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Elias // 22 // enby androgynous twink

[moonlitelias]

Hi!:)

Elias || They/Them || 22 || Beginner witch ✨ || Cosplayer & Writer

Autistic, Queer and learning to live with a panic disorder & depression ✧

Currently hyperfixated on: One piece, The Magnus Archives 👁, Stardew Valley

My fave ships : Zosan/Sanzo, Teaholding, AceSan

Comfort characters: Vinsmoke Sanji, Martin Blackwood 🤍

My AO3 & My Tumblr Masterlist (One Piece)(TMA)

-> I mainly write Zosan/Sanzo Angst! please MDNI

My tags: #liasTMA (The Magnus Archives) #liasOP (One Piece) #liasMAGrelisten #liasOPrewatch (One Piece rewatch) #eliaswrites (fic updates & info) #elias.yaps (personal)

[myosotis-elinora]

"I asked chat gpt" well I asked my new friend, she's a doctor. She gave me an interesting prescription, let's see if I can remember. Oh yeah, half an ounce of lead to be injected directly into the brain

And it wasn't a prescription for me

[bagelsketches]

[schizotisticstatic]

hey i know no one will probably see this other than people who already know it but. schizophrenic/schizospec people aren't all homeless people talking to themselves or people stuck in psych wards trying to kill everyone or whatever they tell you. for example, i just kinda sit in my room and don't bother anyone like maybe 80% of the time. i scroll on my phone. i watch movies and play games on my computer. i do chores when i (rarely) have the energy. i have a partner who i love and who tries their best to understand me and help me no matter what's going on with me.

yes, i also have a lot of crazy ideas that i believe and i see and hear things that aren't there and sometimes i start freaking out because i think someone close to me died when they're perfectly fine or that someone's coming to kill me or that my pets have been replaced with alien creatures, but i'm also a person with a life and a childhood and friends and i am not a threat to anyone.

and i'm here. on tumblr. on youtube. in real life. i can see and hear what everyone says about people like me. and i'm fucking tired of it.

treat people with psychotic disorders like people. please. it's not hard to do.

[greedysadistdaddi]

This blog is anti chatgpt and pro breeding kink without the pregnancy part

[sandersstudies]

“They’re just looking for attention.”

Oh, a human being is seeking a social response? Human being, the social animal wired to make and track social connection? A human desires the vital blood that permitted their species to survive for millennia? The human being who was born completely helpless and primed in every way by nature to seek attention and help from their community?

Wow that’s crazy. How embarrassing. Humiliating even. Should we isolate them from community? Should we call Wire Mother?

[iissiecxre]

(emetophobia tw))

the concept of jonathan 'i was neglected as a child' sims being terrified of throwing up because he associates it with abandonment and being treated like he was unclean or an inconvenience only for martin 'i cared for my chronically ill mother as a teenager and have seen All The Shit' being entirely unbothered and holding him/tying his hair back and telling him over and over again 'it's okay, you're okay'

[phthalopathos]

a really bad first date

[shamebats]

"There's no thought crimes and no thought heroisms" is honestly such a good piece of life advice.

You could be having the most fucked up problematic thoughts 24/7 but if you treat people with kindness, the good you do is the only thing that matters. But if you have only the purest thoughts and all the correct beliefs, it doesn't matter one bit if you spend most of your time being an asshole to people.

[positivelyqueer]

important to tell self sometimes “not everything is about you.” Not mean way but realistic way.

Friends don’t respond because they’re busy or had a bad day at work - not about you. No secret ignoring or hated.

Partner breaks up with you because personal insecurities - not about you. Something they have to work through.

Random stranger is unkind or rude to you - not about you. Reflection on their own morals and decisions.

Yes all things can hurt certainly, but not reflection that you are guilty, or secretly loathed by everyone. People are complex entities unto themselves. Sometimes need take step back gain perspective.

[goatedgreen]

i love this image because not only is it accurate but also every time i see it i subconsciously scan the image to make sure its not somewhere i know. because everywhere in england looks like this. could be literally anywhere.

[rodrawss]

Bartender au shenanigans

[mysticalblue09]

Martin Blackwood, head arsonist of the Magnus institute, London.

[dankmemeuniversity]

[nitocrisss]

dont get me wrong this is #mood but just try eating a piece of bread with salt. please, seriously. ok? at least a tiny bit. salt helps with nausea, bread calms the stomach acid. if you really can’t face eating anything, just lick some salt like a damn elk, then wait and see if you can manage the bread. make some broth if you’re into that kind of thing. no spices, yes salt. if you’re feeling too weak and shaky to do much, just have a cup of tea with sugar (energy) and lemon (again, good against nausea). nibble on the lemon first, it will feel good, but don’t overdo - citric acid on an empty stomach is a majorly bad idea. take care of yourself, you’re the only you we’ve got

[owlinadayswork]

“You’re the only you we’ve got”

[i-say-ok]

ok!!! ♥️

[yeahokayillreblogthat]

Yeah okay ill reblog that!!

[vegetascock]

This is so damn sweet and also good to know. I regularly have this struggle

[phoenixrainsfire413]

real, its a vicious cycle, but as long as you know that eating will make you feel better, you’ll feel better.

[menlove-archive]

you ever have situations that make you want to take people by the shoulders and go "you are not 15 any longer. this behavior is no longer quirky and cute. it is exhausting for you and everyone else to act like a teenager you haven't been in a decade or longer. knock it the fuck off"

[menlove-archive]

lots of ppl making this about adults who have interests they find cringe but let me be clear this is about emotional immaturity. idgaf if you're 35 and like goku okay but can you have an adult conversation without making yourself the victim is the matter at hand here

[dankmemeuniversity]

[nitocrisss]

dont get me wrong this is #mood but just try eating a piece of bread with salt. please, seriously. ok? at least a tiny bit. salt helps with nausea, bread calms the stomach acid. if you really can’t face eating anything, just lick some salt like a damn elk, then wait and see if you can manage the bread. make some broth if you’re into that kind of thing. no spices, yes salt. if you’re feeling too weak and shaky to do much, just have a cup of tea with sugar (energy) and lemon (again, good against nausea). nibble on the lemon first, it will feel good, but don’t overdo - citric acid on an empty stomach is a majorly bad idea. take care of yourself, you’re the only you we’ve got

[owlinadayswork]

“You’re the only you we’ve got”

[i-say-ok]

ok!!! ♥️

[yeahokayillreblogthat]

Yeah okay ill reblog that!!

[vegetascock]

This is so damn sweet and also good to know. I regularly have this struggle

[phoenixrainsfire413]

real, its a vicious cycle, but as long as you know that eating will make you feel better, you’ll feel better.

[airlocksandaviariesarchive]

2 genres of fanfiction:

1) put that guy into situations

2) take that guy OUT of situations for the love of GOD let them REST 

[ckret2]

#you put the sad guy in #you take the sad guy out #you put the sad guy in and you shake him all about