls hands as you spoke to her softly. The two women then would go out of their way to walk past the window to catch a glimpse of you. Whether you were cuddling an upset toddler or colouring with the preschoolers, you looked like you fit right into their world.
The way your blue eyes shone when you saw a kid excel in a new activity or the way you watched the kids faces when they learned a new skill. They could see just how much you adored the job you had chosen. It took them 5 months of watching before they finally felt ready to talk to you.
It was wanda who spoke to you first. She had waited outside of the preschool after your shift. You had bumped into her and had immediately started apologizing to the Avenger but all she did was laugh.
The brunette and redhead had intimidated you at first but something about them dragged you in. Something kept you wondering what their next move would be. You had seen them hovering outside the preschool but had no idea it was to catch a glimpse of you. You hated how you looked after work most of the time, your hair was usually everywhere and you always looked tired. They thought it was the cutest thing in the world.
You would spend your evenings with the two women, them enthralled when you spoke about the kids in your care, or as you called them, your kids. The way your eyes would gleam when you spoke of them warmed the women’s hearts.
You were shaken out of your thoughts by a hand being placed on your thigh. Your eyes flicked over to the redhead who had sat beside you silently with a cup of coffee. “You were lost for a moment detka. You okay?”
A hum was the response as you finished off the OJ in front of you. “Just thinking about how we met.” You mused as you stood to bring your dishes to the dishwasher but before you could get two steps in, Wanda had already taken the dishes from you. “I have two hands Wands. I can put dishes in the dishwasher.” You said, hands on your hips with a smirk on your face.
“Yeah but i’m here to do it for you.” The witch smiled sweetly before she stepped up in front of you and wrapped her arms around your waist. “Plus I get a thank you kiss if I do it.” You breathed a laugh and pressed your lips against hers as your hands snaked around her neck, pulling her closer. She melted into the kiss before you had to pull away.
“I’m going to be late for work. Which is impressive considering I live in the same building.” You say with a laugh. “I’ll see you two after work?” You ask, twisting out of the witches arms and step towards the assassin. A chaste kiss is pressed to her lips before you are out of the door leaving both women standing there with smiles ghosting their faces. Who would have thought. A witch and an assassin taken down by a simple daycare worker.
I sat staring at the giant green tree in front of me, unsure of what was going on. My moms had mentioned something about Christmas but I had no idea what that was. When they came in carrying a couple of boxes I finally looked up at them in confusion. “What is all this again?” I asked quietly, picking at my finger nails. I hated that i didn’t know what this was because it seemed so normal for everyone else.
“It’s Christmas detka.” Wanda said distracted as she put the box down and opened it up looking through. I simply hummed as Natasha did the same. They started placing little figurines and balls on the tree as well as some lights.
I didn’t know what to say. What to do besides watch them. Natasha put on some music that kept mentioning this Christmas thing. I had a faint smile on my face as i watched the two of them dance around together as they placed things all around the room.
It wasn’t until Wanda spotted me that she paused, looking at me quizzically, her head tilting slightly, confusion all over her face. “Why aren’t you helping detka?”
“I- well i-“ I stuttered out trying to blink back the tears that were forming. “I-“ I picked at my nails as i dropped my gaze, the tears finally breaking through. How could i tell them i have no idea what they are talking about or what’s going on? It seems like such a normal thing. The rest of the team had been talking about it recently as well. I was the only one who didn’t understand.
I felt a pair of hands grab mine as my vision blurred from the tears. One of the hands cupped my chin and pulled my head up to face them, I blinked once allowing the tears to fall and saw the face of my sokovian mother. “Darling. What’s going on? Why the tears?”
We both looked over at Natasha when we heard her whisper. “She doesn’t know what Christmas is… how could I forget?” She sat beside me, and placed an arm over my shoulder. “I am so sorry malyshka. I should have remembered.” I nodded looking back down at my hands that were currently being held by Wanda’s soft hands, her thumb stroking the back of my hand subconsciously.
“In the r- that place where i was raised, we didn’t do christmas. i didn’t have a life before there…” I muttered, more tears falling, sniffling afterwards. Wanda almost fell, barely catching herself as she looked at me. “It looks fun I just… don’t know what to do.” I shrugged.
