<🌈💎🔦> Welcome to the Tumblr of the Refracted Light System / Lux (our collective name)!
We are NOT traumagenic, but we are adaptive and don't usually consider ourselves endogenic because of that. We coined the term automisiagenic to describe our origin of the original's self-hatred. We are hydraconscious and mediple!
We turned out to be partially traumagenic lol, we just didn't want to call what we experienced trauma because everyone else has it worse and yet it was bad enough to fuck us up. Anyway neurotraumagenic gang rise up!
Most people can interact, the only hard boundaries we have are on people who tell others to die, and on actual pedophiles, whether they are offenders or not. Offenders can go straight to hell and/or prison, non-offenders we just feel really uncomfortable with. If you are not a pedophile, then feel free to interact if your purpose is not to attack or trigger.
System member intro and beliefs under the cut
We are trying not to get into too many arguments on this blog, but we will state our beliefs so that those with those beliefs on DNIs can avoid us! These beliefs include:
Skeptical humanist-adjacent atheism that's agnosticism on a technicality
Anti-censorship of true fiction (fiction that does not represent or contain real people. Fictives are real people but they are not exactly the same as their source, and their source is the one depicted in most fanfictions and not the fictive themself.) This makes us pro-ship on a technicality-- we do not "ship" characters but we do read fiction that would be morally bad if it happened in real life. Do not harass us for this-- the block button is right there.
Anti-contact if harmful, pro-para. We support no-contact pedophiles, we just don't want to interact with you. All other (no-contact if paraphilia would harm people) paraphiles are welcome to interact.
Pro-endogenic and pro-traumagenic systems. We feel slightly uncomfortable with tulpas, thoughtforms, and other created headmates due to bias that we're trying to remove. Mainly, our concerns are about headmate abuse by their creator, but we understand that not every creator hurts their headmates and are trying to get over this bias. Completely cool with tulpas and thoughtforms now, love y'all.
We never tell anyone to die. They can be the worst person on the planet but they still need the opportunity to learn and grow, and death removes that opportunity. Don't tell people to die.
Member Intro (Main Fronters only, system has around 50 80 100 members)
Adrian/Chara: post-canon Undertale fictive and current host, writing the post! Median subsystem. Agenderflux. They/them, xe/xem, it/its pronouns. Neutral terms when possible, masculine terms when not.
Alan Kai: previous host, original. Was median before the Great Differentiation of 2022, and facets were Pink, Dark, Blue and Gold. They are now separate. Boyflux. He/him, they/them, and xey/xem pronouns.
Asriel: post-canon Undertale fictive, Chara and Rafi's boyfriend. Demiboy. He/him and they/them pronouns.
Astara: Meteor Shower songtroject with memories of the setting of Stars Without Number. Lunarian in the Galactian alignment system of non-binary genders. She/her and they/them pronouns with feminine terms.
Frisk (Musical/Musi): an introject of Man On The Internet's Undertale the Musical's Frisk. Different from the Frisk Chara remembers. Appears 10 in headspace, so a little/middle. Maverique. They/them pronouns, neutral terms when possible, masculine terms if not.
The Narrator: Brainmade, refers to himself in third person. Is distanced from emotions--he can feel them, but not strongly. Wife is the Analyst/Sarah, who rarely fronts. Man. He/him pronouns.
Papyrus: a post-canon Undertale fictive, types in all-caps and speaks like it too. His brother Sans is here too. Adoptive uncle of Frisk (Musical). Thinks he's a man but he's not completely sure. He/him pronouns.
Pink/Candy: a former facet of Alan Kai and a partial introject of both the color pink and the song Drop Pop Candy, specifically JubyPhonic and Kuraiinu's cover. Genderfae. She/her, they/them and fae/faer pronouns.
The Dramatist: half-brainmade, half-introject. He is a partial introject of Mettaton, took the appearance of Rouxls Kaard combined with a guy in our AP Lang class, and is loud and dramatic all the time. Man but in a non-binary way. He/him and xey/xem pronouns.
Oliver Dunham: a fictive from Fringe (TV show) who turned out to be trans and doesn't want to put out his deadname, though you could easily look it up. Trans man. He/him pronouns.
Frisk (Rafi): Fictive of a specific fanfic of Undertale, but had an appearance change. Chara and Asriel's datefriend. Maverique. They/them pronouns.
Zephyr: Brainmade. Agender, pretty much any pronouns, though he doesn't like ones with 'x's or 'k's. The most sane person out of all of us, bless them.
Karlach: BG3 fictive, hobbies include taking showers and Minecraft. Gender is unknown but some sort of non-binary. She/they pronouns
oh my god i'm so tired psychotic does not mean violent it does not mean angry or erratic. it refers to a person suffering from psychosis, a loss of touch with reality that includes hallucinations and/or delusions. psychotic people are not inherently violent and y'all need to understand how much stigma you create when you again and again incorrectly use the word psychotic without even thinking about it
[Image ID: Tweet from unfriendly black hottie. (@/ sadFuckingAries) reading: i feel so bad whenever my friends check up on me like baby im not good but don't you worry bout that /End ID]
if you decide to become a police officer then that outweighs any other marginalised identity you can rustle up like. not sorry, who asked you to willingly become a pig
I have heard of black people warning their kids that the race of a police officer is cop and you should not expect solidarity from them. The same applies to other types of minorities.
The sexuality of a police officer is cop.
The gender of a police officer is cop.
When you become the enforcer and protector of capital, you are making the deal to be slightly favored by the system over others like you, in exchange for being its servant. Your solidarity is with the system that you serve, even if it hates you.
If you want solidarity with those the system hates, you cannot be the system's servant and defender.
Call me easily impressed, but after thirty-odd years of gaming, boss fight music that starts out with traditional acoustic instrumentation, then when the really good bit kicks in it adds a single electric guitar still gets me pumped every single time.
Look, it's very simple: deviation from the norm is always bad, unless I'm the one doing the deviating, in which case I'm a brave iconoclast and it's the Masses who are wrong.
i love girls who are psychotic i love girls who are delusional i love girls who are bipolar i love girls who are bpd i love schizo girls i love insane girls i love girls who are mad i love girls who don't know what the fuck is wrong with themselves i love girls who are told something is wrong with them i love girls who are angry i love girls who are violent i love girls who have no remorse uhhh
Stop calling the crumbs shit. None of you realize how hard it is to photoshop crumbs falling mid-air via a birds-eye perspective. They don't just have 'mid-air granola crumbs' on google, no one has ever thought of photographing that before. I had to color a bunch of boulders brown. I had to find images of various boulders and color them brown, whnich yeah, when I say it out loud, does make it sound like a funny euphemism for shit, but it's really more of a light brown color and it took a lot of time and effort, so stop.
okay, we managed to get through the “you can be gay and not have sex” part, and im feeling charitable and i wanna talk about the “do crime” part
so many responses of “its nice that you’re privileged enough to be able to steal from Target willy nilly!” and that’s not at all what this is about. like, yeah, shoplifting and loitering and graffiti and breaking the rules is, obviously, part of “do crime”. but they’re not parts you have to do.
would you help someone get an abortion where it was illegal?
would you help a trans friend get healthcare that had been criminalized?
would you shelter someone fleeing persecution, even if the law said not to?
would you help a gay couple stay together when the state decided their relationship was unlawful?
instead, would you report someone else for breaking the law? will you snitch on your hungry neighbors for stealing food? on your homeless neighbors for sleeping where they’re able?
would you break laws to protect someone you love? a community you love? yourself?
