Maxine 🐰

She/Bun, Bi Lesbian Transfem Jax Fictive

[maxine-tadc]

Hello!

My name is Maxine and I use she/bun pronouns

I am a bi lesbian (femme4butch) and a transfem loserbunnygirlthing

I am an introject/fictive of Jax from The Amazing Digital Circus

I am : pro-endo, anti-censorship, anti-radqueer, anti-transID

This is NOT a roleplay blog! I am a real person, talking about my real experiences!!

I am an adult! And tbh, I don't want minors interacting :/

I have NPD and HPD, do not fucking interact if you believe in "narc abuse" or that having a personality disorder inherently makes you dangerous/abusive/ect. I am an asshole because I am an asshole, NOT because of the disorders I have

[maxine-tadc]

I might be demiromantic and I'm having a mild crisis about it

Because I am for sure allosexual, I'm a bi lesbian who loves sex

But I thought I was a romance-repulsed aromantic

However, I might not be??

[histrionic-culture-is]

Fictive with HPD culture is...

Being an introject of a problematic character, and THRIVING off of the attention

The fights people get into over my lore and characterization? Divine

(fictive w/) HPD culture is...

[histrionic-culture-is]

HPD culture is...

I'm not purposefully identifying with contradictory labels for attention, BUT if it happens to piss people off and they give me attention that's a win-win in my book

HPD culture is...

[im0nline]

Half related to my last post about Cluster B empathy,

does anyone know of any pro-endogenic, active, cluster B Discord servers? I want a place to discuss my experiences

[maxine-tadc]

Genuinely might make something

18+, pro-endo, cluster B oriented...

Would anyone be interested?

[maxine-tadc]

Okay so

Fun fucking fact

I may have NPD

That's right

Narcissistic Personality Disorder

And!

I may be experiencing my very first narc crash

So that's fun /sarcasm

If anyone wants to dote on me and give me some attention, that'd be really fucking great /genuine

[maxine-tadc]

Okay

With some research

It appears I have NPD (narcissistic personality disorder) *and* HPD (histrionic personality disorder)

At least according to the checklists/DSM-5 requirements we found

[starrymogai]

Bi-Lesbian

[PT: bi-lesbian. /End PT]

Bi-lesbian: anyone who identifies as both bi (attraction to 2+ genders) and lesbian (queer attraction to women/nonbinary people)!

Flag made by me on June 30th, 2026.

Usage and color meanings under the cut.

Usage includes:

Lesbians who use the SAM (split attraction model) and are also bi (Ex. a biromantic lesbian).

Changing/fluctuating attraction (Ex. abrosexuality).

Questioning or being unsure. 

Being m-spec but not being attracted to men. 

And plenty more! The bi-lesbian page on lgbtqia.wiki (link) gives more reasons. 

Flag color meanings:

Dark pink is for empowerment

Bright pink + soft red are for love

Grayish magenta is for non-conformity

Soft blue is for peace

Soft violet represents lesbianism

Dark blue is for community

[maxine-tadc]

I LOVE BEING A BI LESBIAN

MY IDENTITY IS COMPLEX AND NUANCED

[kyariru-hikaeme]

Isn't she lovely? 💜

[householddreaming]

Shout out to fictives who feel uncomfortable and exposed by the fact that their sources exist as public media that anybody gets to see. The fact that anyone can just pull it up and see all of your history and traumas and mistakes, without your say or even knowledge. The fictives who don't even feel they're allowed to be upset about it because it's "just fiction" and therefore doesn't matter. Who feel like less than "real people" because of it.

We see you. You matter.

[ikimaru]

practicing drawing her! ✨

[maxine-tadc]

Okay so

Fun fucking fact

I may have NPD

That's right

Narcissistic Personality Disorder

And!

I may be experiencing my very first narc crash

So that's fun /sarcasm

If anyone wants to dote on me and give me some attention, that'd be really fucking great /genuine

[nyxk3y]

Isn't She Lovely? (When Jax isn't a piece of sh—)

[maxine-tadc]

APPARENTLY

We are schizophrenic

And APPARENTLY

We need to take twice daily anti-psychotics

No one told MAXINE this

I've been fronting for days without taking the medication

And now we're symptomatic and it SUCKS

[forcewild]

large pred that is so worried about its strength and size compared to prey. large pred that gets extremely embarrassed and flustered easily. large pred that is very inexperienced and constantly checks if what its doing feels good. large pred that shares its dirty thoughts with prey and tries to hide its face. large pred that constantly thanks prey whenever prey is making it feel good.

[maxine-tadc]

I'm just a soft little bunny

It sure would be a shame if a big strong predator were to find me~

[cloroxcasserole]

Oh tfem Jax you are the girl ever... I need one hundred billion drawings of her in long lacy dresses and lingerie bonus if her boobs are small and grabbable okay bye

If I had slept tonight I would’ve drawn more but this is enough for now right

[maxine-tadc]

I'm gonna get high

If we had the money to buy unlimited weed, I'd so be a loser stoner 24/7