“Oh detka… i didn’t know… i’m so sorry…” Wanda said cupping my face, her thumb wiping the tears. “It’s alright. We’ll tell you all about it. Hmm?”
I felt Natasha hold me just a little tighter as I nodded looking at my blue eyed mother. “Please momma.” A small smile graced her face as she sat on the other side of me.
They explained the story of how christmas came to be and I was left with more questions. “So… we celebrate for what exactly?” I asked, my brain going a mile a minute.
“We, as your parents, celebrate Christmas for being together, for getting to be our family and be with each other. For love and happiness. This year, we’re celebrating you detka. Your first christmas with us, you being our daughter.” Natasha said tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
I smiled widely at that and looked up at them. “To being together.” I whispered before throwing myself into her arms. “A family mama.”
“A family malyshka.” She responded, kissing my head. Wanda then pulled me over and kissed my head as well.
“For everything you have overcome this year. And your life.” She said smoothing my hair down. I nodded looking over at the tree that they finished. “We’re just missing the star at the top of the tree detka. Would you like to put it on?” Wanda asked walking over to the box. She pulled out a silver star with gold details on it.
Natasha’s POV
Wanda and I were so excited for our first christmas with our daughter. We had brought the tree yesterday and today we brought out the decorations. “What is all this again?” I heard a soft whisper come from the young girl on the couch.
“It’s christmas detka.” Wanda replied as she dug through the box she had brought in. I went over to the radio after hearing a small hum and put on a christmas music playlist. Wanda and I started decoration the tree, we got so caught up with the music and dancing and decorating, neither of us noticed that y/n wasn’t helping.
Wanda stopped and tilted her head making me stop. “Why aren’t you helping Detka?” She asked, I turned to face the young girl and my heart froze as her green eyes teared up.
“I well- I” She looked down and i noticed tears starting to fall. “I-“ My heart stopped as I realized what was happening. She didn’t know. She didn’t know what christmas was or the traditions or anything. Of course she doesn’t. She was raised purely in the red room. Like me, she had no life before and unlike me, she never went on missions that were over a christmas.
“She doesn’t know what Christmas is… how could I forget that?” I muttered, a lump forming in my throat. How could I have forgotten? That was such a rookie move! She must feel awful! I ran over to her and sat beside her, one arm naturally drifting up and holding her shoulders. “I am so sorry malyshka. I should have remembered.”
“In the r- that place where i was raised, we didn’t do christmas. I didn’t have a life before there…” She mumbled, Wanda stumbled when she heard that. “It looks fun I just… don’t know what to do.” She shrugged slightly making my arm go up slightly.
“Oh detka… i didn’t know… i’m so sorry…” Wanda said cupping her face, her thumb wiping the tears. “It’s alright. We’ll tell you all about it. Hmm?”
I pulled our daughter a little closer to me as she stared at my girlfriend with hope in her eyes. “Please momma.” Wanda smiled as she sat next to the girl.
Wanda’s POV
My heart shattered as the sweet girl in front of me told me about not knowing about Christmas.
After we told her about christmas, she naturally had some questions. “So… we celebrate for what exactly?” She asked and i could practically see her brain going a mile a minute.
“We, as your parents, celebrate Christmas for being together, for getting to be our family and be with each other. For love and happiness. This year, we’re celebrating you detka. Your first christmas with us, you being our daughter.” Natasha said tucking a strand of hair behind our daughter’s ear. My heart melting at the words she spoke.
Y/n smiled widely at that and looked up at us. “To being together.” She whispered before throwing myself into Nat’s arms. “A family mama.”
“A family malyshka.” Nat responded, kissing her head. I then pulled her over and kissed her head as well.
“For everything you have overcome this year. And your life.” I said smoothing her crazy hair down. She nodded looking over at the tree that we had finished. “We’re just missing the star at the top of the tree detka. Would you like to put it on?” I asked walking over to the box. I smiled and pulled out a silver star with gold details on it. A star that reminded me of our beautiful girl.
“We had it specially made for this year.” I said looking at the three initials engraved into the middle. N, W, Y. Our little family.
Y/n looked up at me and cautiously stood, making her way over to me, i held it down so she could see and the biggest smile we had seen in a while graced her face. “That’s my initial there too!” She said, her eyes shining like the star she now held in her hands. She looked excitedly between Natasha and I before she looked up at the tree.
