come and be a cure for me

soph - 25 - she/her mdni

[megankane]

if you donate to any of the gofundmes, mutual aid funds, etc, that i reblog, dm me proof and i will match your donation!

[knownqueerbaiter]

incomplete list of shane hollander’s most jock-ish sexual fantasies he and ilya have completed (with the help of heavy bribes to arena staff):

•ilya fucking him in the locker room (strictest version of this fantasy is getting passed around the locker room but in reality it’s just them)

•hazing roleplay where ilya shoves shane’s face into his sweaty jockstrap

•blowing ilya in the penalty box

•captain ilya “coaching” rookie shane roleplay

•sitting on ilya’s dick while reviewing game tape and having to give game analysis while ilya toys with him

•cockwarming ilya with his mouth while ilya is playing COD with the boys

•season-long orgasm-per-goal rule (shane-only. he has to earn it)

[hr-rep]

Everyday I live in fear of the HR fandom getting ever closer to Sitcom Dad!Ilya and Sitcom Mom!Shane being what we are forced to digest as fandom staples

[scunthotter]

I get very annoyed by some of the posts that portray Ilya as an idiot. He's a giant party boy jock not fucking stupid. He's canonically very witty and clever in a second language and good at his job. 😒 also Shane is his enabler and competitor not his bitch wife. Shane wouldn't make him sleep on the couch, he'd be egging him on.

[kaijuerotica]

hudcon's entire dynamic is soooo good and it kills me that it's so specific to them because a romance about two actors who get their big break together and fall in love while portraying a couple and are rocketed to superstardom and the only person who understands it is each other is buzzy as hell but there's no way to publish that without everyone going "oh yeah that's a reskinned hudcon fic"

[shanesloverboy]

“Williams’ victory feels especially well deserved because Shane Hollander is not an easy character to portray. As we wrote in our review of the series, Williams delivers “a masterclass in micro-expressions and physical restraint.” Shane spends much of the story fighting against himself, suppressing emotions he barely allows himself to acknowledge, and Williams manages to communicate entire emotional arcs through a glance, a tense jaw, or a slight shift in posture. Every crack in Shane’s carefully constructed armor lands with devastating impact because of the work Williams puts in throughout the series.

Seeing that performance recognized on one of Canada’s biggest stages feels incredibly rewarding. Williams’ win is also historic in its own right. At just 25 years old, he became the youngest performer ever to win Best Lead Performer, Drama, at the Canadian Screen Awards, accomplishing the feat on his very first nomination.”

- Q+ Magazine

[smokey-ilya]

fat baby shane absolutely crushes his first summer at the lake. they get him in the cutest little bathing suits with matching sun hats and tiny sunglasses. he spends most of his time in the shade, rolls slathered in sunscreen, and snoozing in his bouncy under the umbrella on the back deck. but sometimes they'll take him out on the boat. there's a picture of david sitting in the captain's chair, holding a sleeping shane in one arm and steering the boat with the other. it's a fan favorite 🥹

[tothecottage]

emotionally significant first time season two kissing practice

[twothousandeight]

rpf is beautiful and will unite us all

[loontattoo]

I'm allowed to be a little parasocial because I am famously normal

[actuallysara]

hudsonwilliamsofficial: CSA'sssssssssssssss 🌟

[russianblush]

the heart around connors face shut the fuck up 😭

[sexcromancy]

