Disclaimer: Another Long Post 🤪 Happy Tuesday! Happy Lunar Year! Happy birthday to my little brother and one of my dearest friends! 💕❤️ I wanted to share some thoughts with you. I’ve been in an interesting headspace since the end of Dec. I truly can say it’s not a negative headspace just interesting. I’ve taken time to reflect in many aspects of my life, maybe it’s me getting closer to God and my faith... I’m not sure yet. I haven’t quite nailed what’s causing it but I can say I’m not mad at it though - it’s allowed me to center myself. I have to admit it’s extremly hard for me to share pictures of me sometimes (I know it doesn’t look like it lol). I came across a picture on my laptop and I wanted to share it. I looked at it in disbelief - honestly don’t know why but I did. I mean I know it’s me, and honestly don’t ask me how much I weighed because I can’t make out the date in the newspaper but my hair seems to have been long still soooo I’ll say it was probably in 2016. Why am I telling you this? Because one decision can change your entire life. One moment can kick start many little moments that will make a huge impact in your life. Trust me I know how it is to be sick, to feel so down and hopeless that you think being dead is the best option. I attended something this weekend at church - and @juliandlowela asked how many of us didn’t know our purpose. I always though I did. I now can say I’m a little lost when it comes to me finding my purpose but that’s okay. I’m in a journey that I’m excited about. I have new things to learn and new challenges to overcome. I’m still here for a reason. Seriously medically speaking there’s many times I should have been dead yet I’m still here. I’m still not 100% on why but I’m glad I am and I’m excited to find out. Transforming oneself isn’t only about the physical it’s about the mental, spiritual and emotional. Continue to follow my journey... I hope I don’t dissspoint you. 💕 #myjourney #weightlossjourney #transformationtuesday #weightlosstransformation #weightloss #weightlossmotivation #iwontgiveup #weightloss #doitforyou #determined #weightloss_4m https://www.instagram.com/p/Btg92TVgwvb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=us0zfpkpmqv6