Nat came over and scooped her up, placing her on her shoulder, a squeak coming from the younger girl. She placed the star on top and as Nat put her down, i wrapped my arms around her and pressed a kiss into her hair. “Perfect. Just like our girl.”
I wanna apologize for my lack of posting. My mum and i were forced out of my childhood home and had to move and that started a mental health spiral for me where i was getting really low again. My eating disorder has also kicked back in so trying to work with it. I’m finally back on track, taking my meds again, and working with my nanny kid full time again.
Y’all i’m watching bones again and Sweets just died and i forgot about how Christine comes up and says she’s ready for Uncle Sweets to take her to the park and i’m dead. that was mean. A full stab in the heart😭😭😭😭😭
Last Song: “Richard Cory” (YouTube: live version someone showed me the other day [that whole appearance is great!] / Song.link: original album version) [I’ve written about the song before here.]
Favourite Colour: Blue
Currently Watching: About the only thing left I’m still watching is Ghosts 😳
Sweet/Savoury/Spicy: Uh…anything but spicy? Dunno. Iced tea should be sweet, and, well, sweets, but I don’t know that I have food that’s sweet? And I’ve never understood what savory entailed… 😳
Relationship Status: This one instantly took me all the way back to Week 1 of Beginning Arabic and Maha in the Red Book (#this is the way my mind works 😂)—except I am not forlorn about my single status.
Current Obsession: The scent of honeysuckle filling the “spring” air?
Last Thing You Googled: Googled proper, no clue. Last search was trying to find a link for Maha above…without luck.
Tagging: Since @persevereforahappyending tagged me in the other one, I’m returning the favor here 😂 And other regular appearances on my dashboard, @anakinftpadme @whyislenaluthorsohot And to quote EvilPenguinRika when tagging me, “Feel free to do this if you wanna :'D And whoever else who sees this and wants to do it too, go for it!”
Summary: You have asthma and work on set with Scarlett and Lizzie, read to find out the rest.
Tags: asthma attack, fluff
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A/N: idk how i feel about this one. let me know if y'all like it or whatever aha
The set of Marvel was amazing, something I never thought was going to happen to me but here I was. Here filming with the whole Marvel cast which is amazing. I never expected to be where I am now, being close with Scarlett and Lizzie, it really just makes everything feel even more unreal.
Lizzie and Scar had become close friends during this time. I had a small crush on them, something that I would never admit out loud because they were together. I wouldn’t be a home wrecker, so instead I just settled for being a close friend with the two of them and being around them whenever they would have me.
I felt a small coil in my chest and knew it was time to take a break. I had kept this secret about my asthma a secret for so long, I didn’t think they would have kept me on if they knew so instead of being open that I needed to take a break to take my inhaler, I kept running off saying I was doing small stupid things when I was off getting my inhaler. Asthma isn’t something a superhero is supposed to have.
I had a small inkling that Scar and Lizzie had caught on but I never wanted them to have to bother with me. It wasn’t their job to take care of me. So here I was, on set, running a scene with the two actresses, my character being soaking wet, out in the cold air which will only make my asthma worse and of course I had forgotten to take it this morning.
“I need to run to my trailer for a moment. I gotta pee really quick.” I muttered to the director who nodded slightly and let me off. I ran off to my trailer but before I could get there, Scarlett called me over. “Whats up Scar?”
“Do you want to go to dinner at the end of the night?” She asked, Lizzie standing behind her munching on some food at the food table. “Liz and I were thinking about going but we wanted you to come with us?” I shrugged, forgetting about the coil in my chest and feeling a gnawing in my stomach. Before I could get a word out, our director called everyone back to set, scarlett and lizzie grabbed both my hands and dragged me to set.
We were filming outside, in the cold and wet. My clothes got sprayed down to make it look like Id been walking in the rain to find Natasha and Wanda. I stepped up and as they called action, I burst into a run as fake bullets whizzed past me. I dodged them and finally saw the red heads ahead of me. Before I could get to them, the coil in my chest tightened some more and I stopped rubbing my chest, trying to get a full breath, my lungs constricting slightly more.
A few glances of concern from Scar and Lizzie were thrown my way before they called places again. “You okay?” The director called out, I merely nodded and made my way back to my original starting position. I could feel the coil tighten a little more. I realized Scar had stopped me before I could use my inhaler and now I had to deal with not being able to breath properly.