IF i was going to do the truman show to shane. which im not going to do but if i was going to it wouldn't be a 1:1 bc thatd be boring, im thinking more like a dance moms type of origin where they were following a bunch of kids maybe even before peewee and then shane obviously had the chops so they kept with him and the show grows as he does. and crucially he is Aware of the show being filmed around him all the time, but part of his #grindset is to mostly ignore it and take yuna's word that its going well and its good for him and his brand. and he trusts her obviously. really the only time he does have to acknowledge the cameras is the same as any other pro hockey player, during games/interviews. and like. the twist is that he was actually cast, and so was yuna, theyre not his real parents, and they dont mean to keep this from him forever but they never get around to telling him bc its all going so well and he never asks. even though deep down he has a feeling that something is wrong. and they do all love each other very much bc theyve been living in this reality 24/7 but, yknow, horrors of love and its complicated and etc. and then he finds out maybe in his late teens that his birth name. was hudson. and he develops this whole inner concept of a Self that never got cast in this show and got to grow up Normal and what that person would've been like, and sometimes he can experiment with being him when hes alone in his room. okay and then CONNOR was a twelve year old with star ambitions in texas, and he answers a casting call put out by the show bc theyre thinking ahead and they want shane to have a rival when hes in the nhl for maximum drama. and it turns out connor-as-ilya is also really, really good at hockey, so he gets the part. hilariously this au does require serious hudcon retconning where they have to be good at hockey for real. like hudson-as-shane is good at hockey bc thats what happens when you grow up in the Hockey Machine, but connor-as-ilya has a preternatural talent for it, even starting late, plus connor works REALLY HARD. which i think is a really delicious way to explore what makes hudson and connor and shane and ilya different. anyway so ilya enters the show at the same point he does in canon, and connor was ready for this to be a great Job, his launch into stardom, but then he sees something in shane (he sees hudson!!) that is really interesting to him. so: shower scene. bc obviously the cameras do not film shane in the showers thats a hard line yuna drew early on. and then the rest of the plot plays out mostly as is which is why im not writing thissssss bc its not that interesting and the stuff that is interesting i mostly already did in botfic. but i love the idea of connor as ilya freeing hudson as shane ... he can save both of them... and hudson IS shane and shane is hudson like he is one person. but he can also decide to be a different version of himself if he wants. okay. but im NOT WRITING IT

[fuckrozanov]

when ilya asks shane “worth the wait? 😏” to get his ego stroked and then shane lays those tender loving kisses upon his face…….its so over for you fake ass idgafer i saw your resolve start to crumble🤣🤣🤣🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻

[peachyjude]

“we just want a future, i don’t know” is so crazy when you think about it. like this is shane who’s never let his wants or desires be known. he keeps them so close to his chest, never lets anyone see them, much less his parents, but then he falls in love with ilya. and now that he knows ilya feels the same he’s trying to figure it out and he’s trying to make it all fit into the lives they have but it’s still so terrifying for him, the path ahead so amorphous and uncertain. he’s trying not to make waves or demand things, and he doesn’t wanna be paraded all over the mlh as this gay icon. but he’s certain he wants ilya. he wants ilya when he wakes up in the morning and he wants ilya when he comes home and he wants their shirts to brush shoulders in the closet and their toothbrushes to sit beside each other on the sink and he wants their worlds to come together, for the tapestries of their lives to become so interwoven you’d find traces of the other everywhere. a future, a forever, with the only person he’s ever been in love with. and is that so much to ask?

[hudconera]

what a year

[fuckrozanov]

thinking about shane and ilya at some nhl alumni event years in the future….their relationship is old news and literally no one bats an eyelash at them anymore plus they’re staying in some penthouse suite where nobody can hear them but anyway ilya is fucking shane through the mattress and covers his mouth with one hand like “shush hollander you’re going to get us caught” and shane comes so hard he blacks out

[inyourorbitx]

liminal space

☆ pairing: hudson x connor

☆ tags: ambiguous relationships, feelings realisation, angst + yearning + a dash of miscommunication, minor connor x omc for the plot

☆ M, 48k, 5/5 chapters completed

But it felt like he did know Hudson. Like the craziness in him, the hunger, had found an echo, tracing it back towards the same gnarled roots, something old and inseparable. It was the same feeling he had during that chemistry read, the one he had done and forced himself to forget, because ruminating over it would only drive him out of his mind. A single spark, a flame held on the edge of a roaring precipice, ready to be picked up by the wind and launched into a burning inferno.

Moments in time capturing Connor's love for Hudson - until he realises he's in love with Hudson and it all goes downhill from there