“One time wont hurt me… finish this scene then go off again.” I murmured to myself as I shook it off. The director called action and I ran off again, dodging bullets as I went.
I didn’t realize how bad my asthma had been triggered by the cold until I was on my knees gasping for air. Scarlett and Lizzie ran over and kneeled down beside me.
“Darling?” Scarlett asked, her hand running through my damp hair. I looked up slightly, gasping for air. “Whats going on?”
“Can you not breath?” Lizzie asked, concern etched into her face as they watched me gasping. “Where is your inhaler?” My head whipped up looking at the two of them with wide eyes.
“M-my purse… chair…” I gasped out between each small breath, feeling my chest tighten even more as the cold air whipped around me stronger. It wasn’t until Scarlett pulled me so I was leaning against here as she ran her fingers through my wet hair trying to calm me down as the brunette ran off to find my inhaler.
By the time she got back, not only had my asthma gotten worse but my anxiety was peaking now as I felt the eyes of the entire cast and crew staring at me in confusion and worry. I reached out to grab the inhaler and tried to open it but had to stop as my hands were too shaky. Scar took the puffer from me and opened it as my eyes darted to Lizzie.
“Its okay sweetheart. Just try your best to take a deep breath. Look in my eyes. That’s it, good job.” Lizzie muttered encouraging words to me as Scarlett shook the device and placed it by my lips, I opened my mouth and she shot a puff into my mouth then lizzie closed my mouth as they both counted to ten aloud. I could feel my chest loosen slightly so I opened my mouth again for the blonde to repeat the action.
“That’s it darling. Ten seconds then you can sit up again. Ten… nine… eight… seven… six… five… four… three… two… one.” Lizzie said cupping my cheek with a soft smile. “I’m so proud of you sweetie.” She brushed a singular tear off my face with the sweetest look on her face.
“Now that we can breath again why don’t the three of us go clean off and have a movie night hmm?” Scarlett said pushing some hair out of my eyes as I glanced up at her though my eyelashes. “Do you need help getting these wet clothes off…?” My face instantly turned red as I felt my cheeks warm up instantly, causing both women to chuckle. “I just mean because you just had a pretty severe asthma attack darling.”
My mouth fell into the shape of an O and I shook my head. “I think I’ll be okay… You guys don’t need to worry about me. I’m sure you guys have other things to do.” I muttered sitting up, pulling myself away from Scarlett, shrugging myself out of their hands. I didn’t see the look of disappointment on her face but when I turned, I saw the last glimpse of it before it morphed into slight amusement.
“Darling, we wouldn’t have offered if we didn’t want to spend time with you.” Lizzie said with a slight chuckle. “Now come on. Lets go to my trailer, I have the biggest bed.” I stood, peeling the wet coat off my upper body as the other two stood, Lizzie taking my small bag and putting my inhaler away again.
Scarlett placed her hand on my lower back as they both steered me towards the trailers. “Are you guys sure? I can just go to my own trailer…?” I asked again, making sure they knew they still had the chance to ditch me, something I would understand them doing.
“Nonsense.” Scarlett scoffed as Lizzie unlocked her trailer and pushed the door open. Scarlett followed me as I shyly followed Lizzie into her trailer where Lizzie pulled her iconic red coat off and hung it up on a hook near her front door. The blonde behind me showed me to the bathroom where I could change and take a warm shower before leaving me.
By the time I got out of the shower, lizzie had left some sweats and a tanktop on the bathroom counter for me to change into and my costume was gone. I slipped the clothes on and peaked out to see the two of them on the couch, Scarlett getting her wig taken off. I sat down on the arm chair and looked down at the ring on my middle finger that I had forgotten to take off. I spun it around my finger until the wig lady was about to leave.
“Sorry could you pop this in the costume trailer for me?” I asked handing her the ring, she nodded with a small smile and slipped out, leaving the three of us sitting in an awkward silence. “So… thanks for the clothes…” I muttered and looked up shocked when I heard a chuckle from the kitchen area.
“Of course darling, I wasn’t going to let you walk around naked. No one else gets to see that except us three.” Lizzie said with a wink, making my entire face turn red as I looked back down at my hands, picking at the skin around my nails. It wasn’t until I felt and saw a pair of hands covering mine, stopping me from picking that I looked back up to see Scarlett staring at me with her vibrant green eyes.
“Don’t pick at your pretty nails darling. You’ve already made yourself bleed.” I looked down at the finger that she was holding and to my shock, saw a small sliver of blood. “Lizzie didn’t mean to embarrass you.”
Lizzie appeared beside the blonde with a small first aid kit and took out a band aid, she wrapped the finger with the band aid then left a small kiss on it, lingering slightly longer than she needed to before sending me a wink as she walked back into the kitchen. I blushed again until Scarlett took my hand and pulled me up. “Wha-“ I said in shock until she pulled me down beside her on the couch beside her, almost on top of her. “Oh.”
“Have you figured it out yet darling?” She husked into my ear, making me blush even more. I nodded looking up as Lizzie handed me a cup of cocoa.
“We want you darling… but tonight, lets just enjoy our cocoa in bed and watch a movie cuddling alright?” Lizzie said, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. I nodded, staring at her blue eyes. “But first…” Before I could ask what she was doing, she bent down and placed a chaste kiss on my lips, which was swiftly followed by a chaste kiss from Scarlett.
I bit my lip and stood with the two of them. WE made our way to Lizzies bed, and with me tucked in the middle of the two of them, they pulled the blanket up over us and turned on Les Miserables. I looked at them in shock, not knowing either of them liked this movie.
“Its your favourite. Right?” Lizzie asked, one arm wrapped around my shoulders, the other holding her mug. I nodded and looked over at Scarlett who had her arm wrapped around my waist.
“I didn’t think either of you had ever seen it…” I admitted and they both smiled.
“We knew it was your favourite so we watched it and realized we both actually don’t mind it.” Scalett said, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear and pulling me in closer to her.
After a while, Lizzie took the empty mug from my hands as I felt myself nodding off, my head laid on Scarletts shoulder who merely pressed a kiss into my hair and the two of them cuddled down into me, Lizzie cuddling into my shoulder, the three of us fell asleep.
So this is fully what I imagine, in the Sticking Out Sucks au, y/n to look like with her two moms and their cat Liho❤️
she has a scar across her eye, needs glasses (but never wears them lmao), has a matching moon necklace with her mom because she matches hair with her mama, she’s only a young teen so she’s shorter than her moms.
I looked out at the field below my window as I sat on the windowsill, a cigarette between my lips taking small puffs. A calming lull of security ran around me as Queen songs played on in the background. This was something I did when I knew my new mothers were out. It was a lot easier to hide when they hated me. Well, I guess they never hated me but when they decided to ignore me for my own benefit. Something I’m still getting used to is having two parents who care about my health. If they knew I smoked, they would freak out, I would probably get grounded for life.
I heard the elevator ding meaning someone was coming on to our floor which was odd because nobody but me and my mothers ever came up here. I quickly extinguished the cigarette in my hand and stashed the whole pack and my lighter away in a small nook right outside that was kept dry by a stone I shoved over top. I quickly sprayed some body spray around my room and settled back on the windowsill, music still playing in the background.
I heard a knock and yelled come in. My door opened and Bruce was standing in my doorway. “Your moms told me to feed you while they were gone, din-“ He stopped mid sentence and sniffed the air around him. “Why does it strongly smell like vanilla with a hint of cigarette smoke in here?” My heart rate picked up slightly but, on the outside, kept a calm façade. I shrugged flipping the knife in my hand around. “Y/N?”
“Its probably someone outside smoking. I had a candle lit not too long ago.” I muttered looking over at the man in the doorway. “What did my mothers say you were to do again?” I asked placing the switchblade on the dresser beside me.
“Right. Food is on the table in the kitchen. Its pizza and wings. Sorry I can’t cook like your mom.” He said with a small sheepish look on his face. I shrugged and grabbed my phone off my bed, following him as he walks out my door and towards the elevator.
“That’s fine. I was used to less than that before.” I said as he pushed the elevator button and the doors opened with a ding. I pushed past him lightly as I got on, him following up behind me and pressing the button for the main living floor where the kitchen was. We stood in silence as I scrolled through my phone.
“If you’re smoking you need to tell me.” He said out of the blue, making me look up at him with shock. “You’re thirteen years old. Your body is not ready to handle those types of things. Those drugs.” He said looking at me strongly.
I tried to play it cool. “If I was smoking Bruce, you wouldn’t know. I’m to smart for that.” I bit my lip looking down at my feet as the doors opened. I quickly stepped out of the elevator and made my way towards the kitchen trying to get away from him.
As I sat and ate my pizza, the doors opened revealing my two mothers, dirty but otherwise not looking to bad. “Detka.” I looked up and my face broke out into a giant smile. My safe people were home. It had been a week since my breakdown and they’ve been nothing but supportive in everything I need and I knew that tomorrow we would be having the conversation with Fury about taking me off missions, something that I was ridiculously looking forward to.
“Momma!” I said, hopping off the stool and running towards the two women. “Mama! You guys are back early! I thought you wouldn’t be back until early tomorrow morning!”
“We happened to finish early so we thought we would come home and spend the night together! Movie night?” Natasha said with a small smile as I wrapped myself up into their arms. Nat sniffed my head then pulled me back with a raised eyebrow.
My smile immediately faded as I looked up at the redhead in front of me. “Hi mama.” I said sheepishly. Her smile faded as well as she looked over at Wanda then back at me. “We have pizza…?”
“Why do I smell cigarette in your hair young lady?” She asked, nervously I shrugged and went back to the counter where my pizza was sitting. “No. Why do I smell cigarette in your hair?” I shrugged again and took a bite of my pizza, knowing it was fruitless to lie to them, but I still didn’t want to admit it to her.
“Natasha what are you talking about?” Wanda said, making her way over to me and placing a kiss on my head before she stopped and sniffed my hair as well. I knew I had forgotten to spray something, my hair. “You do smell like cigarette smoke. Why?” Wanda said, making me put down my piece of pizza.
I shrugged again but stopped when I heard a cough from beside me. “No lies. Truth. Now.” Instead of taking that properly, my whole body felt like an instant reaction to Wanda’s words, and I immediately went into defense.
“Why should I tell you the truth?” I snapped standing up. I pushed past the redhead on my left and found my way up the stairs and into my room. “FRIDAY, keep my door locked, no one can enter, not even Wanda and Natasha.” I opened my window and grabbed my cigarettes, quickly pulling one out and lighting it. I took a few puffs, tears falling down my face. “Why the fuck would they want to keep me now? You’re fucking stupid Molchalin. Why would they want to keep you now?”
My door was kicked open and, in the wake, stood my redhead mother looking at me with nothing but concern and worry. “Why did you run off detka? Why did you lock yourself in?” She said running towards me, ignoring the currently lit cigarette in my hands, and pulling me into her arms. I felt the cigarette get taken out of my hand and I instinctively wrapped my arms around Natasha, small sniffles coming out.
“I’m sorry mama! I’m sorry!” I cried out looking up at her. She shushed me, tucking a piece of red hair behind my ear and pulled me into her again. Rubbing my back to calm me down. “I’m sorry I lied, I’m sorry I smoked!”
“No more tears malyshka.” Wanda said pulling me into her arms next.
“We just want to know if you plan on continuing to smoke or if you want to stop. We would really like to help you stop. Youre so young detka.” Natasha said, sitting on my bed, prompting wanda and myself to sit next to her.
“It’s calming… it makes me feel serene… something I don’t get very often.” I mumbled, picking at my fingers, being held in my mothers arms. “It was more often from when you guys ignored me… it was easier to just feel spacey then deal with what I really felt on the inside.”
“From now on, when you feel the need to smoke, why don’t you come to one of us?” Wanda suggested, running her fingers through my hair. “You come to us and we talk about why you might be feeling that way rather than smoking and ruining your body hmm?” I looked up at her, eyes wide and full of fear.
“What if I’m not sure why I feel that way?” I mumbled looking back down at my fingers. “Sometimes I feel feelings, I don’t understand and its just easier to float away than feel them…”
“Well momma and I were talking on the flight back and we thought about maybe putting you in therapy… we all had to do it when we first got out of wherever we got out of and since your now in our care, we think it would be very helpful.” Natasha said braiding my hair in small sections. I shrugged holding the teddy they had recently gotten me, tightly in my arms.
“Its scary…”
“But it will be easier with us on your side. Now, movie and cuddles? I can go get the pizza and some snacks?” I immediately perked up when mama mentioned movie and cuddles and nodded my head quickly.
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